Introduction of Fabienne’s Spiritual Director
For several years, she asked me to be her Spiritual Director and asked me to write a few words of introduction for the lessons she gives in her text. I am only too happy to do so.
She speaks about her life in sin, the traps found in New Age, in spiritualism and other beliefs.
If in our time, some doubt on the existence of hell – which is detrimental to many people who renounce convertion. She realized that she was leading a life that would have brought her to hell – not by the will of God but by hatred, lies and Satan’s flattery, « the enemy of God and men».
She speaks about the Divine Mercy of Jesus and the Love He has shown to save her. She speaks with humility and encourages readers to convert according to the teachings of the Gospel and the catechism of the Catholic Church. She preaches and I want to support her in this task which is in contradiction with the spirit of the world. » As you may realize on your own, by reading her text.
Because she is aware that Jesus saved her because of His Love for her; a great sinner, a great saint. This is how God is glorified against evil and shatters through His Devine Mercy, not by doing half conversions but definitive ones. And today God wants the multitude of sinners to become a multiple of saints, great saints. We cannot accept our Saviour to win only half the victory.
Fabienne knows where she was found and owes it to our Redeemer. He paid dearly to save her and to save us all. She cannot remain silent, her commitment to God is total, absolute… as a martyr, if necessary.
And she also gives thanks to the Blessed Virgin Mary and to the Two Hearts of Jesus and Mary.
Her testimony is true, her teachings are of the Church without concession or diminution. Let it be known!
FABIENNE’S SPIRITUAL DIRECTOR
SAVED FROM SIN IN 1996
« Dear brothers and sisters, since Jesus asked me to reveal what New Age really is, I now travel around the world to speak about my conversion because God asked me to speak about His Mercy; I have often offended Him during my life. Jesus saved me in 1996 from the poor sinner that I was.
I realised the Church’s love and the goodness of the Virgin Mary after a pilgrimage to Medjugorje. This is where Jesus taught me about the lies found n New Age including reincarnation. In His Infinite Mercy, Jesus came to say how much He loves me and to have confidence in His Infinite Kindness as long as I agree to admit my sins by doing a sincere private confession.
I started to understand the canon law regarding collective confession:
Canon 961 paragraph I, it is written: The absolution cannot be given by general mode to several penitents together, without individual confession, except:
1°) If there is mortal danger and time would be missing for the Priest(s) to hear the confession of each penitent;
2°) If there is grave necessity. If there is not enough confessors to hear the confession of each penitent in a suitable period of time, so that the penitents, through no fault of their own, would be forced to be deprived for a long period of Sacramental Grace or Holy Communion. However, the need is not considered adequate when confessors cannot be available for the sole reason of the large influx of penitents due to a Celebration or a pilgrimage.
Dear friends, canon 962, paragraph 1 says: in order to have the benefits of sacramental absolution, if it is given to several people all together, it is required not only to be well prepared. However, the penitent must also confess individually the grave sins, in a timely manner, that could not be confessed at that moment.
I WAS GOING TO HELL BECAUSE OF THE WAY I WAS LEADING MY LIFE
Then Jesus asked me to listen to His Word, observe His Commandments, and observe His Sabbaths. The Lord asked me to defend God’s Law. To do so, I had to relearn the 10 Commandments of God.
I was going to hell because of the life I was leading, but God in His Infinite Mercy, gave me the time to repent and gave me a second chance for my eternal salvation.
After my conversion, Jesus told me that I was His joy. The Holy Virgin Mary, our dear heavenly mother, informed me that She would bring me to Heaven because she sees the sufferings I endure to carry my cross.
THE DEMONS WERE TORTURING ME
Before my conversion, the demons tortured me because I liked money, the pleasures of the world and the pleasures of the flesh. So, I was warned that my soul was at the bottom of the abyss. To save me, Jesus asked me to choose poverty and not the make Him suffer with my flesh.
I decided to make a good examination of my conscience. It is true that I didn’t live by God’s Commandments.
SO HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SAVED?
I didn’t observe the 1st commandment: « I, the Lord, am your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, that place of slavery. You shall not have other gods besides Me. You shall not carve idols for yourselves in the shape of anything in the sky above or on the earth below or in the waters beneath the earth. You shall not bow down before them or worship them ». (Ex 20, 2-5)
It is written: « The Lord, your God, shall you worship and Him alone shall you serve ». (Mt 4, 10)
Dear friends, I use to adore myself physically (beauticians, luxurious clothes, luxurious vacation, etc.) and had many idols in New Age behind which lurks the devil.
It was then that Jesus in the Spirit of Truth, told me: « You are worshipping Satan ».
UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF DEMONS
I was practising divination, astrology, spiritualism, and most of the New Age techniques and was also a member of the Rosicrucians sect AMORC. (The Old and mystical order of Rosicrucians (AMORC) is mentioned in the report on sects N° 1687 – June 10, 1999 – )
After my repentance, Jesus said: « Do not sell your soul to the devil. Do not betray Me but glorify Me, honour Me and praise Me. So I started to like praying which brings us to love God.
I was very depressed for years since I had not yet known God, Who is Love, Kindness, and Compassion when we approach Him with respect.
For a long time, I did not have a loving relationship with sweet Jesus, in prayers or by worshiping Him. Now, I spend hours adoring Him in spirit and in truth. God informed me that He is looking for faithful worshippers.
2nd commandment – « You shall not take the name of the Lord, your God, in vain ». (Ex 20, 7)
It was said to our ancestors: « Again you have heard that it was said to your ancestors, ‘Do not take a false oath, but make good to the Lord all that you vow’. But I say to you, do not swear at all; not by heaven, for it is God’s throne ». (Mt 5, 33-34)
Dear friends, it is certain that in my youth, I pronounced God’s name without respect, while the name is sacred. I had to confess myself of this sin.
3rd commandment – « Remember the Sabbath, keep it holy. Six days you labor and do all your work but the on the seventh day, you do not work ». (Ex 20, 8-10)
« The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath. That is why the Son of Man is Lord even on the Sabbath ». (Mk 2, 27-28).
Dear friends, on Sunday, I was not going to Mass and was working on that day although it is a day of complete rest.
Ever since I feel God’s Love, I praise, I pray, I adore and preach in many countries and I contemplate His creation which is so beautiful. I like walking in nature. I find a great union with God in silence, which helps me to be united with Him. Yes, that day is to our God and allows us to see His Infinite Tenderness.
4th commandment – « Honor your father and your mother, that you may have a long life in the land which the Lord, your God, is giving you ». (Ex 20, 12) The Lord Jesus himself recalled the power of God’s Commandments. The apostle teaches: « Children, obey your parents, in the Lord, for this is right. « Honour your father and your mother », it is the first commandment with a promise « that it may go well with you and that you may have a long life on earth ». (Ep 6, 1-3)
Dear friends, in my youth, I had never honoured my parents, I would never obey to them. Since Jesus came to fetch me in the depths of my misery, I have learned to obey my parents, to love and serve my family and to take care of them because I was neglecting them. I am now in perfect peace and joy to have a family blessed by God.
« I CREATED YOU FROM MY HANDS » — JESUS
5th Commandment – « You shall not kill ». (Ex 20, 13)
You have learnt that your ancestors said: « You have heard that is was said to your ancestors, ‘You shall not kill; and whoever kills will be liable to judgment. But I say to you, whoever is angry with his brother will be liable to judgment ». (Mt. 5, 21-22).
I can tell you, dear friends, that I use to smoke two packs of cigarettes a day, I was taking soft drugs and I drank a lot of alcohol, I took the pill and also, in my youth, I was often very angry.
I gave my body a lot of poison. Again confession, which is a healing Sacrament, helped me to free myself from all this.
Then Jesus told me: « I created you from my hands. Respect your body. »
Having repented my sin, I realised that I had spent too much money smoking and that this money could have been used to feed the poor.
One day, I even brought a friend for an abortion. I don’t know if you are aware of what happens during an abortion but it is awful. The embryo is torn.
ABORTION IS MURDER
We tare the head, the feet and arms. Abortion is murder. When Jesus and Mary visited me, I cried and repented, and now I pray every day not to have martyr babies and for the mothers who have had an abortion to repent sincerely. I also pray for the doctors who do these abortions to repent.
6st Commandment — « You shall not commit adultery ». (Ex.20.14)
« You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery’. But I say to you, everyone who looks at a woman with lust has already committed adultery with her in his heart ». (Mt. 5, 27-28)
Dear friends, I lived in adultery, which is a mortal sin, according to the C.C.C. 1856. What would have been my condition if I had died with such a sin in my soul? The C.C.C. 1035 says: The teachings of the Church affirm the existence of hell and eternity. The souls of those who die in mortal sin descend immediately after death in hell, where they suffer the punishments of hell, « the eternal fire ». The main penalty in hell is the separation from God. It is a penalty because men can only have life and happiness from the One who created us; this is what we all aspire to.
Here is my experience. I had a civil marriage with a divorced man who had received the Sacrament of marriage 14 years earlier and his wife had left him for a one of his friends. In order to have confession and Communion, we lived separately as brothers and sisters.
« JESUS SHOWED ME THE DEMONS »
When I was civilly married, Jesus asked me to be continent and to repair my sins. From that moment, Jesus showed me the demons surrounding my soul and who where willing to take me with them to hell.
But Jesus, in His Infinite Mercy protected me. So I followed what Jesus asked me because Jesus came to save those who are lost. There is no sin that will stop His Great Mercy and the more we draw, the more it grows
WE ARE ALL CALLED TO BE GREAT SAINTS
Jesus said: « I ask you to be holy, I ask you to love me ». Jesus asks that all sinners become great saints. His Infinite Mercy can transform us day after day. So for me, I started a path of liberation and Jesus promised to heal me, which He did. Since then, He sends me all over the world to testify His Goodness for all those who come to Him, who confess and repent sincerely all their sins.
« YOUR SIN WILL BE ERASED »
You know God forgives all sins. When God forgives sins, after confession, they do not exist anymore. God forgets them. As soon as they are confessed, God told me « All sins are erased ».
When I was still married civilly, I wrote to the Vatican to ask in what case can a marriage be nulified and the Vatican said that there has to be a valid and serious cause for this. I recognised before God that I did not qualify since we were both consenting at the time of the Sacrament. So, in good conscience with God, I abandoned that request. If I would make this request, I would report to God on the Day of Judgement because we are all responsible for the actions we take. Every act has a consequence in our lives. Personally, I prefer to be cautious for the salvation of my soul.
However, there are cases of nullity that are valid and it is up to the Church to decide each case.
In 1987, Jean Paul II denounced the excessive number of wedding annulments: A scandal he said that threatens to destroy the value of Christian marriage. He denounced the excessive proliferation and almost automatic declarations of annulment, under the pretext of immaturity or psychic weakness of the spouses. He said: A real inability of the spouses is justified only by a severe abnormality touching the ability to understand and their will.
« …I DIVORCED »
After living together for two year as brother and sister, I divorced because my civil marriage had no value to God because I could not receive the Sacrament of marriage.
The Catechism of the Catholic Church 1650 says that many Catholics in different countries divorce civilly and have a new union, which is also done civilly.
The Church is faithful to Jesus Christ’s Word « Whoever divorces his wife and marries another commits adultery against her; and if she divorces her husband and marries another, she commits adultery ». (Mk 10, 11-12) The Church does not recognise the new union as valid if the first marriage is still valid.
If the divorced are remarried civilly, they find themselves in a situation that contravenes God’s law. Therefore, they cannot have Communion as long as this situation persists. For the same reason, they will not be able to practice certain ecclesiastical responsibilities.
Reconciliation through the Sacrament of reconciliation may be granted only to those who repent for having violated the sign of the covenant and of fidelity to Christ and pledges to live in complete continence.
Dear friends, for a few years, I have cohabited with another man. I didn’t know that it wasn’t allowed to live together without being married religiously.
God also warned me that it is prohibited to reproduce outside the Sacrament of marriage. If children are born while the parents are Catholics from their baptism and they have not united with the Catholic Church, the children must unfortunately bear the consequences of the disobedience of their parents.
But again, God’s Mercy is Infinite in the sense that we have the opportunity to celebrate mass for the atonement of our sins and we will need to answer on the day our soul will be judged. At the hour of our death, all the sins we have committed on earth, we will see the result. We will see our lives unfold like a film.
Already, we will see the state of our soul, the result of all our sins and our insults to God when the Warning will come.
Dear friends, remain well in hope of the Divine Mercy. If we celebrate a lot of masses for our soul and if we repent sincerely for all our sins because Jesus will not deny anything to the soul who believes in Him and delivers their misery through a Priest.
In each confession, we take the nails out of the cross. Who could understand the greatness of this Sacrament? God only wants our deliverance. This is how much He loves us. He wants us all in heaven with Him and with His Holy Mother Mary.
A JEALOUS GOD
God says: « I am a jealous God, who makes My Son accountable for the mistakes of their fathers upto the third and forth generation of those who hate me, but for those who are faithful to the thousandth generation to those who love Me and observe my Commandments. (Exode 34, 7).
Through the Grace of the Two Hearts United, the evil effects of a curse can be neutralised. How many times do we see children with unexplainable disorders such as psychological crises, physical disorders, problems occurring at night!
Rarely, do we establish a link between the sins committed by the previous generation and the descendants who are affected by this.
However, some people can testify the benefits of offering prayers from within their own family regarding hereditary difficulties. Here is a beautiful prayer.
PRAYER TO THE TWO UNITED HEARTS OF JESUS AND MARY
Eternal Father, with faith, I offer you the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary, and the victorious bloody wounds of Jesus and the tears of Mary, our Mother in the sky. Lord, may Your Will be done!
Then to receive the blessings, it is often necessary to devote ourselves to the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary in the following way: (if possible daily) (and live in a state of grace):
‘In the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Amen. »
Eternal Father, you have received the highest glory of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Your Divine Son, Who became Man, has in union with His Mother, perfectly fulfilled your Will in loving spirit of atonement. Again, we offer You this praise so You can bless us and cure us through the Holy Hearts and send us the Holy Spirit to renew the face of the earth.
Divine Redeemer, we recognise that you are the Son of the Eternal Father, the only Mediator between God and man. In accordance with the Will of the Eternal Father, you have joined your Holy Mother to your mission, as a Mediator and Co-redeemer.
In a spirit of great confidence, we devote ourselves (our family, our community…) to the United Hearths of Jesus and Mary, in order to capitalise on your promise, and have unity in charity.
We pledge to live in the spirit of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and to contribute to the requests in the prayer You have taught so it can come true.
Wherever our influence can be exercised, we will strive to honour the name of God, to establish the Kingdom of God among us and to get everything done according to His Divine Will. So God may bless the earth and everyone daily.
God will forgive our sins and open our hearts to peace. Through His Mercy, He will prevent us from falling in other mistakes and will deliver us from all evil.
Once we have the joy to see that through Mary’s intercession, we have been rescued, just like the first miracle at Cana with Her intervention and in unity with God’s Will, then all the earth will join the Church to take part of the angel’s greeting and pray: Hail Mary…
Driven by an absolute confidence, let us seal the covenant with the greatest power of love without ever breaking it. Lord, guide us every day of our lives with your Holy Spirit until we are at the door of the heavenly homeland. Amen ».
Dear friends, the grace linked to the cult of the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary brake the laws of nature and hereditary predisposition. Let us therefore trust in God.
THE PRECIOUS BLOOD SHED ON THE CROSS
Some Priests are accepting to celebrate Mass to heal the family tree. God the Father forgives our sins through the precious blood shed by Jesus on the Cross. If Jesus repaired all our sins, we must also accept to repair ours on Earth.
If we do not accept to repair on earth by love for our tender and gentle Jesus who suffered so much on the cross to save us, we will have to spend some time in the fire of love, the purgatory. God allowed me to see the flames of purgatory, which are terrible. A devouring fire, but a fire of Infinite Love that purifies the souls before seeing God face to face. Their greatest suffering is to be separated from God. They cannot do anything for their own relief. This is the reason why Heaven asks us to celebrate many masses so they can enter paradise as quickly as possible.
We can draw from the Church’s treasures different indulgences and offer it for them.
What is an indulgence? Indulgence is the remission before God of temporal punishment due to sins where the faults have already been erased. Remission which the properly prepared faithfull receives certain dispositions throughout the action of which the Church, as a dispenser of redemption, distributes and applies by its authority the treasure of contentment of Christ and the saints. »
The indulgence is partial or complete, as it frees partially or totally the temporal punishment due to sin. »
« Every member of the faithful can earn indulgences for themselves or apply them to the dead. » (CCC 1471)
We can also pray the Rosary. The holy souls in the purgatory, who are very dear to God, as we are all on earth, asks us for this prayer to free them and in return they pray a lot for us and intercede to Jesus for us. That’s when we receive many graces in our lives, thanks to their prayers to God for us.
Personally everyday, I offer the way of the Cross for them. I remembered one day that Jesus asked me to continue this act of mercy.
7th Commandment — « You shall not steal ». (Ex 20, 15)
« Thou shalt not steal ». (Mt. 19: 18)
The seventh commandment forbids to take or withhold good from our fellow men unjustly and causing harm to the next in its property in any manner whatsoever. It requires justice and charity to manage earthly goods and fruits of human labour. It calls for the common good, respecting universal destination of goods and the right to private property. The Christian life is striving for order and fraternal charity of the world’s goods. (CCC 2401)
Jesus alone healed me, during my teenage years, from the envy of having a lot of things that were not mine.
8th Commandment – « You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor. » (Ex 20, 16)
It was said to our ancestors: « Do not take a false oath, but make good to the Lord all that you vow. But I say to you, do not swear at all; not by heaven, for it is God’s throne ». (Mt 5, 33-34).
The eighth commandment prohibits distorting the truth in your relationship with others. This moral guideline conducts the mission of the holy people to be witnesses to their God who is and who wants the Truth. The insults to the Truth, expressed by words or actions, a refusal to engage in moral rectitude: this is the land of infidelity to God, and to that effect, undermine the foundations of the covenant.
I admit I could not keep the promises that I made to God, i.e. to live in chastity after my conversion.
I wanted to marry religiously, but I was bound by a promise I made to God and God never forgets what we tell Him. Without His daily grace, I could not keep my promises, because I find solitude very difficult. However, if I do not comply with my promises, I can never go to heaven because God told me He hated infidelity. One day, the Holy Virgin Mary came to me gently to remind me that it was necessary that I keep my promise to God.
9th Commandment – « You shall not covet your neighbor’s house. You shall not covet your neighbor’s wife, nor his male or female slave, nor his ox or ass, nor anything else that belongs to him. » (Ex 20, 17)
« But I say to you, everyone who looks at a woman with lust has already committed adultery with her in his heart. » (Mt 5, 28)
I can tell you that I use to strive for goods. In fact, prior to my encounter with Jesus, I lived for money and not for love. Now, I will live for love and for the salvation of the souls. I travel the world to preach out of love for my tender Jesus.
10th Commandment – « You shall not covet your neighbor’s house ». (Ex 20, 17)
« You shall not desire your neighbor’s house or field, nor his male or female slave, nor his ox or ass, nor anything that belongs to him. » (Dt 5, 21).
« For where your treasure is, there also will your heart be ». (Mt 6, 21)
The tenth commandment duplicates and completes the ninth commandment, which covers the interest of the flesh. It prohibits the desire to take others property which originates theft, pillage, and fraud, which are prohibited in the seventh commandment. The « lust of the eyes » (1 John 2: 16) leads to violence and injustice upheld by the fifth precept. Greed originates, like fornication, in idolatry, which is prohibited in the first three statements of the law.
The tenth commandment deals with the intent of the heart: It summarises, with the ninth, all precepts of the law. (C.C.C. 2534).
It happened to me several times before my conversion to watch and want the husband of others, but Jesus taught me to repent, and look down and avoid men. However, I have known a lot of men. This is the reason why my soul was imprisoned in the Beast. Through a vision in 1997, just before Christmas, Jesus asked me to accept my penitence. I know that I will have a lot of accountability because God has revealed this to me but God also expects that I give Him a lot of love.
« SATAN, THE FATHER OF LIES, CONDEMNED ME TO HELL. »
Dear brothers and sisters, for all these reasons, my soul was in the abyss and I was sentenced to punishment in Hell, because for several years, I followed the Father of a lies, Satan.
I was also punished because of certain gestures that I had done several times. So I was bound by the devil in the chains of hatred.
St Michael, the Archangel, helped me a lot to become small for my God of Love who loves His little creatures created in His Infinite Tenderness.
The demons, I saw before my conversion, which were all around me had horrible faces with a lot or horror and cruelty in their eyes. I had left the union with God by disobeying to His law of love and purity and did not share with the poor.
The demons work on the souls who practice New Age, yoga, reiki, and transcendental meditation. If the chakras are open, they enter the body. It is necessary to devote yourself to the Immaculate Heart, and leave these techniques and confess them to a Priest to cut those links and fast.
THE HOLY FEAR OF GOD
When we go out willingly of God’s law, we may no longer be protected by it. We are between the hands of fallen angels because we chose evil, in freedom of choice. But, as soon as you sincerely repent your offences against the Holy Trinity, God in His Infinite Mercy frees us during confession.
The demons are afraid of one thing: confession and prayers to the Divine Mercy Rosary. When we meet the Priest to give our sins to God, the fallen angels no longer have power over our soul. During confession, Jesus washes us in His precious blood and takes us in his Heart to rest.
A LAW OF LOVE AND RESPECT
I had to repair my sins with a lot of suffering and self-sacrifice for my brothers and sisters that I encounter in my lectures, and some carry heavy crosses and are in distress. So I console them with the Holy Spirit with a soothing and healing prayers.
Suffering sanctifies me and embellishes my soul because I have learnt to love Him.
After my repentance in Medjugorje, I cried many tears because of my past life in nightclubs and bad movies and I even loved to watch pornographic films, which now horrify me. I understand that with all these sins my soul was in the abyss. However confession and penitence saved me and I can truly say that now, I have sincere contrition for all my sins.
Because of my selfishness in the first half of my life, I forgot the poor who needed my help and my sympathy. I asked God to have mercy on me and on the great misery that I am and to live according to His law of love, respect, and purity.
OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST: « YOU HAVE MY MERCY ».
When I went to confession and left New Age and adultery, Jesus said, ‘I am the Son of God. My name is Yechouah. You have My Mercy. »
God, who saw my efforts to repent and return to Him, in His Infinite Goodness, told me how much He loved me, how much I was dear to Him and He asked me to meditate His Passion. It is then that I understood all the love He has for me and for every creature.
« I CAN OFFER HIM MY LIFE IN GRATITUDE »
Jesus, during his sorrowful Passion, was hit 5480 times to repair all our sins while He was innocent, so I can give Him my life in thanksgiving.
If I had not testified about God’s Great Mercy for my soul, I would be constraint of having His Mercy on the Day of Judgement especially for my soul.
But if I did it from my heart, it is only out of love for the tender and gentle Jesus who suffers so much to see sinners far away from His Divine Heart.
God has asked me to meditate His Passion. It is then that I realised God, the Son’s Love, the Word that became flesh, and I fell in love with Jesus and the Eternal Father. Jesus forgives everything as soon as it is confessed. He forgets everything as long as we decide to follow the true path with Him.
LOVE, MERCY AND JUSTICE
Mercy is the greatest attribute, though God is composed of three attributes: love, mercy and justice. That is why God told me that after this life, the purgatory is His mercy and hell is His justice. God told me that the souls who go to hell convicted themselves. To hell goes those who want. This means that the life they live on earth continues on the other side. Dear friends, there are people who prefer to remain in sin, i.e. they refuse to repent, even at the moment of agony. They did not want to repent, even in the last seconds of their lives, their lives spent in the pleasure of the flesh, the pleasures of life and the pleasures of the world instead of living in penitence and prayer.
If souls could understand that Jesus is the best Father, a Father filled with tenderness. That’s what I understood when I returned to Him. Jesus wants our love and personally, He asked me to give Him a lot of love. Jesus has a big Heart that needs our love. He begs for our love and at the hour of our death, He begs us to accept His Mercy. But, some people refuse it out of pride. If only they knew the love and goodness of God, they would cast themselves in an ocean of Love from His burning Heart and in the arms of His Mercy.
Jesus invited me several times to penitence and to sincerely regret all my sins. As soon as I repented, God asked me to relieve Him because many souls are far from Him. God suffers a lot and I learnt to console His afflicted Heart caused by the sins of the world.
THE HOLY WOUNDS OF JESUS CAN SAVE
Jesus has also indicated that His Holy Wounds would save me and He asked me to give Him my life. I was still attached to material things even if Jesus had asked me to have a life of poverty. Three years ago, although I have no money for this, I wanted to buy a nice house because I still had a taste for luxury, which does not lead to paradise.
Then Jesus made me understand how much I was hypocritical. My conscience did not find peace because I was away from the Truth of the Gospel: « Sell everything and follow me ».
Again, I was at the bottom of the abyss because of my pride. Then Jesus purified me through great sufferings because of His Infinite Goodness. He came again to tell me not to forget the Gospel and to think about those who are in physical distress. Then, Jesus encouraged me to share.
WAKE UP YOUR BROTHERS – JESUS
Jesus, at the beginning of my conversion, drew me with His power to the Tabernacle and I could not leave Him anymore. He asked me not to resist because there was a lot of resistance in me. I went to church every afternoon to console His Heart, and I started to say The Way of the Cross every day, although I was very tired. God told me He saw my fatigue. Then He increased my strength and delivered me. He restored my health to serve Him in the world. Then, He asked me to revive my brother’s faith.
INTERVENTION OF THE VIRGIN MARY
Then the Virgin Mary granted me a lot of grace, and never ceased to do so because I was in great need, being very rebellious by nature.
So I accepted those graces. I started going to mass every day, read the Bible, study catechism, confess my sins, fast three times a week, pray the Rosary. Jesus promised that the Rosary would save me.
Having devoted myself to the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I was imposed the scapular of Our Lady of Mount Carmel. The Holy Virgin protected me many times through this ritual. To receive the Sabbath privilege when wearing the scapular of Our Lady of Mount Carmel, you must have it on you day and night, live chastity following our state of life and pray the Rosary every day. (The Sabbath privilege means that if we die Wednesday, Mary will deliver us from the purgatory flames of purgatory on the first Saturday following our death and will take us to paradise).
It has now been eleven years that I have returned to the Catholic Church and I can tell you that since I love Jesus, I have a lot more joy then when I was leading the life of the world. There is more joy to give to our brothers and sisters than to receive.
To save my soul, Jesus asked me to escape the world, i.e. to flee all the pleasures proposed in the world. If I continue to follow the world, I could never enter the Kingdom of Heaven. I freely choose God, the Holy Trinity, and rejected Mammon.
FREEDOM OF CHOICE: HEAVEN OR HELL
When I choose to go to Paradise, I did this out of love for the Lord with my freedom of choice. Of course, I have crosses to carry, as all faithful Christians have, but Jesus said He is the Way, the Truth and Life.
When I will be in paradise, the crosses I offered to God on earth will become a rainfall of graces and renewed joy for all my Eternity, praising God’s Infinite Mercy, who is Love.
After my divorce, I entered a religious order for a year and a half to perfect my faith.
The C.C.C. 846 tells us that those who refuse to enter either the Catholic Church or to persevere in it knowing that it is founded by God through Jesus Christ, these souls could not be saved.
Although I had departed from the Catholic Church for a few years, the baptism I received at my birth incorporated me forever to the Church. With the grace of my baptism all my sins are forgotten, the original sin and all my personal sins as well as all sentences due to sin. C.C.C. 1263.
You know today, many souls are ungrateful to God who gave us through His Church all the Sacraments. The initial Christain Sacraments are: the Sacrament of baptism, the Sacrament of confirmation, and the Sacrament of the Eucharist.
Following this, there are the Sacraments of healing such as the Sacrament of penitence and reconciliation, the anointing of the sick.
SEVEN ANOINTING OF THE SICK
Personally, I received the anointing of the sick seven times because I had all my chakras were opened by a guru. I was near death several times because of these techniques, which I had learnt in spiritualism. God told me that he did not agree with these techniques. I am out of this because I devoted myself to the Immaculate Heart of Mary, and I have also been advised that I had avoided the tortures of hell for eternity with the guru who had taught me to practise spiritualism.
THE HOLY SPIRIT’S GRACE
There is also the Sacrament of Communion such as the Sacrament of Orders and the Sacrament of marriage, which are indissoluble. It must be understood that the Sacraments give us the grace of the Holy Spirit. They help us become saints.
There are also other liturgical celebrations such as the Sacramentals and the Christian funerals.
Personally, when the Lord will call me to Him, I wish to be buried, not burned, though the church does not prohibit it, because my body will be called upon one day to resurrect.
The burial of our dead is a work of Mercy. The deceased attend their funeral. Imagine the pain of those who see their bodies being burnt.
A FEW STUDIES ON NEW AGE
Dear friends, 15 years ago, I studied books written by New Age writers, which are false prophets because they do not announce Jesus Christ as God. Currently, there are many false teachers.
St. Peter told us in his second Epistle, chapter two verse 1 to 3: « There were false prophets in the people, as there will also be among you fake doctors, who will introduce pernicious sects, denying the Master who redeemed them. They will attract upon them a prompt perdition. Many will follow their debaucheries, and the path of Truth will be blasphemy, because of them. By greed, using deceptive words they will deceive you; their trial is not idle and distress is coming.
Here is a list of some New Age writters, which I studied a few years ago: Alice Bailey – Helena Petrovna Blavatsky – Allan Kardec – Chrishnamurti – Sai Baba – Maitreya (the so-called Christ) – Eliphas Levi – Leadbetter — Papus – René Guénon – Paracelse – Nostradamus – Carl Jung – S. Freud – Edgar Cayce – Marilyn Ferguson – Lobsang Rampa-Carlos Castaneda, and many others.
Unfortunately, all these authors have never told me about God’s Love, one God, a Father, a Trinity God, a God full of Gentleness, Mercy, Love and Compassion.
I was poisoned by Satan’s venom, which was in my heart through many of their writings, and I can tell you that only the precious blood of Jesus saved me from this infernal poison.
« YOU BATHED IN MY BLOOD» JESUS
Jesus reassured me by saying you bathed in my blood. « So, out of love for Him and for the Holy Virgin Mary who suffered because of my sins at the foot of the cross, I burned all the books that were devoted to New Age, spiritualism, cartomancy, numerology, astrology, the occult, horoscopes. I did not want anyone to retrieve them because I would have been responsible to God if someone would obtain these books.
St. Michael, the Archangel, has greatly contributed to my freedom, but he said he did not like pride. So, I had to walk in humility.
One day I saw a book entitled: « CAN WE FREE OUR MIND FROM IMPUR SPIRITS? » written by the Bishop’s Tournyol du clos (Éditions de l’archistratège). It says:
If you have been in contact with the occult, esotericism, spiritualism, astrology, witchcraft, magic, hypnotism, reiki, yoga, transcendental meditation, New Age and all kinds of sects, or so-called healers who take care of healing with their hands, with magnetic or the pendulum. If you have visited fortune-tellers such as psychics, magicians, marabouts or gurus, fortune-tellers who read cards; lines of the hand or necromancers who consult the spirits of the dead. You must know that you have been sent to individuals who work with the devil, and that you gave Satan some power over you.
If you have sought to know the future, in tarot cards or horoscopes or, if you wore good-luck charms such as: talismans, amulets, and signs of the zodiac. Or, if you practised the occult through formulas or repeated words like secret mantras for example, or attended places poisoned by witchcraft, vice or moral depravity; especially if you have made a pact with Satan. Did magic, raised the dead; launched spells, uttered curses and blasphemies, you must know that you have seriously offended our Heavenly Father.
The Archbishop Tournyol invites us, in an exhaustive confession to ask forgiveness to God to forgive our aberrations and these sins, these abominations. Even if these events are old and if at that time we were not aware of this offence.
Dear friends, the word of God in 18 10-13 Deuteronomy says: « Let there not be found among you anyone who immolates his son or daughter in the fire, nor a fortune-teller, soothsayer, charmer, diviner, or caster of spells, nor one who consults ghosts and spirits or seeks oracles from the dead. Anyone who does such things is an abomination to the Lord and because of such abominations the Lord, your God, is driving these nations out of your way. You, however, must be altogether be sincere toward the Lord, your God ».
ROSARY TO THE NINE CHOIR OF ANGELS AND THE ACT OF LOVE
Because Jesus loves us all very humble, I made myself very humble and implored the great St‑Micheal for my freedom. Every day I pray the Rosary to the nine choirs of angels, for my protection and for the liberation against evil that remains in me and I thank him for delivering me from my spiritual pride, which I was overwhelmed because of these false doctrines. I also say the following prayer: « Jesus, Mary, I love you, save the souls » because whenever this act of love is said with our heart, a soul is saved.
Since I returned to God with all my heart and to Church, I have been advised by heaven that I was marked by the seal of God that I received in Escorial, this place is recognised by the Cardinal Madrid for all the works of Mercy.
I would like to thank to the Blessed Trinity and the Blessed Virgin Mary, still virgin, who, despite my great misery, marked me with a special seal on my forehead, the seal of God. The enemy will not be able to steal my soul.
THE MICRO-CHIP IS THE MARK OF THE BEAST
Dear friends, Satan is currently out to take all the souls through spiritual pride and one of his plans is to reach every individual with a mark on the forehead or on the hand.
God in his Infinite Mercy has asked me to talk about this mark of the Beast which can be called the « micro‑chip ». For that, He simply showed me the Words in Apocalypse 13 – 16/18: « By their movements, everyone, young and old, rich or poor, will be marked on the right hand or on his forehead, and no one will not be able to buy or sell anything if he or she is marked on behalf of the Beast or with the number of his name.”
This is where finesse is required! May the talented man figure the number of the Beast, it’s a number from man; the number is 666. »
God also showed me in His Word 14-9/10 Apocalypse: « Another angel, a third one, followed them, shouting in a loud voice: » Anyone who loves the Beast and its image, and is marked on the forehead or on the hand, he, too, will drink the wine of the wrath of God, which is prepared pure, in the cup of His anger. He will undergo the ordeal of fire and sulphur before the holy angels and in front of the Lamb ».
Dear friends, the micro‑chip is the mark of the Beast. Unfortunately, if we accept it voluntarily in our body, we will be cut off from the Kingdom of Heaven for Eternity.
God calls us to courage, faith, and hope in its aid and His Infinite Power that will protect us for three and a half years from the Antichrist. God will send His angels to protect His people who refuse to be marked by the Beast for Eternity. God will provide everything they need for his people. So confidence! God warned me that I needed to fear if I would not talk about the micro‑chip. So I am talking about it during the period of God’s Great Mercy.
However, my dear friends, you should know that those who want to be marked with the seal of God by the Angels must observe the 10 Commandments of God, purity, love, poverty, sharing and obey to the church. Apo. 7, 3 “Hurt not the earth nor the sea nor the trees, till we sign the servants of our God in their foreheads”.
EUCHARIST: OBEDIENCE TO CHURCH
Dear friends, to be obedient to church, given that Jesus asked me to submit myself to everything, I wanted to take note of what the Congregation for Divine Worship and the Discipline of the Sacraments told us about what must be observed and avoided regarding the Most Holy Eucharist.
That’s when I studied the REDEMPTIONIS SACRAMENTUM instructions.
I simply wish to cite a few passages that caught my attention.
No. 92: it is written: All faithfuls always have the right to receive, at their choice, Holy Communion in the mouth. If a communicant wishes to receive the Sacrament in their hands, in regions where the bishops’ conference allows, with the confirmation of the Church, we can give that person the sacred Host. However, we must remain vigilant in this case, the Host should be consumed immediately by the communicant in front of the Minister, so that nobody can go far away with sacred Host in their hands. If there is a risk of desecration, the Holy Communion should not be given in the hands of the faithful.
No. 93: You need to keep the use of the paten for the Communion, in order to prevent the sacred Host or some fragments falling to the ground.
No. 94: It is not possible for the faithful to take the sacred Host themselves or the sacred chalice, and even less to pass Communion from hand to hand.
Moreover, in this regard, we need to stop the following abuse: During Wedding Celebration, there are times when the spouses give each other Holy Communion.
No. 104: It is not possible for one who receives Communion to dip himself the Host in the calyx, or receive the Host that has been soak in the Blood of Christ in their hand.
No. 157: Usually, if the sacred Ministers who are present at the Celebration are sufficient in number, including for the distribution of Holy Communion, it is not permitted to deputise this function to the extraordinary Ministers of Holy Communion.
In such circumstances, those who would be deputised to do this ministry should not exercise it. Therefore those named should explicitly condemn the attitude of those Priests who, while attending the Celebration, do not wish to give Communion and instruct lay people to assume such a function.
No. 158: Indeed, the extraordinary Minister of Holy Communion may give Communion only when the Priest or Deacons are lacking. When the Priest is prevented because of illness, old age or another reason, or when the number of faithful for Communion is so important that it might prolong the celebration of Mass to an excessive degree. On this subject, it nevertheless considers that if it briefly prolongs the celebration, taking into account the habits and cultural context of place, this would not be an adequate cause.
COMMUNION / CONFESSION
The Holy Spirit has taught me gradually to take Communion well and confess myself adequately. Before my conversion, I did not know that the Church asks us, by humility, a genuflexion, or a mere inclination before receiving the Holy Eucharist. So in a spirit of submission to the Church, I do it out of love for God, our Divine Majesty.
Dear friends, before Communion, I had to learn to confess all my capital sins sins such as my pride, greed, desire, envy, jealousy, gluttony, anger, sloth. These sins, if they are not confessed, will take us all into the deepest abyss.
GOD WANTS TO SAVE THE HOMOSEXUALS
In my youth, I had a lot of homosexual friends. God loves them to madness and wants to save them. He is asking them to be saved by observing chastity. God wants us to be pure and God wants us to know that all hell is full of impurities and suffering without names for the souls who did not want to repent their pleasures while they were on earth. The eternal tortures await those who refuse to repent until the last second.
The word of God is very clear: 1 Corinthians 6.9: « Do not be deceived; neither fornicators nor idolaters nor adulterers nor boy prostitutes nor practicing homosexuals nor thieves nor the greedy nor dunkarks nor slanderers nor robbers will inherit the Kingdom of God ».
The Church warns us that the New Age movement is advertising a wide range of practices such as: acupuncture, biofeedback, chiropractic, kinesiology, homeopathy, massages and various sorts of body techniques (such as ergonomics, Feldenkrais, reflexology, Rolfing, polarity massage, therapeutic touch, and so on.), meditation and visualisation, nutritional therapies, psychic healing, different kinds of herbal medicine, healing with crystals, metals, music or colours, reincarnation therapies and finally, the twelve-step programs and self-realisation groups. (Jesus Christ the Bearer of the Water of Life – the Pontifical Council for Culture and the Pontifical Council for Interreligious Dialogue).
Dear friends, if I would receive Communion without confessing the sins I mentioned earlier, I would bring condemnation on myself, i.e. at each Communion. I would go down little deeper into the abyss.
St. Paul has asked us to discern the body of Christ. 1 cor chap.11 – 28 to 30: « A person should examine himself, and so eat the bread and drink the cup. For anyone who eats and drinks without discerning the body, eats and drinks judgment on himself. That is why many among you are ill and infirm, and a considerable number are dying ».
Personally, I pray to God, in my misery, to give me the grace to convert myself every day and before going to confession, I ask the Holy Spirit and the Saints to show me all my sins.
In my various conferences in the world, the people I meet have more or less touched yoga and reiki.
So Jesus wants them to know that these techniques do not come from Him but from Satan, who has power over them. God only wants to release them if they agree to return to Him through confession. Confession is an act of love that we offer to God. As we move into the confessional, God opens his arms to great us in His heart. He stands just behind the Priest but he is the only one that works in our souls. He bathes us in His Precious Blood.
We must prepare our Eternity through prayer, poverty, penance and many acts of charity because the day we stand before God, to be admitted into paradise, we must present ourselves with hands full of acts of Mercy (all kinds of prayers for the dying, for sinners, for ourselves, for the holy souls in the purgatory, sharing with the poor, visiting the sick, visit prisoners, etc.)
What is certain is that on the day my soul will be judged, I will have to report to God all my thoughts, my actions, and my words. Therefore, I willingly agree to let myself be purified on earth to avoid at all costs the fire of love in the purgatory. I try to transform all my thoughts, my actions, and my words into pure love.
Here, dear readers, this is the testimony of my great misery and my return to the Lord with all my heart with love for Him because God did not hesitate to climb on the cross and suffer for me, save me and save you personally. There is no greater love than to give one’s life for his friends.
Eternity will not suffice to thank God for his great patience with me, for my conversion. I praise His Great Mercy.
Dear friends, I asked the grace of humbleness to become Love, the Love of the prodigal son who loves his Heavenly Father to madness. And you, are you ready, dear friends, to offer your life, without fear of martyrdom, for the sole Glory of the Father, by pure love?
(As received from the Heaven by Fabienne)
My dear child, lend me your nothing,
Give me everything, I love you.
I am your Mother and I want to bring you to Paradise.
Devote your thoughts, your actions, your day to Me
I will take you in My arms and console you.
Promise Me to always think about Me by saying my Holy Rosary.
Do not forget Me. I love you so much.