Fabienne was invited for three weeks in Catholic churches in 2014
Beloved brothers and sisters, I come today to witness that Christ resurrected me.
My parents had me baptized a few days after my birth.
I followed all the catechism classes and I made my first Communion.
My mother, a holy woman, taught me to pray every day.
However, after my communion I no longer attended the Catholic Church until 1996, the date on which Jesus came to save me. I was 32 years old. I am now 50 and for the last 18 years I take the wonderful hopeful message of the merciful Jesus to Saint Faustina to the whole world.
I will tell you a little about the life that I led during those years, far from Our Lord Jesus-Christ.
As soon as the age of 15, my life took a tumble.
I began to frequent bars and practised tarot cards reading, numerology and astrology.
When I finished my school studies, I spent my weekends in discos, smoking pot, drinking alcohol.
It is during one of these nights in a night club that I met a boy and, after a few months, we decided to live together, without knowing that we were seriously wounding our soul by this sin. At this time of my life, I did not know thatit is forbidden to live together without the sacrament of marriage.
After 5 years, I left him and moved to another city.
Sometime later I went to a spiritual center to listen to the teachings of a guru. One day he proposed to experience spiritism and, innocent as I was, I accepted!
And there, I began to meet with mediums who would go into trance, who received supposed messages from Padre Pio, Saint Theresa of the Child Jesus or even from the Mother of God, even at times from the Lord Jesus-Christ and even from extra terrestrials! Had I known that it was fallen spirits who were delivering these messages, I would have immediately left the spiritual center. I believed in it and also believed in karma and reincarnation.
I made many major wrong choices of paths each time that I was a follower of horoscope, palm reading, yoga, esoteric meditation, Past-Life Regression, magnetism, New Age healers, positive thinking, belief in UFO’s and extraterrestrials, astral projection, New Age breathing, reading auras, opening of chakras, meditation, Kundalini, Numerology, Yoga, palm reading, fortune telling, and other occult practices, telepathy, pendulum, all kinds of magic, hypnosis. all forms of healing through energies, crystals, music and colours , meditations on New Age music and reiki which the bishops of the USA warned against.
Reiki is power of the devil. So I spoke to a French exorcist priest who told me that people often came to him to be exorcised from reiki.
I also affiliated with the Order of Rosicrucians AMORC. It is an esoteric order that is not of God. I Quickly began to receive small booklets for study.
In this Order I studied different things such as the psychic body of man, stellar travelling, human aura, chakras, vocal sounds, mantras…
With those studies, in my body, I experienced that satan had placed his energy within me with his power and I began to tremble and I heard Satan saying to Jesus : “She is mine”.
So Jesus said to me : Do not betray me any more. I am the way, the truth and the life”.
I realized that I betrayed Jesus with new age teachings as they are not compatible with Jesus catholic doctrine. Catholic church says reincarnation does not exist and that everyone is judged immediately after death. I did not know that after death my soul could go to heaven, purgatory or hell.
A fews weeks later, I met a man in the Rosicrucian Order, who had been single for many years as his wife had left him for another man.
A few months later, While looking at a poster of the Sacred heart of Jesus, I heard His voice that said to me: « My holy wounds will save you »! The wounds of His painful Passion.
Soon after, during a pilgrimage, I accepted to be reinstated in the Catholic Church.
Here I am, so little, bearing my great misery before the Blessed Sacrament that was exposed, the real presence of the living Jesus, body, blood, soul and divinity.
Upon my return to France, Satan attacked me a lot and with the man I met we decided to get a civil wedding.
We were not able to get married in the Catholic Church because he was already previously married in the Church.
Two days after the wedding, I left the conjugal bed because Jesus had come to remove me saying: I ask for reparation of your sin” and He showed me cruel eyed demons to whom I was bound because of my sin of adultery. What horror !
My soul suffered martyrdom and I heard my soul crying “I am in the deepest of the abyss”. What suffering, my dear brothers and sisters.
Had I known that civil marriage was to lead me to hell, I would have remained single or I would have married a free man, but surely not a divorcee who was already married once in the church.
So I shouted : Jesus Have mercy on Me.
And God gave me a first supernatural experience in the midst of which He asked me to do penance.
He showed me my soul enclosed inside the Beast that had the head of a Lion as described in the Apocalypse.
I saw the demons that surrounded me and were ready to take me with them to the place of darkness in hell. These demons were linked to each of my sins. (sins of the flesh, new age teachings etc…)
After my marriage, I picked up the Catechism of the Catholic Church and the Bible and I discovered the commandments of God and it is then that I discovered that since the age of fifteen I was living in mortal sins. I realized that I was now living in the sin of adultery.
So I looked for a priest confessor who received me very charitably and I explained the suffering state of my soul.
The priest asked me to live with my husband as brother and sister and added that I could then receive communion and go to confession only if I remained chaste, living with my husband in two separate rooms.
He then explained that divorce does not dissolve a marriage and that my husband remained married before God to his lawful wife until death do them part, even if his wife had remarried.
Having taken leave of the priest, I returned home and explained to my husband that which the Catholic Church required of me. He accepted the situation as it involved the salvation of his soul.
I then explained to him that I was leaving the Rosicrucian Order AMORC.
Convinced that I was on a wrong path, I began to tear to pieces all the Rosicrucian books, all the books on numerology, palm reading, tarot cards, books on spiritism, and the books on New Age or even the books about occult sciences.
I got rid of them and once a priest came to bless the house and the Blessed Virgin was enthroned in the home, calm returned home.
I substituted all my old books for the Bible, the Catechism of the Catholic Church, the lives of the saints.
Given that I greatly suffered in my interior because of my many sins, under the movement of the Holy Spirit, I began to have masses said for my soul in order to find peace. During the celebration of these masses, the Holy Spirit would bring forth to my conscience all the sins that I had committed since my childhood.
I went to confession. The priest received me with great charity but he was slightly stunned to see that I had with me so many sheets of paper on which I had made note of my sins.
I had written them out so as to not forget them.
I confessed all about which I have spoken to you (civil marriage, common law, alcohol, drugs, tobacco, belief in karma and reincarnation , New Age teachings , night clubs…) and I added « I committed many sins of the flesh: I took the pill, I wore mini-skirts and made men sin with their gazing, I had words and thoughts that were impure and uncharitable, I did not go to mass on Sunday, I led a friend to have an abortion in a clinic, I did not pray, I did not share with the poor, I had many idols who were pop stars, I saw X-rated films, scary films, I read evil books and I also added all the capital sins that I committed such as pride, greed, envy, anger, lust, gluttony, sloth. »
The priest listened to me with patience and charity and since then, I have been going to confession regularly.
I then went before the tabernacle for my penance and there, with great joy, I understood that my sins were blotted out thanks to the Precious Blood of Jesus.
What a grace is that of the sacrament of confession.
Dear brothers and sisters, Jesus has erased my sins. He consumed my miseries. He sustained me in my weakness.
After having many times received the sacrament of reconciliation, I met many priests who prayed many prayers of deliverance related to my dabbling with the occult and I also have often received the sacrament of the anointing of the sick as I was in a critical state due to New Age techniques.
Different sacraments helped in my healing and I was so attracted to Jesus that I would spend afternoons close to the tabernacle at church.
During these times, I began to make the Stations of the Cross every day so as to liberate souls from purgatory and I told myself that I would dedicate my life to praying for the salvation of all the souls.
For two years, I spent my afternoons near Christ in a church close to home and I would return at night to the gentleman with whom I lived as a sister.
And one day while listening to a cassette on the life of Saint Francis of Assisi, I was deeply touched by his extreme poverty.
Assisted by my first spiritual father, a Dominican priest, we decided that I would leave my home in order to proceed towards the Catholic Church.
For shelter, I returned to my parents and began to record conferences that I gave about the message of Jesus, Divine Mercy to Saint Faustina.
You surely know the words of the Jesus, Divine Mercy taken from the diary of Sister Faustina Kowalska (now Saint Faustina).
« I am offering people a vessel with which they are to keep coming for graces to the fountain of mercy.. That vessel is this image with the signature: « Jesus I trust in you ». (PD 327)
« By means of this Image I shall be granting many graces to souls; so, let every soul have access to it ». (PD 570)
« I promise that the soul that will venerate this image will not perish ». (PD 48)
« I also promise victory over [its] enemies already here on earth, especially at the hour of death. I Myself will defend it as My own glory ». (PD 48)
« The two rays denote Blood and Water. The pale ray stands for the Water which makes souls righteous. the red ray stands for the Blood which is the life of the souls… » (PD 299)
« These two rays issued forth from the very depths of My tender mercy when My agonized Heart was opened by a lance on the Cross ». (PD 299)
I personally try to recite the Divine Mercy chaplet daily at 3.00 p.m. because Jesus promised the following:
« Oh, what great graces I will grant to souls who say this Chaplet. (Diary, 848) .
« Whoever will recite the chaplet, they will receive great mercy at the hour of death. Even if there were a sinner most hardened, if he were to recite this chaplet only once, he would receive grace from My infinite mercy » (diary, 687).
« It pleases Me to grant everything souls ask of Me by saying the chaplet. When hardened sinners say it, I will fill their souls with peace, and the hour of their death will be a happy one. when a soul sees and realizes the gravity of its sins, when the whole abyss of the misery into which it immersed itself is displayed before its eyes, let it not despair, but with trust let it throw itself into the arms of My mercy, as a child into the arms of its beloved mother (…). Tell them no soul that has called upon My mercy has been disappointed or brought to shame. I delight particularly in a soul that has placed its trust in My goodness. when they say this chaplet in the presence of the dying, I will stand between My Father and the dying person, not as the just Judge but as the merciful Savior » (Diary, 1541).
« At the hour of their death, I defend as My own glory every soul that will say this chaplet; or when others say it for a dying person, the indulgence is the same. When this chaplet is said by the bedside of a dying person, God’s anger is placated and his unfathomable mercy envelops the soul » (Diary, 811).
In order to thank Jesus for His kindness, I pray the rosary every day.
You see, I told Jesus: I give you my « Yes » because I would so like that all souls know your burning love.
I give you all my old choices and their consequences so that you, the Love, you can consume them in your Fire of tenderness and in the flames of Your mercy.
Jesus told Saint Faustina: I send you to the whole of humanity with my mercy. I do not want to punish the entire wounded humanity, but I desire to heal it by clasping it to my merciful heart…
While it is still time, let mankind have recourse to the source of my mercy, for them to benefit of the Blood and Water that gushed for them.
I want to pour out my inconceivable graces on the souls that trust in my mercy.
Let them approach this sea of mercy with great confidence: sinners will obtain justification and the just will be confirmed in the good.
The one who has placed his trust in my mercy, at the hour of death, I will fill his soul with my divine peace.
The graces of my mercy are drawn with the help of a unique means and that is trust.
The greater the trust, the more the soul receives.
Souls with boundless trust are a great joy to me, as I pour in their soul the entire treasure of my graces.
I rejoice that they ask for much, as it is my desire to give much and abundantly.
The soul that trusts in my mercy is the happiest as I personally take care of it.
Not one soul that calls upon my mercy has been deceived nor has experienced shame.
Dear brothers and sisters, I have experienced the sweetness of the Heart of Jesus when I receive His Body in communion.
Given that I know the importance of Holy Mass, I participate in it daily and I have great respect for God’s ministers to whom this great power has been given in the sacrament of Holy Orders.
Nobody has been as close to Jesus than ourselves when we receive Jesus.
Let us trust and tell Jesus: « Jesus, I trust in you ».
If God healed me, therefore then everybody can be saved.
No sin will exhaust the great mercy of God and the more we seek it, the more it increases.
The greater the sinner, the more he has a right to the mercy of God.
Dear brothers and sisters, you will all, at the hour of your death, appear before God for your judgement. That is why I hope that my testimony will help you to gain more light.
Praised be Jesus-Christ and be a thousand times blessed.