Testimony approved by Catholic priests

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Presentation of  Catholic priests

Fabienne’s testimony is powerful.  It shows the boundless sadness that takes hold of a life lived apart from God.  But even more, it reveals the spiritual source of this ill-being that only an experience of Divine Mercy and Love allows us to know.  What surge of light and sweetness penetrates one’s soul when it lets itself be touched by mercy and enters the life of the sacraments!  We should never forget the sadness of our contemporaries who live far from God.  A Christian can think with a certain levity that those who give in to their disordered passions or build their life upon uncertain and obscure beliefs can be happy.

The truth is quite different. They carry within themselves a profound sadness and, in the flow of their life, they are prey to the power of the evil spirits that manipulate their freedom.  The joy they display comes from their survival instinct.  It is artificial but does not reveal itself as such until light enters their heart.  Nothing is more powerful than the testimony of somebody who entered into the light after having known such darkness.  A single gaze  upon the Sacred Heart (this painting where Jesus points to the wound of His Heart, from which rays burst out) and the life of Fabienne, thirsting for love and chained to her passions,  takes a flip.

Jesus leads her to the source of liberation and healing that are the sacraments of Confession and of the Eucharist.  Oh, if we could listen to this testimony!  We could understand what liberations and illuminations the sacrament of reconciliation brings about.  As a priest, I saw hundreds of lives turn from darkness to light in one single confession.  That does not exclude that you need time to progressively consent to not returning to the slavery of sin that reactivates our links to the evil spirits.

Those who share in the ill-being of Fabienne’s previous life will discover here the hidden face of many practices that they deemed  innocent.  It is not necessarily the practices in themselves that are bad but, being deprived of a real relation with God, they are built into a false religion and there are as many gates through which the evil spirits take possession of the soul and thus mistrust progressively ties it up by removing its freedom.  We must always have mistrust of practices for which we do not clearly know  « what » is made manifest through them. We rightfully label them as occult practices, in the sense that they serve as a cover.

Behind these,  reality there are hiding and working spirits with evil intentions because impersonal forces do not exist.  God is a Person, light, sweetness and tenderness.  He has a face.  Every face that hides itself is suspected of putting on a suspicious grin.  We can only invite people who will read these lines to mistrust any relation with the spirits, bordering on religious practice.  What is actually hidden behind the spirits or the dead that speak through the voice of mediums?    What mediation do these so called mediums practice?

The testimony of Fabienne expresses that to us.  Behind these falsely compelling manifestations of the dead that speak to the living are most often hidden – but not  always – evil spirits.  In the long or short term,  these         « consultations » bring about  that which Fabienne expressed very well for having lived it out: an evil being which carries with it an unbearable confusion for the soul.  These evil spirits weave links that progressively enslaven freedom.  This testimony reaches each one of us by showing the hidden face not only of our sins but also and most of all of all these troubling practices that invade our society and substitute themselves to the true religion.

They promise the abatement of the ill-being that gnaws at our heart, wounded and thirsting for love, but they immerse us into an indefinable ill-being.  The more we seek to free ourselves, the more we feel bound and prey to sadness.  When the Mercy of Jesus enters the heart of Fabienne, she, in fact ,discovers  the flip side of the decor.  First of all her own responsibility – very important and very present in this testimony – and then the play of the evil spirits that seek to snare her freedom and creep into her soul so as to possess her nearly totally.  She becomes conscious of the ignorance in which she found herself and began to taste true freedom, the light that enlightens the heart and especially the infinite tenderness of God.

In the great love of Jesus,

Father Jean Eudes Renault – Doctor of Theology

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It is with great respect for the experience of the life of Fabienne that I write these few lines.  If the Lord allowed her to live a mystical experience that revealed His Sweet Love, it is not for me to cast doubt but rather to review how Our Lord Jesus-Christ led her to the heart of His Church, which leaves me in amazement before the work of God.  That is why I would like to repeat the words of Pope Francis who said: « God always surprises, He breaks the schemes, upsets the projects, and says: trust Me, do not fear, allow yourself to be surprised, come out of yourself and follow Me! »  Is that not what Fabienne has lived and her testimony urges us to question ourselves before God.

Pope Francis invites us to this by making an examination of conscience; he proposes the following reflexion: « Do I let myself be surprised by God, as Mary did, or do I seclude myself in my securities, material securities, spiritual securities, ideological securities, security in my projects?  Do I really let God enter my life?  How do I answer Him? »

In the autobiographical testimony of Fabienne, Jesus calls us to a limitless faithfulness and an unconditional « yes ».

If God « surprises us with His love », He also asks for « faithfulness in following Him » and not for a passing « enthusiasm » to then « throw in the towel », as soon as we are faced with  the « first problems ».

In the life of faith, we have to say again the initial « yes », « every day », at the example of Mary who said her « yes » to God, but this « yes » was not unique, on the contrary, it was only the first of many « yes » pronounced in her heart during the joyous and painful moments.

Many « yes » reach their peak in the one said « at the foot of the Cross ».  Thank you Fabienne for having said « yes » on following Mary, and today as Blessed Antoine Chevrier tells us, he who follows Jesus carrying the Cross, will follow Him in His Glory.  Courage, good continuance and most of all thank you for your commitment and obedience to our Holy Mother the Church.

Father Jean Marie Chami – Servant of the Community

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« Give thanks to The Lord for He is good, His love is eternal » (Ps. 118, 1).  The Lord marvelously pursues His work of love and of salvation in the midst of the human race.  He is the same yesterday, today and to the end of the centuries.  He is the one who, having seen and felt deeply the misery of the crowds in the desert, offered them bread and fish in abundance (Mk 6, 35-44);  it is He who, having examined the pitiful situation of the man born blind, gave the light to that body plunged into the darkness for many years (Jn. 9);  He is the one who, having seen the weakness of human flesh, offered forgiveness to the adulterous woman (Jn. 8, 11);  He is the one who, one day in history, met Saul, former persecutor of the Holy Church, and assigned to him the task of the  proclamation of the Gospel (Ac. 9, 1-28);  He is also the one who chose to show Himself to our sister in Christ, Fabienne GUERRERO, formerly conversant with evil and all kinds of abominations, to show her His Mercy and send her everywhere to proclaim the conversion of sinners and recourse to His Divine Mercy.

« Honour, praise and glory to the Lamb of God! » (Ap. 5, 13)  After her personal encounter with Christ in humility, prayer, fasting and sharing, Fabienne accepted to live in the life and the truth, truth that will henceforth make her free and will allow her to give a most edifying testimony.  I propose for you to discover the beautiful pages of this story that will help you to recapture yourselves and take more seriously the teaching of Christ contained in the Bible and in the writings of the Magisterium of the Church.  Conversion is a question of the present moment and not of the future: « Now is the favourable moment, now is the day of salvation » (2 Cor. 6,2).  We know neither the day nor the hour…  Holy reading to you, and may the Blessing of God accompany you all the days of your life.  Amen

Father Gilles Vissoukpo

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For a Christian, conversion is the discovery of a light: God is not a distant being, but Father, Son and Holy Spirit.  God the Father creates a world brimming with goodness and light, but men wound creation through the proud use of their freedom and immerse it in the darkness of a life without God.  While it is the men who have sinned, the Son of God Himself made Himself man in order to repair that and offer the sacrifice of the New Covenant  by which He pours His blood on the Cross for men to receive the forgiveness of God.  The Holy Spirit gives us today the fruits of redemption through the Church and its sacraments, which make of us children of light.  Every converted person radiates this light that God made him recover.

Let us benefit of their testimony.

Father Pierre François – Doctor of Theology

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Fabienne’s life is described throughout this work, without disguise, or embelishments, in its depth.  Besides being  an autobiogriphal story, it is mostly a prayer.  I thought of the Psalm 130 (129) that I recited this morning at mass and that begins with these words « from the depths ».  Fabienne certainly had these on her tongue when writing: « From the depths, I cry to you, Lord.  Lord, listen to my call.  May your ear be attentive to the cries of my prayer. »  Fabienne went through all these declining steps, between Scylla and Charybda (sex, drugs, unbelief, magic…) but like an athlete she wanted to cross the finishing line.  And suddenly, this life that was rolling at a hundred an hour, had a snap of the tendon and she fell…  She began to cry, seeing victory escaping her.

What squandered her efforts in this competition!  Doctors came to her aid, she refused their help.  She got up and continued to stumble.  It was sad to see her.  And then suddenly God the Father upset the protocol and overcame all the obstacles to safety so as to come to the help of his daughter.  He held her in His arms and murmured:  « I am your Father… You have nothing to fear.  Stop torturing yourself…  You have nothing to do, what you are doing…. »  She answered: «  I must do it »  This race, is the story of this book.  Fabienne wanted to finish it no matter what.  And I think that she wanted to finish this heroic race and she crossed the finish line.  The spectators in the stadium all stood up for an ovation.  Thank you Fabienne, thank you for this heroic action.  You did not have to do that.  But you thought of us, poor sinners who will read you at this time and who need this book, like a life-buoy

Father Patrice Jean AKE – Doctor of Philosophy

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If  you return to God with your heart and your soul so as to live in the truth, before Him, then He will return to you and will never hide Himself » (Tobit 13, 6).  This word of Tobit was made flesh in the person of Fabienne GUERRERO, the author of this booklet that you are especially graced to be reading today.  It is of a richness beyond measure and of unmeasurable depth.  If we wish to accompany Christ in His Passion, let us see what God has done for us, let us follow his ways.

It is only in this way that God Himself would humiliate His enemies, that He would raise His hand against our oppressors, would nourish us with the flower of the wheat and would satiate us with the milk from the rock.  Lost in the labyrinth of sin, of  pernicious and diabolical sects, God, by the Blood of His Son, Our Lord Jesus-Christ, liberates us.  It is exactly and with simple words that the author of this work shares with us.  Let us seek Yahweh, while He allows Himself to be found, invoke Him while He is near.  May the evil one and the criminal person abandon his thoughts.  Let us convert to Yahweh who will have mercy on us.  (Cf. Is. 55, 6-7)

Father Gabriel Alain Motsebo – Diocesan Chaplain

 

TESTIMONY

Dears friends, I would like to begin by the letter of Saint Paul to the Ephesians chapter 5  verses 20 to 33

20 Giving thanks always for all things, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, to God and the Father: 
21 Being subject one to another, in the fear of Christ.
22 Let women be subject to their husbands, as to the Lord: 
23 Because the husband is the head of the wife, as Christ is the head of the church. He is the saviour of his body. 
24 Therefore as the church is subject to Christ, so also let the wives be to their husbands in all things.
25 Husbands, love your wives, as Christ also loved the church, and delivered himself up for it: 
26 That he might sanctify it, cleansing it by the laver of water in the word of life: 
27 That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy, and without blemish. 
28 So also ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his wife, loveth himself. 
29 For no man ever hated his own flesh; but nourisheth and cherisheth it, as also Christ doth the church: 
30 Because we are members of his body, of his flesh, and of his bones.
31 For this cause shall a man leave his father and mother, and shall cleave to his wife, and they shall be two in one flesh. 
32 This is a great sacrament; but I speak in Christ and in the church. 
33 Nevertheless let every one of you in particular love his wife as himself: and let the wife fear her husband.

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My parents had me baptised a few days after my birth. I followed all the catechism classes and I made my First Communion.

My mother, a holy woman, taught me to pray every night. However, after my communion, I no longer attended the Catholic Church until 1996, on which date Jesus came to save me. I was 32 years old.

I will tell you a bit about the life that I led all those years, far from Jesus.

As soon as I turned 15, my life took a reversal. I began to smoke, frequented bars, participated in card readings, practiced numerology, wrote to astrologers. When I finished my school studies, I spent all the week-ends in night clubs smoking hashish, drinking alcohol; I wore mini-skirts and designer clothes and, without guilty feelings, I frolicked with the men I met. I was searching for Love with a capital L.

Satan was keeping me bound and prevented me from turning towards the love of Christ. He blinded me with what men could give me: pleasure of the flesh, money, wellbeing and the world.

It was during an evening in a nightclub that I met a man and, at the end of a few months, we decided to live common law. I did not know that if I had sexual relations while I was not married in the Catholic Church that my soul was uniting with impure spirits. At the end of 5 years, I left him and I moved to another city in which I made the acquaintance of an astrologer and a Rosicrucian of AMORC.

The astrologer proposed that I have my karmic astrological theme done and I accepted! She explained to me that it consisted of studying my astrological theme based on my previous lives and studying my karma!

Sometime later I went to a spirit center to listen to the teachings of a guru whom I found in a book that I studied, named « The Gospel According to Spiritism » by Allan Kardec.

One day this guru proposed to those who wished to participate, on Wednesday evening, in live seances of spiritism and due to my innocence, I accepted. And there, I began to see mediums who entered trances, who received messages from so-called Curate of Ars, Saint Theresa of the Child Jesus or still the Mother of God, even sometimes The Lord Jesus-Christ plus extra terrestrials! Had I known that these were fallen spirits that delivered these messages, I would have left this spirit center right away.

And then, one Wednesday evening, the guru proposed to those who wished it, have a great cleansing of the soul !

I suffered greatly in my interior, but at that moment, I did not know that it consisted of accumulated sins that were oppressing me. I thought that this interior suffering was due to the karma that I would have accumulated in my so called previous lives since I believed in reincarnation.

Believing that the guru had the power to free me of my previous lives, I accepted his proposal and sat next to him. He was serving the demon and, by accepting to give myself to his power, I allowed the demon to take possession of me.

The evil spirits had penetrated me because of my errant ways: card reading, pendulum, astrology, horoscope, palm reading, initiation to yoga, adoration of Buddha, esoteric meditation, opening to chakras, chi gong, etc….

The guru had laid his hand on two of my chakras with the powers he acquired from the demon. The chakra of the heart and the chakra of the third eye!

Then he told me that he had transmitted light to me. But unfortunately, it was the light of God’s enemy.

Then, I went home and began to feel ill. At the next spirit seance, I lived through a very difficult experience. The kundalini arose.

The kundalini is a powerful energy lodged in the sacrum bone at the base of the back. When it is aroused, it climbs along the spine and works its way from (chakra) center to center right up to the coronary chakra located above the head.

During this experience, I had the impression that I was raptured to heaven such was the power of this energy.

What I had not understood at that moment was that by the practicing of yoga and of the kundalini, I gave power to satan to enter into me and lead me from the interior. I did not know that the practice of yoga could open the door of my soul to evil spiritual entities. Yoga is not a simple practice. It belongs to a true religion from which it is hard to separate oneself. It made me adore divinities that had spiritual functions. I learned from a priest that yoga is a Hindu practice that unites the temporal me « JIVA » to « BRAHMAN » the infinite, the Hindu conception of God.

This god is presented as an impersonal spiritual substance. It is not Jesus-Christ, the personal God of Revelation. By invoking strange deities that do not exist, I risk in reality to enter into contact with demons and submit myself to them. I then realised that by practicing yoga, I was adoring a God other than the Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit and consequently, I was breaking God’s commandment: «You shall not have Gods other than Me. »

So, feeling more and more sick, I decided to abandon these techniques and since I opened myself to the chakras, I was between life and death for many long months and if I am alive today, I can say thank you to Jesus.

Then, I joined the Rosicrucians AMORC and I quickly began to receive small booklets for study.

In this Order I studied different things such as the psychic body of man, stellar travelling, human aura, chakras, vocal sounds, mantras…

Throughout these studies, I sought to know and understand the god of my heart that we called « The Cosmic One ». But I understood nothing of this false god and its energies. Imagine what kind of love relationship I had with that god! None! No loving heart to heart as I can now live out with Jesus of love in the Eucharist.

In my research into New Age that does not come from God, I practiced magnetism, telepathy, pendulum, all kinds of magic, hypnosis, New Age breathing, aura reading, all forms of healing through energies, crystals, music and colours , meditations on New Age music and reiki which the bishops of the USA warned against. In my body I experienced that satan had placed his energy within me with his power and I began to tremble.

In the Rosicrucian Order, I met a man who was alone for many years because his wife had left him for another man. A few months later, we decided to get a civil marriage. We could not get married in the Catholic Church because he had previously received the sacrament of marriage.

And here comes a blast of grace! While looking at a poster of the Sacred heart of Jesus, I heard His voice that said to me: « My holy wounds will save you »! The wounds of His painful Passion. Soon after, during a pilgrimage to Medjugorje, I accepted to be reinstated in the Catholic Church. Here I am, so little, bearing my great misery before the Blessed Sacrament that was exposed, the real presence of the living Jesus, body, blood, soul and divinity.

Upon my return to France, God gave me a first supernatural experience in the midst of which He asked me to do penance.

He showed me my soul enclosed inside the Beast that had the head of a Lion as described in the Apocalypse. I saw the demons that surrounded me and were ready to take me with them to the place of darkness. These demons were linked to each of my sins.

When I began to scan more deeply into my soul, I saw myself as a hyena as I descended in the abyss, into the crater of fire, blaspheming and feeling hate towards God like the damned. In that place, in my soul I lived in a state of complete insanity. That is how all the damned live for all of eternity. They suffer for each of the sins that they committed.

The state of my soul was the consequence of my disobedient acts towards the Law of God and satan told me in his fury: « I condemned you to the punishment of hell ». I did not know that satan was burning in hell and wanted everybody to burn with him. His hatred had penetrated me. I saw how satan and his fallen angels were attacking souls at the level of their heart and their brain so as to destroy them. The worst is that I heard my soul saying: satan, I love you! It was truly horrible! I was a rotting demon!

You know, I was a worldly woman, seductress, courtesan and dominatrix. I would say that I was a liberated woman but in fact I was chained to Lucifer. My rebellion had begun while listening to rock music, the Beatles, ACDC and the spirits of this evil music had entered in me… and I said everywhere :        « Peace and love ». I used these words with some of my hippie friends. My interior rebellion led me to be in favour of homosexuality, divorce, living common law, abortion. I was an antichrist.

At that moment, I had not been made conscious that I was a great persecutor of the law of Christ, but you know that I was bound by the abyss and I could not react otherwise.

It is satan’s light, which is nothing other than darkness, that lived within me. If my mother had not prayed a lot for my soul, at this time I would always be blinded by the light of Lucifer. Fasting and prayer helped me a lot.

Then I heard the enemy of God speak to the Blessed Virgin whom he fears terribly.

Speaking about souls he said: « I hold them all, I will have them all» and I also heard that he holds many priests (because some of them do not do penance and no longer pray). If the demon succeeds in damning a priest with a woman, he then rejoices because during that time, the priest no longer accomplishes  his duty which is to save souls.

Satan leads souls to condemnation through love of the world, of money, of the flesh and New Age.

If you only knew the hatred Satan has towards each one of us and towards God and priests, it is terrible. Priests are the apple of the eye of Jesus. Without priests, nobody could get to heaven as it is they only who give us the sacraments which open the Life of Christ within us and grant us His forgiveness.

After these moments of intense horror, Jesus pulled me from the abyss by taking me to Him and I felt His power take me out of this state of darkness, in which I was terrified of everything.

God, in His great goodness, consoled me and told me with great charity:

« You are Mine ». ‘Think of loving Me only’, « I will heal you ».  « You bathe in My Blood » ‘I created you with My Hands’. ‘Give Me great love and sin no more’. ‘No longer sell your soul to the devil’   ‘No longer betray Me’ ‘I am your only master’. ‘I am the Way, the Truth and the Life’. ‘No longer remain far from Me’. ‘Listen to My word, observe My commandments, observe My sabbaths, it is to say the Day of The Lord’.

As for the commandments of God, I knew that there were ten but no more than that. So I took the Bible, I read about them and after getting to know them, I discovered that since the age of fifteen I had been living in the state of very grave sin and some of these were mortal sins. Then Jesus told me:     «Defend My law ». And it is what I have been doing since 1996. In order to serve Him well, the Holy Spirit told me that He gave me the charism of Truth!

Then, I went back to the one to whom I was to be wed and explained to him that we had to live in chastity. A few months went by and we went to the Town Hall to be married.

The following evening,  I experienced something extraordinary.  My soul found itself in a very peaceful place.  I was walking with Jesus and we both felt so very good.  I was completely happy and when I came back to my senses, I was filled with joy, with this fullness and joy of having spoken with Jesus, without however remembering what He told me.  I felt this crazy love for Jesus and I felt how much He loved me.  I still pine for it.  Then I went to a catholic church and when I was before the crucifix, Jesus told me: “Offer your life to me”.  “I want you body and soul”.  

Two days after the wedding, I left the conjugal bed because Jesus had come to remove me saying: “Obey Me” “I ask for reparation of your sin” and He showed me cruel eyed demons to whom I was bound because of my sin of adultery.  What horror !  My soul suffered martyrdom and I heard my soul crying “I am in the deepest of the abyss”.  What suffering, my dear brothers and sisters. 

Had I known that civil marriage was to lead me to hell, I would have remained single or I would have married a free man, but surely not a divorcee who was already married once in the church.

So I shouted : Jesus Have mercy on Me.

Jesus wanted to console me as He saw that I was self destructing in my interior and He told me: “Give Me your distress” “Give Me much love” and He had me often rest in His tender heart.  These moments of intense peace, I savoured them many times.  The Heart of Jesus is an ocean of love, of exquisite tenderness and mercy. 

I then told Jesus: “My God, make me to never lose your Love”. 

After having delighted in this indescribable joy, I returned to the world in which I was living and I made a trip to the Holy Land.  In order to purify my flesh, I Immersed myself 7 times in the Jordan. When I visited Capernaum, Jesus told me: « Disavow your marriage ».  While passing through Jerusalem, I spoke about this to a priest and he told me that I had to bear witness throughout the world to what God had done for me.  

I then returned to France and I had to face the trials that were awaiting me so as to purify my soul.

I had just been married so as to establish a home with children but God told me at that moment that it was forbidden to procreate (because I was not married sacramentally in the Catholic Church).  I was in an adulterous situation and I had broken God’s commandment “You will not commit adultery”.

The following morning I looked for a priest confessor who received me very charitably and I explained to him what God was asking of me.  The priest confirmed that we had to live as brother and sister and he added that I could receive communion if I lived in chastity. 

He then explained to me that divorce does not dissolve a church marriage and that my husband remained married in the eyes of God to his legitimate wife till death separate them, even if she has rebuilt her life with another man.  I know that God will demand an account of this woman who had two children.  God told me that He cries over unfaithful wives.

What suffering will be felt by her soul at the hour of her judgment day when it lives the consequences of its unfaithfulness and the suffering it has caused upon the children, just as I felt as I made the children of my husband suffer when I asked him to divorce. 

Although his wife had been requesting a divorce for many years, I should not, personally, have done it.  I must tell you that for years, I still feel, in my soul, great grief for having made to suffer the daughter of the gentleman whom I had wedded civilly. 

One day, when this child was crying and suffering because of our marriage, in a severe tone God told me “do penance”. 

Sixteen years later, I still suffer the consequences of that marriage.  And I told God: : “These children, since they are not mine, so as to make amends for my sin, I will pray for their salvation all my life.  I love them as my own children and I want to one day reunite with them in heaven”. 

God was moved and He told me that He could see the heart of their own mother and mine.  Their mother had thrust another man upon them since their early childhood and had never prayed for them.  God saw my heart and a few months later, He told me, after I left the man: “You have My Mercy”. I will explain this to you later.

Brothers and sisters, who are we to not forgive one another, while God forgave his tormentors on the cross? 

How can we be reunited with our enemies in heaven if, while on earth, we do not love them ? 

God told me: “If you want Me to forgive you, forgive others”, as He taught us in the “Our Father”. 

And I was truly liberated when I forgave everybody, when I had masses said for my persecutors, when I prayed for those who offended me….

After having met the priest to whom I had provided the explanation concerning my situation, while on my way home, I began to feel great distress because I had to speak to my husband who, in just a few hours, had become my brother and who accepted this situation with great difficulty, but he accepted it anyway because it dealt with the salvation of his soul.

I then explained to him that I was going to leave the Rosicrucian Order AMORC.

Convinced that I was on a deep erroneous path, I began to tear up into small pieces all the books by Rosicrucian authors, all the books on numerology, palm reading, card reading, books on spiritism and the New Age books such as those by H. Blavatsky or A. Bailey or still those about occult sciences. I got rid of them because as long as they remained at my place, the demons lived there as well.

Once the Blessed Virgin was enthroned at home, calm returned to my household. I replaced all my old books with books such as the Bible, the Catechism of the Catholic Church, the Lives of Saints  and I was very moved.

I experienced great interior suffering because of my numerous sins. I began, moved by the Holy Spirit, to have masses celebrated for my soul in order to regain peace. During the celebration of these masses, the Holy Spirit would again awaken my conscience to all the sins I committed since my childhood.

When I decided to go and see a priest, the devil who was furious told me: « Go to hell ». So I rushed to the church and the devil pursued me, saying: « You are forgiven, you are forgiven ».

But I knew very well that if I confessed directly to God without going through the priest, I could never enter heaven and I knew that if I did not enter the confessional, I would not be freed of my sins by the Church , the only one that has this power. So I held firm. The demon left me and the priest received me with great charity but he was lightly surprised to see that I had in my hand sheets of paper on which I noted all my sins. I had written them so as to not forget them.

Then I began to recite my sins without looking the priest in the eyes because I was very ashamed at that moment. I did not yet know that Jesus was present in the priest so as to take me in His arms and wash me in His precious Blood. So I buried my head in my papers and I read from my notes .

I confessed all about which I have spoken to you (civil marriage, common law, alcohol, drugs, tobacco, belief in reincarnation, New Age, night clubs…) and I added, speaking softly: « I committed many sins of the flesh: I took the pill, I wore mini-skirts and made men sin with their gazing, I had words and thoughts that were impure and uncharitable, I did not go to mass on Sunday, I led a friend to have an abortion in a clinic, I committed many sins of gluttony, I did not pray, I did not share with the poor, I had many idols who were pop stars, I saw X-rated films, scary films, I read evil books, and I also added all the capital sins that I committed such as pride, greed, envy, anger, lust, gluttony, sloth. »

The priest listened to me with patience and charity and since then, I have been going to confession regularly.

I then went before the tabernacle for my penance and there Jesus told me with all His Fatherly Love: « Your sin is erased ». What a grace!

Yes, brothers and sisters, Jesus erased my sins. My troubles, He consumed them. My weakness, He sustained it.

After the many receptions of the sacrament of reconciliation, I met many priests who administered me prayers of exorcism and I often received the sacrament of the sick as I was in a critical state due to my opening to chakras and the action of satan who had destroyed my interior.

The various sacraments helped me to heal and I was so much attracted to Jesus that I would spend my afternoons close to the tabernacle in a church.

During these times, I began to make the Stations of the Cross every day for the release of souls in purgatory. God asked me to continue this work of mercy and He explained that purgatory is His Mercy and hell His Justice and I understood that many souls were lost. So I told God: « But it is You Lord who condemned these souls that are in hell? » and He answered: «The souls condemned themselves ».

God does not condemn, He leaves the soul free to love Him or to love satan !  God is Love !

So I told myself that I would consecrate my life to praying for the salvation of all the souls. Jesus encouraged me to do so.

One day He told me at 3.00 p.m. « Implore my mercy on the souls. Pray to Me through my Passion ». And as I suffered, knowing that many of my friends were far from the Church, Jesus told me: « Never cease praying to Me for them » and I assure you that I will never cease praying because I love them and because I know the suffering of the souls in hell since I had lived that for a brief instant myself.

For two years, I spent all my afternoons near Jesus in that church close to my home and around 6 p.m I would return home to the gentleman with whom I was living : we lived together as brother and sister.

Then one day, while listening to a tape on the life of Saint Francis of Assisi, I was deeply touched by his extreme poverty.

With my first spiritual father, a Dominican priest, we decided that I would leave home; that I would divorce since my marriage was not one before God, so that I could proceed with the Catholic Church and so I entered the Clarist Order of Sisters; I was cloistered. It was a time of grace. At the end of fifteen months, I left the monastery and I answered God’s call who asked me to serve Him in the World and to witness to His Mercy.

With great charity, Jesus asked me to offer my life to Him and before such great love I accepted as heaven was asking me to refuse nothing to God.

Then I returned to my parents’ and I began to work with many editors at recording conferences that I gave on the Holy Spirit, on the souls in purgatory, on the apparitions recognised by the Catholic Church, on the dangers of New Age, on the Eucharist, on the lives of saints, on the message of Merciful Jesus to Saint Faustina.

You surely know the words of Merciful Jesus :

I am offering people a vessel with which they are to keep coming for graces to the fountain of mercy. That vessel is this image with the signature: « Jesus, I trust in You. » (PD 327)

« By means of the Image I shall be granting many graces to souls; » (PD 570)

« I promise that the soul that will venerate this image will not perish. I also promise victory over its enemies already here on earth, especially at the hour of death. I Myself will defend it as My own glory. » (PD 48)

« The two rays denote Blood and Water. The pale ray stands for the Water which makes souls rigtheous. The red ray stands for the Blood which is the life of souls… These two rays issued forth from the very depth of My Mercy when My agonized Heart was opened by a lance on the Cross .» (PD 299)

Personally, I try to recite the Divine Mercy chaplet every day at 3.00 p.m. because Jesus promised this: « Even if there was a sinner most hardened, if he were to recite this chaplet only once, he would receive grace from my Infinite Mercy. » (PD 687)

He also said: « It pleases Me to grant everything they ask of Me by saying the chaplet (PD 1541) if what you ask for is compatible with My Will (PD 1731) ».

During a conference on the Divine Mercy, I met a man who had never married.

6 months later we got engaged at the church and remained chaste but two months before the wedding, we separated because it was not the person that I needed.

If I had been married in the catholic church with that man and if I had left him, I will see my soul in the abyss and I will, in my particular judgement, hear myself told by God : “Woman, what did you do with your husband?”  God always reconcile spouses at his hour, if one of them pray.

If, of course, I left him because my life was in danger, that is different.  In this case, the Church allows bodily separation, but not divorce. 

God would like peace and reconciliation of all spouses.

To be wed in the C. Church is a big responsibility before God.

Does a man or a woman who is married and who leaves the home think about the consequences that this will entail for the children.  Do they know that their children will be disturbed all their life because of their unfaithfulness? 

When the movie of their life unravels before their eyes and that sin will have been recorded in the book of life, what suffering will be endured by the soul if this sin has not been erased through sacramental confession and if this sin has not been expiated and repared on earth. 

That is why God asked me to repare my sins of adultery while I was alive. Reparing my sins in purgatory after my death would have been so painful. What suffering will be felt by my soul if it does not repent and reconcile with everybody when alive.

And here it is that God gave me another mystical experience !

My soul found itself in a deserted place. I was on some kind of a platform and there was a path.

I advanced on that path and found myself before a sea of fire in which there were souls.

I saw a hole with a crackling fire inside. There were a lot of flames. And then I found myself in a dark place dangling on a wall while great streams of light beamed down from heaven.

The damned were angry and very threatening when I was looking at them and they told me: « We hate you. » Their hate burned me and their disdain wounded my heart.

Upon his death, the guru who had opened the chakras descended into this place of darkness. His soul was lost for eternity, because he refused Jesus. He freely wanted to remain in his pride and he did not regret his faults. So God abandoned him to himself. God flees proud souls. He told me that He loves little souls, humble souls!

Above me, there was purgatory, the flames were very high. The souls that were in this state of purification are united to the Divine Will. Their greatest suffering is to not yet be able to see God face to face. They saw Him during their particular judgement, in a light that is not yet that of heaven and so they kept a nostalgia for God, but they do not want to appear before Him with their stains. They are being purified and repair what they did not repair when on earth and many of them learn to love.

I prayed for them and in turn, they prayed for the poor person that I am and together, as a communion of saints, we helped each other to obtain more light so as to move closer to God without fear and without blemish.

I saw many white steps that I quickly climbed and when I arrived at the top of this big white staircase, a man dressed in red opened the door to me and then he withdrew. I immediately entered an ocean of peace where I strongly felt the presence of God the Father. He was the Source. It was a benevolent Father, filled with love and peace. His presence flooded this ocean of peace. God the Father is very gentle and very loving and He told me without my being able to see Him: « I am a Father full of love for My children ». “Do not commit sin any more”.

Myself, who believed that God was only a whipping father, I finally became conscious of His great holiness and even if God is Love, Mercy and Justice, His greatest attribute remains that of Mercy and He told me: « God is above all a Father ». So I call Him « Father Love » and I threw myself in His arms of love. And then I followed the path of spiritual childhood. God thinks only of healing us and binding our wounds. God is Love as the apostle Saint John taught it.

I then saw Jesus in heaven surrounded with a golden light. It was very beautiful. My soul felt a great peace and a great desire to come close to Him. I would have liked to remain near the Son of God, I felt so good. Jesus asked me to cry with Him for the poor sinners. He told me with great compassion: « Cry My daughter for the salvation of the souls ».

In this spiritual experience, I carried within me all the sins that I had not yet confessed, which made me suffer a lot. To mitigate this, I confess every week so that I will not have to confront them at the particular judgement of my soul at the hour of my death.

God opened my interior and made me see that before I returned to Him, I was refusing His Mercy, my heart was hardened and He told me: « I cannot enter a heart that is hard and proud ». He made me see all the thoughts that were not in His Love, all my participation in evil, all my evil feelings, my criticisms and judgements about others and He told me: « Keep yourself from judging somebody. Do not accuse them. » You know, I used to accuse everybody. Then He told me: « Do not judge them ».

When God opened my interior, I saw and relived all the evil I had done to my neighbour and I have suffered much.

So I cried out to God and told Him: « Jesus, have mercy on me. Have mercy on the great sinner that I am », and He answered me: « You are My Joy » and I told Him: « All the people that I caused to stumble in my life, from now on, I will pray for them and have masses celebrated so that one day we will be reunited in paradise ».

I then gave Jesus all my bad choices and their consequences and He Himself came to repair my own errors of the road of life with His graces and His love. God is Love with a capital L. You know, human love is but a pale reflection of Divine Love, just like human tenderness is but a pale reflection of Divine Tenderness. And I again called to Him by telling Him: «Heal me Jesus, heal me, Father of   love ».

And to say that I was telling Jesus that He did not love me enough! Immediately He answered: « You cannot imagine to what extent I love you. I call you to Holiness, I call you to love Me! Meditate on My Passion! » And there, I finally understood all His Love.

It is the Blessed Virgin who greatly helped me to get closer to God. One of the first times that she spoke to me, she told me:    « My Son died because of your sins ». Then she taught me to accept martyrdom, she taught me silence, surrender. I thank her also because she freed me from all the demons that oppressed me while praying the rosary.

I made a covenant with the Blessed Virgin during a mass and that is why in Her honour I wear a ring on my finger and in addition to my consecration to the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I freely donned the scapular of Our Lady of Mount Carmel.

I who, through esoterism, have known a cosmic God and an energy God, can testify that it is in the Catholic Church that I met a God of tenderness, a God whose heart melts with love for each one of us.

I who believed that the Church is an old institution with rigorous dogmas, I now believe that the Church is Holy and is Love with a capital L and that without the priests, I could not enter heaven. So the Catholic Church has become like a benevolent mother to me and I understood all the Love of Jesus who placed its foundation on Peter, the first Pope, and when I looked at Pope Francis, I saw in him all the Love of Christ for his children. I saw in him the Love of a Father.

Many times Jesus of Love made me learn the depth of His heart into which I had been transported in order to rest in His exquisite tenderness and His unequaled sweetness.

To thank Jesus for His goodness, I recite the rosary daily because He promised me that through the prayer of the rosary, He would save me and He added: « I pray for your liberation » and I understood that God was in me to fight against the power of the serpent. I also pray the chaplet of Saint Michael the Archangel to the 9 choirs of angels, and finish my day of prayers by reciting often this small fruitful prayer that is an act of love: « Jesus, Mary I love you, save souls ». God promised Sister Consolata Bretone that each time we recite this prayer from the heart « JESUS, MARY, I LOVE YOU, SAVE SOULS » a soul is saved for eternity.

You know, I told Jesus: « I give you my ‘Yes’ because I would so much like for all the souls to know Your burning heart with love. I give You all my past choices and their consequences so that You, The Love, can burn them in Your Fire of tenderness and in the flames of Your Mercy ».

I have experienced the sweetness of the Heart of Jesus by receiving communion of the Body of Christ.

Since I know the importance of Holy Mass, I participate in it every day and I have great respect for the ministers of God to whom this greatest power has been given with the sacrament of Ordination…! 

Jesus, the Son of God, is really present in the Sacred Host, and it is only in Heaven that we will understand this miracle…

The Eucharist is the fastest way to come to Jesus…

No one in Heaven is as close to Jesus as we are, when we receive Him within us…

Brothers and sisters, we have Heaven before us, all of Heaven is contained in that small piece of Bread…

« …Whoever nourishes oneself with the Body and Blood of Christ, is fed with the fullness of the Supreme Being and becomes a reflection of Him. The beauty of such a soul ravishes the angels of Heaven who marvel at the Almighty Power of the Most High and of His Love for the souls… »

… The soul that receives Jesus radiates in itself His Love and His Light (but soul needs to go to confession before receiving the Lord, as communion without confession brings condemnation on the soul).

… The Eucharist is Supreme Magnificence, Grace of graces, Gift of the gifts of Heaven.

« Jesus is the Whole One who offers Himself to the world. He gives Himself fully so that we can receive Him fully… »

By receiving Him in oneself, we receive the Sacred One, the Son of God who died and resurrected.

As says Saint Francis of Assisi: « Keep for yourself nothing of yourself, so that you can receive in His entirety The One who gave Himself to you entirely »

Let us often desire to have Jesus; the Eucharist is a marvelous gift of Heaven, Jesus is the food for our soul.

We grow in perfection because Jesus is perfection itself. Christ wants us to become a living icon of Himself. That is what happens in a diligent soul; never has a creature on earth been so close to God as in the Holy Eucharist.

After every Eucharist, let us pray that its effects will multiply and be prolonged in us eternally. Thus, God can more rapidly establish His permanent home in our heart.

Here is, dear brothers and sisters, the testimony of a poor soul, very weak, very miserable, that God consecrated in order to serve Him, glorify Him and honour Him and to not serve and glorify myself.

I never learned theology, but the Spirit of God taught me and told me: « Awaken your brothers ».

So I witness in and out of season for many years in many countries where I am invited, with the help of my guardian angel.

When I will appear before God for my particular judgement of my soul, I will have to answer for the conversion of the souls that I have encountered during my evangelization throughout the world. These souls, by thousands, have been called by God, from country to country, to come and listen to my testimony and if you are there today, it is that we will be reunited in heaven some day. Alleluia !

Dear brothers and sisters, you will all, at the hour of your death, appear before God for your judgement. That is why I hope that my testimony will help you to gain more light.

God’s Mercy can change all the hearts. You know, my heart was sick and God healed it. I told Him: « Lord Jesus, my Saviour and my God, I want to live my purgatory on earth so that, at my death, You will take me into Your Sacred     Heart ».

So let us have faith and tell Jesus: « Jesus, I trust in You ». If God healed the world’s greatest sinner that I am, then everybody can be saved. No sin will exhaust the great Mercy of God and the more we draw from it, the more it swells. The greater the sinner, the more he has the right to God’s Mercy!

Dear friends, do you know why Christ chose me to be a witness of His Mercy ?

Because on earth, He did not find a greater and more miserable sinner that me.

I was living like an hypocrite But Christ called me to go around the world for the salvation of souls!

I gave talks in France, Spain, Italy, Switzerland, Belgium, Luxemburg, Germany, USA, Canada, Ecuador,  islands such as Martinique, Guadeloupe, Mauritius…

Praised be Jesus-Christ and the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

Amen !

Fabienne

Website : https://newagedangers.wordpress.com/

Monsignor René Laurentin, Prelate of the Pope.

Monsignor René Laurentin, a French priest, is possibly the world’s greatest authority on private revelation. He has doctoral degrees in Theology and Mariology, and he was a peritus (Latin for “expert”) at the Second Vatican Council. He has taught, written, lectured, and appeared in the media extensively throughout his priesthood, which began in 1946.

Interview with Monsignor René Laurentin

 

“From the Rosicrucians to Christianity”

 Fabienne Guerrero was born on April 14, 1964. Medium size, brown hair, blue eyes; she is dressed modestly. She keeps the precision she cultivated while working as an executive secretary and her contrasted course is particularly remarkable.

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RL : Monsignor René Laurentin

FG : Fabienne Guerréro

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RL: You returned to Christ from sects with a beautiful clarity. Tell us about it.

 

FG: I spent my youth in drugs, alcohol, night clubs, and sins of the flesh. I listened to bad music; watched bad movies; practiced spiritism, astrology, numerology, divination; studied New Age; and had contact with a guru who opened two chakras: my third eye chakra and my heart chakra.

 

RL: You also spent time with Rosicrucians. What is this?

 

FG: This is an esoteric movement. I was a member of the Haroeris Chapter in Marseille from April 1995 to March 1997.

 

RL: What was it about?

 

FG: For the first initiation, I walked into the room with a special approach. I cannot give more details so as not to get into trouble.

 

RL: Did you have a Christian education?

 

FG: Yes. I was baptized on May 3, 1964. I followed the usual path: Catechism, First Holy Communion, profession of faith.

 

RL: When did you start to get in touch with the Rosicrucians?

 

FG: In July 1993 until I left in March 1997. At the end of 1996, I made a first pilgrimage to Medjugorje.

 

RL: How did you break loose from the Rosicrucians?

 

FG: I started to recite the Rosary and consecrated myself to the Immaculate Heart of Mary. On August 9, 1998, during a Mass, I made a covenant with Mary, Immaculate Queen of the Universe, at Bois-le-Roi [a town located in Upper Normandy, in Northern France]. Following the advice given by Heaven, I had Masses celebrated (several Gregorian Masses) for my soul in order to find peace. I received many sacraments, including the Anointing of the Sick – many times – although I was not really physically sick. Father P. Remels (Belgium) prayed to cut ties to the esoteric movement I spent time in. Every morning I prayed the Stations of the Cross, followed by Lauds (Morning Prayer) and Mass in my parish in Beziers (a town located in the southeast of France).

 

RL: What does your Mass bring you every morning?

 

FG: When I see the Lord at the Elevation I knee down and I ask Him to burn my heart in the fire of His Heart. I always kneel when I receive the Holy Communion on the tongue. Mass gives me the strength to give myself and follow Him.

 

RL: You have understood that unity of will with God, i.e. the union of love (same thing) is

 

FG: Yes, what matters to me is the profound intimacy, day after day with Jesus, in His peace and His joy.

 

RL: Yes, a will that enables to identify with His life!

 

FG: Yes.

 

RL: When did your deviance begin? In your childhood?

 

FG: When I was 15, I started doing divination, astrology and numerological divination.

 

RL: What is numerological divination?

 

FG: Numerological divination is a set of beliefs based on assigning properties or significance to numbers. It is the study of a theme of life; it is established from the date of birth within the influence of the astral conjuncture.

 

RL: What was the outcome?

 

FG: I went through three different stages of which I searched for logic.

 

RL: And New Age?

 

FG: New Age is a spiritual movement that does not come from God. While in this movement, I never heard of Jesus Christ as being the Son of God. I learned about the existence of the “Divine” – the Divine being the highest expression of cosmic consciousness, the highest vibration (energy). It manifests itself through motion or emanation in cosmic and inner energies. It coincides with the world and with man. The individual may say God is in me, I am my creator. In a word, all is one, everything is energy, everything is God. The “New Age” Christ I learned to know is a simple spirit manifested in the Buddha and Jesus of Nazareth. I was not able to have a direct relation with God as I was a mere wave of the cosmic ocean. My salvation consisted in having an experimental knowledge of my own so-called divine nature. I had to achieve my own self-realization through inner illumination (enlightenment), rebirths, self-control, and possibly acquisition of powers while connecting myself to the divine energy for the purification and harmony of myself, with others and with the universe. I was self-sufficient; I was not in need of revelation or redemption, nor any outside help. According to the law of karma, I had to fix my mistakes on my own through new lives. “Gnosis” was my faith (i.e., a secret knowledge reserved for insiders) and I never prayed. I did not even believe in sin.

 

RL: New Age is well known; it captures all facets of our culture. It makes a brilliant synthesis of it – albeit inconsistent – and thus seduces its followers, leaving them frustrated. As for chakras, they are senses unknown in the Western world and identified by Indians [from India].  There are seven main chakras: from the root chakra to the crown chakra – located at the crown of the head. This opened the door to all influences.  Hence your unrestrained lifestyle.

 

FG: The opening of my chakras turned me away from faith and opened the way to all kinds of experiences that left me destroyed.

 

RL: This guru wanted you to open “beyond” ordinary perceptions.

 

FG: For a year I attended spiritism sessions. One day he suggested me to proceed to a major cleansing. As I believed in reincarnation, I thought he would help me and free myself from my karma, i.e., constraints and servitudes coming from my past lives. He placed his hand on my heart chakra and my third eye chakra at the same time and made an invocation prayer in a language I did not understand. During the next spiritism session, my kundalini rose. I was very scared because I felt a great power which went from my root chakra to my crown chakra, and raised me up.

 

RL: Did you also experience levitation as it sometimes happens?

 

FG: Not at all. It is through the top of my head that I was pulled upwards, without reaching any goal or object.

 

RL: What made you change?

 

FG: At the end of 1996, I made a first pilgrimage to Medjugorje.

 

RL: What exactly changed in you at that time?

 

FG: In Medjugorje, I regained the taste for sacraments, the taste I lost when I was 15; I started to like prayer again, especially the Rosary.

 

RL: A sure, general clearing-up

 

RL: Did this “open” you to Christ ?

 

FG: Yes.

 

RL: Did you recognize that it came from the Holy Spirit? He does not appear but like spotlights which are in our back during performances; He illuminates the scene: Jesus and His message.

 

FG: I immediately recognized the action of the Holy Spirit.

 

RL: The Holy Spirit teaches us not only with words and speech, but it gives us His light so that

we perceive Christ and His action in us.

 

FG: I accepted Christianity, all of it; and I became actively involved in the missionary apostolate.

 

I wrote five booklets about my conversion. They received the Imprimatur on 1 December 2009 and 4 of them were published by Téqui [a French Publisher]:

 

  • I Quit the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC (“Ancient Mystical Order Rosae Crucis”)
  • Astrology or Trust in God?
  • God Released Me from Belief in Reincarnation
  • Merciful Jesus Released Me from Spiritism
  • Merciful Jesus Released Me from Clairvoyance

 

I also created a Web site :  https://newagedangers.wordpress.com/

 

RL: What about the Rosicrucians – have they disappeared from your life ?

 

FG: I was a member of the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC, from July 1993 till March 1997, and I went as far as the 7th degree of the Temple.

 

RL: How many degrees are there?

 

FG: Twelve, I think. After I came back from Medjugorje, I wrote to the imperator of the Order and told him about my decision to leave. He asked why and I answered: “To return to the Catholic Church.”

 

RL: Were your chakras still open?

 

FG: Yes.

 

RL: Who closed them? Because it is not only a door open to Christianity…

 

FG: A priest – I cannot remember his name; he prayed for them to be closed and everything came back to normal.

 

RL: You are lucky that everything went so quickly, and finally so smoothly and well.

 

FG: Yes, thanks to the sacraments I have been receiving every day; many people have been facing difficulties and can die when the kundalini rises.

 

RL: Can you please explain what the kundalini is?

 

FG: This is a powerful energy which resides in the sacrum bone. It rises along the spine and passes through each chakra until it reaches the crown chakra.

 

RL: Did it help you have a greater receptivity to Christianity?

 

FG: Not directly. I started studying the Bible, the lives of saints, Vatican II, the Catechism of the Catholic Church and I saw that it was good.

 

RL: Did it bring you closer to God?

 

FG: Yes. I spent my afternoons in a church in Marseille [a city located in the South of France], where I prayed the Stations of the Cross, and spent time with Jesus, and then I heard a voice. It came out of the tabernacle and Jesus told me: “I am your only Lord.”

 

RL: Did you hear it or did you “perceive” it internally, intellectually as we say?

 

FG: I heard it as you speak.

 

RL: Oh yes. You heard a voice?

 

FG: Yes; a voice coming out of the tabernacle. A male voice, very strong. It resonated within me. It happened at other times.

 

RL: If the Holy Spirit does not speak, Jesus – Who became man – can speak to us in human

 

FG: Jesus also said, “My Holy Wounds will save you,” because He would take me into His holy wounds to save me.

 

RL: His wounds, His sufferings and death – did He share them with you?

 

FG: No. Not yet. I thought that I needed a spiritual director.

 

RL: And did you find him?

 

FG: Yes. My first spiritual director, a Dominican priest, discerned that God spoke to me. Is this normal Monsignor?

 

RL: Yes, absolutely. You were lucky to find a clear-sighted father.

 

FG: I explained to him that I had a boyfriend and we were living together in a marital relationship since 1994. After I came back from Medjugorje, we civilly married on September 6, 1997, but we could not marry in the Church because he already married in the Church and had divorced his wife.

 

RL: And his wife was still alive?

 

FG: Yes, she had left him for another man. After my marriage, one night, Jesus came into my room and visited me, and asked me to obey, to sleep in separate room; then He said: “I demand Reparation. Your sin has offended Me. I want your body and soul.” My spiritual director confirmed that I had to live out the virtue of chastity, and God asked me to witness His mercy. Back home, we lived like brother and sister.

 

RL: But did he agree with you to live this new situation?

 

FG: It was very difficult. But since God demanded to live out the virtue of continence, I obeyed.  Finally, on December 14, 2000, I divorced him to follow Christ in the world because He told me: “I want you to serve me in the world.” After I left our home, I studied the Catholic Faith, and in early 2003 I created a network of Pilgrim Icons of Merciful Jesus in obedience to a Pallottine priest, Father Eugene, with whom I still work. He is my director for Divine Mercy. I make these Pilgrim Icons; then families take them to their home, and host them for nine days, the time needed for a novena. There are currently Pilgrim Icons in various countries and places such as FRANCE – GUADELOUPE – MARTINIQUE – ÎLES DES SAINTES – LA DESIRADE – BELGIUM – SWITZERLAND – LUXEMBOURG – PORTUGAL – THE NETHERLANDS – AFRICA – ITALY. Some people, once they hosted the icon, can no longer live without it. They fall more in love with Jesus. They pray the Chaplet of The Divine Mercy.

 

RL: Are they many?

 

FG: This is a large network.

 

RL: An international network.

 

FG: Yes, led by Father Eugene.

 

RL Is there any prayer group?

 

FG: Not with this network, but I started in mid-January 2011 a network of prayers for the unborn.

 

RL: Do you have an occupation?

 

FG: Yes; Bilingual Executive Secretary. I stopped after a pilgrimage to Medjugorje and devoted myself entirely to the ministry.

 

RL: You are only 46-years-old, and you’re not near retirement age; what do you do for a living?

 

FG: My sister (married, two children) lends me an apartment and my parents feed me. I refused the money offered by my publishers (Téqui, Parvis, Rassemblement à Son Image…)

 

RL: Do you buy your clothes?

 

FG: I beg, for Jesus said, “Cling to poverty.” “Do not be afraid to beg”; I still have a small association that allows me to sell some books and other items.

 

RL: You are overstrained.

 

FG: Yes, sometimes I do not know where to turn.

 

RL: Do you live like a prophet?

 

FG: No. The Virgin Mary told me: “You shall have no messages (like the prophets), but remain faithful to my Son.” She only speaks about me.

 

RL: You have a special grace: renunciation, light and clarity. Stay faithful to them. It’s not so easy to persevere.

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