Book (introduction by the Spiritual Counselor)

From New Age to The True and Living God





Introduction (Spiritual Counselor and Catholic priests)



Interview with Monsignor René Laurentin



Testimony: Jesus saved me



5 books (imprimatur and nihil obstat of French Catholic Church)

Astrology or Trust in God ? 

Merciful Jesus Released Me from Clairvoyance

God Released Me from Belief in Reincarnation

Merciful Jesus Released Me from Spiritism.. 

I Quit the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC.. 








Fabienne Guerrero presented me with her manuscript for a new book.

I have been Fabienne’s Spiritual Counselor for several years.  One day, she asked me to write a few words of introduction with respect to the teachings contained therein. Of course, I was happy to oblige.

Fabienne speaks quite freely about her past sinful life, caught in the trappings of New Age, spiritualism and other belief systems.

If there is any doubt regarding the existence of Hell, a concept too often denied in our times given the requirement to convert, Fabienne to the contrary recognized her sinful life was leading her straight to Hell. This was not the result of the Lord’s will, but rather the lies of Satan, the sworn enemy to both the Lord and mankind.

She speaks at length about the Divine Mercy of the Lord Jesus and His Love to save her. She speaks with humility encouraging readers to convert according to the teachings of the Gospel and the Catechism of the Catholic Church. She preaches the real word and I certainly want to support her effort in this selfless endeavor, which is in direct opposition with the spirit of the world, something you will come to realize as you progress through her testimony.

From the sinner that she was to what she has become, makes her well aware that Jesus saved her to be a great saint. This is how God is glorified against evil, shattering the bondage of sin through His Devine Mercy, thereby obtaining genuine and definitive conversions. Today God wants the multitude of sinners to become a multitude of great saints. It would be unacceptable that our Lord Savior obtain, only a halfhearted victory.

Fabienne knows where she was found and emerged from, and that she owes it to the Redeemer who paid dearly to save us all. She cannot be silenced, her commitment to God is total, absolute, even inclusive of martyrdom if necessary.

She also gives thanks to the Blessed Virgin Mary and the Two Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Her testimonial is true and her teachings are of the Church without concession or dilution. Let her message be spread far and wide across the world.


Fabienne’s Spiritual Counselor

Father Georges Lauzin



Presentation by Catholic priests

(based on the testimony of « Jesus saved me »)


Fabienne’s testimony is powerful.  It shows the boundless sadness that takes hold of a life lived apart from God.  But even more, it reveals the spiritual source of this ill-being that only an experience of Divine Mercy and Love allows us to know.  What surge of light and sweetness penetrates one’s soul when it lets itself be touched by mercy and enters the life of the sacraments!  We should never forget the sadness of our contemporaries who live far from God.  A Christian can think with a certain levity that those who give in to their disordered passions or build their life upon uncertain and obscure beliefs can be happy.

The truth is quite different. They carry within themselves a profound sadness and, in the flow of their life, they are prey to the power of the evil spirits that manipulate their freedom.  The joy they display comes from their survival instinct.  It is artificial but does not reveal itself as such until light enters their heart.  Nothing is more powerful than the testimony of somebody who entered into the light after having known such darkness.  A single gaze  upon the Sacred Heart (this painting where Jesus points to the wound of His Heart, from which rays burst out) and the life of Fabienne, thirsting for love and chained to her passions,  takes a flip.

Jesus leads her to the source of liberation and healing that are the sacraments of Confession and of the Eucharist.  Oh, if we could listen to this testimony!  We could understand what liberations and illuminations the sacrament of reconciliation brings about.  As a priest, I saw hundreds of lives turn from darkness to light in one single confession.  That does not exclude that you need time to progressively consent to not returning to the slavery of sin that reactivates our links to the evil spirits.

Those who share in the ill-being of Fabienne’s previous life will discover here the hidden face of many practices that they deemed  innocent.  It is not necessarily the practices in themselves that are bad but, being deprived of a real relation with God, they are built into a false religion and there are as many gates through which the evil spirits take possession of the soul and thus mistrust progressively ties it up by removing its freedom.  We must always have mistrust of practices for which we do not clearly know  « what » is made manifest through them. We rightfully label them as occult practices, in the sense that they serve as a cover.

Behind these,  reality there are hiding and working spirits with evil intentions because impersonal forces do not exist.  God is a Person, light, sweetness and tenderness.  He has a face.  Every face that hides itself is suspected of putting on a suspicious grin.  We can only invite people who will read these lines to mistrust any relation with the spirits, bordering on religious practice.  What is actually hidden behind the spirits or the dead that speak through the voice of mediums?    What mediation do these so called mediums practice?

The testimony of Fabienne expresses that to us.  Behind these falsely compelling manifestations of the dead that speak to the living are most often hidden – but not  always – evil spirits.  In the long or short term,  these         « consultations » bring about  that which Fabienne expressed very well for having lived it out: an evil being which carries with it an unbearable confusion for the soul.  These evil spirits weave links that progressively enslaven freedom.  This testimony reaches each one of us by showing the hidden face not only of our sins but also and most of all of all these troubling practices that invade our society and substitute themselves to the true religion.

They promise the abatement of the ill-being that gnaws at our heart, wounded and thirsting for love, but they immerse us into an indefinable ill-being.  The more we seek to free ourselves, the more we feel bound and prey to sadness.  When the Mercy of Jesus enters the heart of Fabienne, she, in fact ,discovers  the flip side of the decor.  First of all her own responsibility – very important and very present in this testimony – and then the play of the evil spirits that seek to snare her freedom and creep into her soul so as to possess her nearly totally.  She becomes conscious of the ignorance in which she found herself and began to taste true freedom, the light that enlightens the heart and especially the infinite tenderness of God.

In the great love of Jesus,

Father Jean Eudes Renault – Doctor of Theology


It is with great respect for the experience of the life of Fabienne that I write these few lines.  If the Lord allowed her to live a mystical experience that revealed His Sweet Love, it is not for me to cast doubt but rather to review how Our Lord Jesus-Christ led her to the heart of His Church, which leaves me in amazement before the work of God.  That is why I would like to repeat the words of Pope Francis who said: « God always surprises, He breaks the schemes, upsets the projects, and says: trust Me, do not fear, allow yourself to be surprised, come out of yourself and follow Me! »  Is that not what Fabienne has lived and her testimony urges us to question ourselves before God.

Pope Francis invites us to this by making an examination of conscience; he proposes the following reflexion: « Do I let myself be surprised by God, as Mary did, or do I seclude myself in my securities, material securities, spiritual securities, ideological securities, security in my projects?  Do I really let God enter my life?  How do I answer Him? »

In the autobiographical testimony of Fabienne, Jesus calls us to a limitless faithfulness and an unconditional « yes ».

If God « surprises us with His love », He also asks for « faithfulness in following Him » and not for a passing « enthusiasm » to then « throw in the towel », as soon as we are faced with  the « first problems ».

In the life of faith, we have to say again the initial « yes », « every day », at the example of Mary who said her « yes » to God, but this « yes » was not unique, on the contrary, it was only the first of many « yes » pronounced in her heart during the joyous and painful moments.

Many « yes » reach their peak in the one said « at the foot of the Cross ».  Thank you Fabienne for having said « yes » on following Mary, and today as Blessed Antoine Chevrier tells us, he who follows Jesus carrying the Cross, will follow Him in His Glory.  Courage, good continuance and most of all thank you for your commitment and obedience to our Holy Mother the Church.

Father Jean Marie Chami – Servant of the Community


« Give thanks to The Lord for He is good, His love is eternal » (Ps. 118, 1).  The Lord marvelously pursues His work of love and of salvation in the midst of the human race.  He is the same yesterday, today and to the end of the centuries.  He is the one who, having seen and felt deeply the misery of the crowds in the desert, offered them bread and fish in abundance (Mk 6, 35-44);  it is He who, having examined the pitiful situation of the man born blind, gave the light to that body plunged into the darkness for many years (Jn. 9);  He is the one who, having seen the weakness of human flesh, offered forgiveness to the adulterous woman (Jn. 8, 11);  He is the one who, one day in history, met Saul, former persecutor of the Holy Church, and assigned to him the task of the  proclamation of the Gospel (Ac. 9, 1-28);  He is also the one who chose to show Himself to our sister in Christ, Fabienne GUERRERO, formerly conversant with evil and all kinds of abominations, to show her His Mercy and send her everywhere to proclaim the conversion of sinners and recourse to His Divine Mercy.

« Honour, praise and glory to the Lamb of God! » (Ap. 5, 13)  After her personal encounter with Christ in humility, prayer, fasting and sharing, Fabienne accepted to live in the life and the truth, truth that will henceforth make her free and will allow her to give a most edifying testimony.  I propose for you to discover the beautiful pages of this story that will help you to recapture yourselves and take more seriously the teaching of Christ contained in the Bible and in the writings of the Magisterium of the Church.  Conversion is a question of the present moment and not of the future: « Now is the favourable moment, now is the day of salvation » (2 Cor. 6,2).  We know neither the day nor the hour…  Holy reading to you, and may the Blessing of God accompany you all the days of your life.  Amen

Father Gilles Vissoukpo


For a Christian, conversion is the discovery of a light: God is not a distant being, but Father, Son and Holy Spirit.  God the Father creates a world brimming with goodness and light, but men wound creation through the proud use of their freedom and immerse it in the darkness of a life without God.  While it is the men who have sinned, the Son of God Himself made Himself man in order to repair that and offer the sacrifice of the New Covenant  by which He pours His blood on the Cross for men to receive the forgiveness of God.  The Holy Spirit gives us today the fruits of redemption through the Church and its sacraments, which make of us children of light.  Every converted person radiates this light that God made him recover.

Let us benefit of their testimony.

Father Pierre François – Doctor of Theology


Fabienne’s life is described throughout this work, without disguise, or embelishments, in its depth.  Besides being  an autobiogriphal story, it is mostly a prayer.  I thought of the Psalm 130 (129) that I recited this morning at mass and that begins with these words « from the depths ».  Fabienne certainly had these on her tongue when writing: « From the depths, I cry to you, Lord.  Lord, listen to my call.  May your ear be attentive to the cries of my prayer. »  Fabienne went through all these declining steps, between Scylla and Charybda (sex, drugs, unbelief, magic…) but like an athlete she wanted to cross the finishing line.  And suddenly, this life that was rolling at a hundred an hour, had a snap of the tendon and she fell…  She began to cry, seeing victory escaping her.

What squandered her efforts in this competition!  Doctors came to her aid, she refused their help.  She got up and continued to stumble.  It was sad to see her.  And then suddenly God the Father upset the protocol and overcame all the obstacles to safety so as to come to the help of his daughter.  He held her in His arms and murmured:  « I am your Father… You have nothing to fear.  Stop torturing yourself…  You have nothing to do, what you are doing…. »  She answered: «  I must do it »  This race, is the story of this book.  Fabienne wanted to finish it no matter what.  And I think that she wanted to finish this heroic race and she crossed the finish line.  The spectators in the stadium all stood up for an ovation.  Thank you Fabienne, thank you for this heroic action.  You did not have to do that.  But you thought of us, poor sinners who will read you at this time and who need this book, like a life-buoy

Father Patrice Jean AKE – Doctor of Philosophy


If  you return to God with your heart and your soul so as to live in the truth, before Him, then He will return to you and will never hide Himself » (Tobit 13, 6).  This word of Tobit was made flesh in the person of Fabienne GUERRERO, the author of this booklet that you are especially graced to be reading today.  It is of a richness beyond measure and of unmeasurable depth.  If we wish to accompany Christ in His Passion, let us see what God has done for us, let us follow his ways.

It is only in this way that God Himself would humiliate His enemies, that He would raise His hand against our oppressors, would nourish us with the flower of the wheat and would satiate us with the milk from the rock.  Lost in the labyrinth of sin, of  pernicious and diabolical sects, God, by the Blood of His Son, Our Lord Jesus-Christ, liberates us.  It is exactly and with simple words that the author of this work shares with us.  Let us seek Yahweh, while He allows Himself to be found, invoke Him while He is near.  May the evil one and the criminal person abandon his thoughts.  Let us convert to Yahweh who will have mercy on us.  (Cf. Is. 55, 6-7)

Father Gabriel Alain Motsebo – Diocesan Chaplain



Monsignor René Laurentin, Prelate of the Pope.

[Monsignor René Laurentin, a French priest, is possibly the world’s greatest authority on private revelation. He has doctoral degrees in Theology and Mariology, and he was a peritus (Latin for “expert”) at the Second Vatican Council. He has taught, written, lectured, and appeared in the media extensively throughout his priesthood, which began in 1946.]


Interview with Monsignor René Laurentin


“From the Rosicrucians to Christianity”

Monsignor René Laurentin interviews Fabienne Guerrero (for Chrétiens Magazine’s April 2011 issue).

Fabienne Guerrero was born on April 14, 1964. Medium size, brown hair, blue eyes; she is dressed modestly. She keeps the precision she cultivated while working as an executive secretary and her contrasted course is particularly remarkable.


RL: You returned to Christ from sects with a beautiful clarity. Tell us about it.


FG: I spent my youth in drugs, alcohol, night clubs, and sins of the flesh. I listened to bad music; watched bad movies; practiced spiritism, astrology, numerology, divination; studied New Age; and had contact with a guru who opened two chakras: my third eye chakra and my heart chakra.


RL: You also spent time with Rosicrucians. What is this?


FG: This is an esoteric movement. I was a member of the Haroeris Chapter in Marseille from April 1995 to March 1997.


RL: What was it about?


FG: For the first initiation, I walked into the room with a special approach. I cannot give more details so as not to get into trouble.


RL: Did you have a Christian education?


FG: Yes. I was baptized on May 3, 1964. I followed the usual path: Catechism, First Holy Communion, profession of faith.


RL: When did you start to get in touch with the Rosicrucians?


FG: In July 1993 until I left in March 1997. At the end of 1996, I made a first pilgrimage to Medjugorje.


RL: How did you break loose from the Rosicrucians?


FG: I started to recite the Rosary and consecrated myself to the Immaculate Heart of Mary. On August 9, 1998, during a Mass, I made a covenant with Mary, Immaculate Queen of the Universe, at Bois-le-Roi [a town located in Upper Normandy, in Northern France]. Following the advice given by Heaven, I had Masses celebrated (several Gregorian Masses) for my soul in order to find peace. I received many sacraments, including the Anointing of the Sick – many times – although I was not really physically sick. Father P. Remels (Belgium) prayed to cut ties to the esoteric movement I spent time in. Every morning I prayed the Stations of the Cross, followed by Lauds (Morning Prayer) and Mass in my parish in Beziers (a town located in the southeast of France).


RL: What does your Mass bring you every morning?


FG: When I see the Lord at the Elevation I knee down and I ask Him to burn my heart in the fire of His Heart. I always kneel when I receive the Holy Communion on the tongue. Mass gives me the strength to give myself and follow Him.


RL: You have understood that unity of will with God, i.e. the union of love (same thing) is


FG: Yes, what matters to me is the profound intimacy, day after day with Jesus, in His peace and His joy.


RL: Yes, a will that enables to identify with His life!


FG: Yes.


RL: When did your deviance begin? In your childhood?


FG: When I was 15, I started doing divination, astrology and numerological divination.


RL: What is numerological divination?


FG: Numerological divination is a set of beliefs based on assigning properties or significance to

numbers. It is the study of a theme of life; it is established from the date of birth within the influence of the astral conjuncture.


RL: What was the outcome?


FG: I went through three different stages of which I searched for logic.


RL: And New Age?


FG: New Age is a spiritual movement that does not come from God. While in this movement, I never heard of Jesus Christ as being the Son of God. I learned about the existence of the “Divine” – the Divine being the highest expression of cosmic consciousness, the highest vibration (energy). It manifests itself through motion or emanation in cosmic and inner energies. It coincides with the world and with man. The individual may say God is in me, I am my creator. In a word, all is one, everything is energy, everything is God. The “New Age” Christ I learned to know is a simple spirit manifested in the Buddha and Jesus of Nazareth. I was not able to have a direct relation with God as I was a mere wave of the cosmic ocean. My salvation consisted in having an experimental knowledge of my own so-called divine nature. I had to achieve my own self-realization through inner illumination (enlightenment), rebirths, self-control, and possibly acquisition of powers while connecting myself to the divine energy for the purification and harmony of myself, with others and with the universe. I was self-sufficient; I was not in need of revelation or redemption, nor any outside help. According to the law of karma, I had to fix my mistakes on my own through new lives. “Gnosis” was my faith (i.e., a secret knowledge reserved for insiders) and I never prayed. I did not even believe in sin.


RL: New Age is well known; it captures all facets of our culture. It makes a brilliant synthesis of it – albeit inconsistent – and thus seduces its followers, leaving them frustrated. As for chakras, they are senses unknown in the Western world and identified by Indians [from India].  There are seven main chakras: from the root chakra to the crown chakra – located at the crown of the head. This opened the door to all influences.  Hence your unrestrained lifestyle.


FG: The opening of my chakras turned me away from faith and opened the way to all kinds of

experiences that left me destroyed.


RL: This guru wanted you to open “beyond” ordinary perceptions.


FG: For a year I attended spiritism sessions. One day he suggested me to proceed to a major cleansing. As I believed in reincarnation, I thought he would help me and free myself from my karma, i.e., constraints and servitudes coming from my past lives. He placed his hand on my heart chakra and my third eye chakra at the same time and made an invocation prayer in a language I did not understand. During the next spiritism session, my kundalini rose. I was very scared because I felt a great power which went from my root chakra to my crown chakra, and raised me up.


RL: Did you also experience levitation as it sometimes happens?


FG: Not at all. It is through the top of my head that I was pulled upwards, without reaching any goal or object.


RL: What made you change?


FG: At the end of 1996, I made a first pilgrimage to Medjugorje.


RL: What exactly changed in you at that time?


FG: In Medjugorje, I regained the taste for sacraments, the taste I lost when I was 15; I started to like prayer again, especially the Rosary.


RL: A sure, general clearing-up


RL: Did this “open” you to Christ?


FG: Yes.


RL: Did you recognize that it came from the Holy Spirit? He does not appear but like spotlights which are in our back during performances; He illuminates the scene: Jesus and His message.


FG: I immediately recognized the action of the Holy Spirit.


RL: The Holy Spirit teaches us not only with words and speech, but it gives us His light so that

we perceive Christ and His action in us.


FG: I accepted Christianity, all of it; and I became actively involved in the missionary apostolate.


I wrote five booklets about my conversion. They received the Imprimatur on 1 December 2009 and 4 of them were published by Téqui [a French Publisher]:


  • I Quit the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC (“Ancient Mystical Order Rosae Crucis”)
  • Astrology or Trust in God?
  • God Released Me from Belief in Reincarnation
  • Merciful Jesus Released Me from Spiritism
  • Merciful Jesus Released Me from Clairvoyance


I also created a Web site :


RL: What about the Rosicrucians – have they disappeared from your life?


FG: I was a member of the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC, from July 1993 till March 1997, and I went as far as the 7th degree of the Temple.


RL: How many degrees are there?


FG: Twelve, I think. After I came back from Medjugorje, I wrote to the imperator of the Order and told him about my decision to leave. He asked why and I answered: “To return to the Catholic Church.”


RL: Were your chakras still open?


FG: Yes.


RL: Who closed them? Because it is not only a door open to Christianity…


FG: A priest – I cannot remember his name; he prayed for them to be closed and everything came back to normal.


RL: You are lucky that everything went so quickly, and finally so smoothly and well.


FG: Yes, thanks to the sacraments I have been receiving every day; many people have been facing difficulties and can die when the kundalini rises.


RL: Can you please explain what the kundalini is?


FG: This is a powerful energy which resides in the sacrum bone. It rises along the spine and passes through each chakra until it reaches the crown chakra.


RL: Did it help you have a greater receptivity to Christianity?


FG: Not directly. I started studying the Bible, the lives of saints, Vatican II, the Catechism of the

Catholic Church and I saw that it was good.


RL: Did it bring you closer to God?


FG: Yes. I spent my afternoons in a church in Marseille [a city located in the South of France], where I prayed the Stations of the Cross, and spent time with Jesus, and then I heard a voice. It came out of the tabernacle and Jesus told me: “I am your only Lord.”


RL: Did you hear it or did you “perceive” it internally, intellectually as we say?


FG: I heard it as you speak.


RL: Oh yes. You heard a voice?


FG: Yes; a voice coming out of the tabernacle. A male voice, very strong. It resonated within me. It happened at other times.


RL: If the Holy Spirit does not speak, Jesus – Who became man – can speak to us in human


FG: Jesus also said, “My Holy Wounds will save you,” because He would take me into His holy wounds to save me.


RL: His wounds, His sufferings and death – did He share them with you?


FG: No. Not yet. I thought that I needed a spiritual director.


RL: And did you find him?


FG: Yes. My first spiritual director, a Dominican priest, discerned that God spoke to me. Is this normal Monsignor?


RL: Yes, absolutely. You were lucky to find a clear-sighted father.


FG: I explained to him that I had a boyfriend and we were living together in a marital relationship since 1994. After I came back from Medjugorje, we civilly married on September 6, 1997, but we could not marry in the Church because he already married in the Church and had divorced his wife.


RL: And his wife was still alive?


FG: Yes, she had left him for another man. After my marriage, one night, Jesus came into my room and visited me, and asked me to obey, to sleep in separate room; then He said: “I demand Reparation. Your sin has offended Me. I want your body and soul.” My spiritual director confirmed that I had to live out the virtue of chastity, and God asked me to witness His mercy. Back home, we lived like brother and sister.


RL: But did he agree with you to live this new situation?


FG: It was very difficult. But since God demanded to live out the virtue of continence, I obeyed.  Finally, on December 14, 2000, I divorced him to follow Christ in the world because He told me: “I want you to serve me in the world.” After I left our home, I studied the Catholic Faith, and in early 2003 I created a network of Pilgrim Icons of Merciful Jesus in obedience to a Pallottine priest, Father Eugene, with whom I still work. He is my director for Divine Mercy. I make these Pilgrim Icons; then families take them to their home, and host them for nine days, the time needed for a novena. There are currently Pilgrim Icons in various countries and places such as FRANCE – GUADELOUPE – MARTINIQUE – ÎLES DES SAINTES – LA DESIRADE – BELGIUM – SWITZERLAND – LUXEMBOURG – PORTUGAL – THE NETHERLANDS – AFRICA – ITALY. Some people, once they hosted the icon, can no longer live without it. They fall more in love with Jesus. They pray the Chaplet of The Divine Mercy.


RL: Are they many?


FG: This is a large network.


RL: An international network.


FG: Yes, led by Father Eugene.


RL Is there any prayer group?


FG: Not with this network, but I started in mid-January 2011 a network of prayers for the unborn.


RL: Do you have an occupation?


FG: Yes; Bilingual Executive Secretary. I stopped after a pilgrimage to Medjugorje and devoted myself entirely to the ministry.


RL: You are only 46-years-old, and you’re not near retirement age; what do you do for a living?


FG: My sister (married, two children) lends me an apartment and my parents feed me. I refused the money offered by my publishers (Téqui, Parvis, Rassemblement à Son Image…)


RL: Do you buy your clothes?


FG: I beg, for Jesus said, “Cling to poverty.” “Do not be afraid to beg”; I still have a small association that allows me to sell some books and other items.


RL: You are overstrained.


FG: Yes, sometimes I do not know where to turn.


RL: Do you live like a prophet?


FG: No. The Virgin Mary told me: “You shall have no messages (like the prophets), but remain faithful to my Son.” She only speaks about me.


RL: You have a special grace: renunciation, light and clarity. Stay faithful to them. It’s not so easy to persevere.





Testimony of Fabienne « Jesus saved me »


The peace of Jesus be with you!


Beloved brothers and sisters, I come to witness today that Christ brought me back to life.

My parents had me baptised a few days after my birth.  I followed all the catechism classes and I made my First Communion.

My mother, a holy woman, taught me to pray every night.  However, after my communion, I no longer attended the Catholic Church until 1996, on which date Jesus came to save me. I was 32 years old.


I will tell you a bit about the life that I led all those years, far from Jesus.


As soon as I turned 15, my life took a reversal.  I began to smoke, frequented filthy bars, participated  in card readings, practiced numerology, wrote to astrologers.  When I finished my school studies, I spent all the week-ends in night clubs smoking hashish, drinking alcohol; I wore mini-skirts and designer clothes and, without guilty feelings, I frolicked with the men I met.  I was searching for Love with a capital L.


Satan was keeping me bound and prevented me from turning towards the love of Christ.  He blinded me with what men could give me: pleasure of the flesh, money, wellbeing and the world.  I was under his hellish bindings, but I needed somebody to take much care of me yet I wanted to die without love.  I was suicidal and self-destructive after having sustained much wickedness in my youth and satan, in his cruelty, poisoned my painful wounds.


It was during an evening in a nightclub that I met a man and, at the end of a few months, we decided to live common law.  I did not know that if I had sexual relations while I was not married in the Church that my soul was uniting with impure spirits.  At the end of 5 years, I left him and I moved to another city in which I made the acquaintance of an astrologer and a Rosicrucian of AMORC.


The astrologer proposed that I have my karmic astrological theme done and I accepted!  She explained to me that it consisted of studying my astrological theme based on my previous lives and studying my karma!


Sometime later I went to a spirit centre to listen to the teachings of a guru whom I found in a book that I studied, named « The Gospel According to Spiritism » by Allan Kardec.


One day this guru proposed to those who wished to participate, on Wednesday evening, in live seances of spiritism and due to my innocence, I accepted.  And there, I began to see mediums who entered trances, who received messages from so-called Curate of Ars, Saint Theresa of the Child Jesus or still the Mother of God, even sometimes The Lord Jesus-Christ plus extra terrestrials!  Had I known that these were fallen spirits that delivered these messages, I would have left this spirit centre right away.


And then, one Wednesday evening, the guru proposed to those who wished it, have a great cleansing of the soul!


I suffered greatly in my interior, but at that moment, I did not know that it consisted of accumulated sins that were oppressing me.   I thought that this interior suffering was due to the karma that I would have accumulated in my so called previous lives since I believed in reincarnation.


Believing that the guru had the power to free me of my previous lives, I accepted his proposal and sat next to him.  He was serving the demon and, by accepting to give myself to his power, I allowed the demon to take possession of me.


The evil spirits had penetrated me because of my errant ways: card reading, pendulum, astrology, horoscope, palm reading, initiation to yoga, adoration of Buddha, esoteric meditation, opening to chakras,  chi gong, etc….


The guru had laid his hand on two of my chakras with the powers he acquired from the demon.  The chakra of the heart and the chakra of the third eye!


Then he told me that he had transmitted light to me.  But unfortunaltely, it was the light of God’s enemy.


Then, I went home and began to feel ill.  At the next spirit seance, I lived through a very difficult experience.  The kundalini arose.


The kundalini is a powerful energy lodged in the sacrum bone at the base of the back.  When it is aroused, it climbs along the spine and works its way from (chakra)center to center right up to the coronary chakra located above the head.


During this experience, I had the impression that I was raptured to heaven such was the power of this energy.


What I had not understood at that moment was that by the practicing of yoga and of the kundalini, I gave power to satan to enter into me and lead me from the interior.  I did not know that the practice of yoga could open the door of my soul to evil spiritual entities.  Yoga is not a simple practice.  It belongs to a true religion from which it is hard to separate oneself.  It made me adore divinities that had  spiritual functions.  I learned from a priest who is knowledgeable on these questions, that yoga is a Hindu practice that unites the temporal me « JIVA » to « BRAHMAN » the  infinite,  the Hindu conception of God.


This god is presented as an impersonal spiritual substance.  It is not Jesus-Christ, the personal God of Revelation.  By invoking strange deities that do not exist, I risk in reality to enter into contact with demons and submit myself to them.  I then realised that by practicing yoga, I  was adoring a god other than the Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit and consequently, I was breaking God’s first commandment: «You shall not have gods other than Me. »


So, feeling more and more sick, I decided to abandon these techniques and since I opened myself to the chakras, I was between life and death for many long months and if I am alive today, I can say thank you to Jesus.


My thirst for knowledge not being quenched yet, I joined the Rosicrusians AMORC and I quickly began to receive small booklets for study.


In this Order I studied different things such as the psychic body of man, stellar travelling, human aura, chakras, vocal sounds, mantras…


Throughout these studies, I sought to know and understand the god of my heart that we called « The Cosmic One ».  But I understood nothing of this false god and its energies.  Imagine what kind of  love relationship I had with that god!  None!  No loving heart to heart as I can now live out with Jesus of love in the Eucharist.


In my research into New Age that does not come from God, I practiced magnetism, telepathy, pendulum, all kinds of magic, hypnosis, New Age breathing, aura reading, all forms of healing through energies, crystals, music and colours , meditations on New Age music and reiki which the bishops of the USA warned against.  In my body I experienced that satan had placed his energy within me with his power and I began to tremble.


In the Rosicrucian Order, I met a man who was alone for many years because his wife had left him for another man.  A few months later, we decided to get a civil marriage.  We could not get married in the Catholic Church because he had previously received the sacrament of marriage.


And here comes a blast of grace!  While looking at a poster of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, I heard His voice that said to me: « My holy wounds will save you »!  The wounds of His painful Passion.  Soon after, during a pilgrimage to Medjugorje, I accepted to be reinstated in the Catholic Church.    Here I am, so little, bearing my great misery before the Blessed Sacrament that was exposed,  the real presence of the living Jesus, body, blood, soul and divinity.


Upon my return to France, God gave me a first supernatural experience in the midst of which He asked me to do penance.


He showed me my soul enclosed inside the Beast that had the head of a Lion as described in the Apocalypse.  I saw the demons that surrounded me and were ready to take me with them to the place of darkness.  These demons were linked to each of my sins.


When I began to scan more deeply into my soul, I saw myself as a hyena as I descended in the abyss, into the crater of fire, blaspheming and feeling hate towards God  like the damned who live as in a beehive so great is the noise.  In that place, in my soul I lived in a state of complete insanity.  That is how all the damned live for all of eternity.  They suffer for each of the sins that they committed, which is what makes for their insanity.


The state of my soul was the consequence of my disobedient acts towards the Law of God and satan told me in his fury: « I condemned you to the punishment of hell ».  I did not know that satan was burning in hell and wanted everybody to burn with him.  His hatred had penetrated me.  I saw how satan and his fallen angels with the damned were attacking souls at the level of their heart and their brain so as to destroy them.  The worst is that I heard my soul saying: satan, I love you!  It was truly horrible!  I was a rotting demon!


You know, I was a worldly woman, seductress, courtesan and dominatrix.  I would say that I was a liberated woman but in fact I was chained to Lucifer.  My rebellion had begun while listening to rock music, the Beatles, ACDC and the spirits of this evil music had entered in me… and I said everywhere:

« Peace and love ».  I used these words with some of my hippie friends.  My interior rebellion led me to be in favour of homosexuality, divorce, living common law, abortion.


At that moment, I had not been made conscious that I was a great persecutor of the law of Christ, but you know that I was bound by the abyss and I could not react otherwise.  It is satan’s light, which is nothing other than darkness, that lived within me.  If my mother had not prayed a lot and had not made sacrifices for my soul, at this time I would always be blinded by the light of Lucifer.  Fasting and prayer helped me a lot.


Then I heard the enemy of God speak to the Blessed Virgin whom he fears terribly.  Speaking about souls he said: « I hold them all, I will have them all» and I also heard that he holds many priests (because they do not do penance and no longer pray).  If the demon succeeds in damning a priest with a woman, he then rejoices because during that time, the priest no longer accomplishes his duty which is to save souls.  Woe to these women who turn priests away from their vocation!  They are already under God’s justice and the torments of hell await them if they do not repent!  If you only knew how the Blessed Virgin sheds tears because she sees the Beast engulf more and more souls.  So she sheds many tears of blood.


Satan leads souls to condemnation through love of the world, of money, of the flesh and New Age.


Personally, I was condemned to eternal rape in hell by him if I had not repented of my sins of the flesh  when I lived common law or when I was married to a man who was divorced.  I will speak to you about this later.  At that particular moment of my life, I did not know that God forbad sexual relations, except within marriage in the Church in order to have children.


God allows me to hear the devil within my interior and to  know his evil intentions so that I can reveal these to my brothers and sisters for their salvation.


The devil told me that he is the one who provided sexual pleasure.  He always tries to rape me or give me pleasure through very strong interior temptations,  but he does not succeed because I asked the Blessed Virgin to keep my soul from pleasure and it is thanks to the scapular of Mount Carmel  that the Blessed Virgin protects me.


Rape by the devil or demons, is a chastisement of hell for all the souls who do not regret sinning through the flesh.


Personally, I should have atoned for all eternity if I had not repented of my mockeries.  I was very proud.


So the Blessed Virgin asked me to do penance for laughing as I used to laugh about things that offended God.


Saint Faustina Kowalska in her Little Journal said that she was introduced to the depths of Hell by an Angel.  It is a place of great torments.  And it is of great extent.


The types of suffering that she saw:


– The first suffering that constitutes hell is the loss of God.


– The second is perpetual remorse of the conscience.


– The third is that one’s condition will never change.


– The fourth is the fire that will penetrate the soul without destroying it – a terrible suffering, since it is a purely spiritual fire, lit by God’s anger.


– The fifth torture suffering, is continual darkness and a terrible suffocating smell and, despite the darkness, the devils and the souls see each other and all the evil, both of others and their own.


– The sixth suffering is the constant company of Satan.


– The seventh torture is horrible despair, the hatred of God, curses and blasphemies.


These are tortures suffered by all the damned together, but that is not the end of the sufferings.  There are special tortures destined for particular souls.  These are the torments of the senses.


Each soul undergoes terrible and indescribable sufferings, related to the manner in which it has sinned.  There are caverns and pits of torture where one form of agony differs from another.


Sister Faustina said that she would have died at the sight of these terrible sufferings, if the Almighty Power of God had not sustained her and she added: Let each sinner know that he will be tortured for eternity in the senses by which he will have sinned.



If you only knew the hatred Satan has towards each one of us and towards God and priests, it is terrible.  God revealed to me: « Reverence my    priests ».


Priests are the apple of the eye of Jesus.  Without priests, nobody could get to heaven as it is they only who give us the sacraments which open the Life of Christ within us and grant us His forgiveness.


After these moments of intense horror, Jesus pulled me from the abyss by taking me to Him and I felt His power take me out of this state of darkness, in which I was terrified of everything.


God, in His great goodness, consoled me and told me with great charity:

« You are Mine ».  ‘Think of Me only’, ‘Think of loving Me only’,  « I will heal   you ».  « You bathe in My Blood »  ‘I created you with My Hands’.  ‘Give Me great love and sin no more’.  ‘No longer sell your soul to the devil’  ‘No longer betray Me’  ‘I am your only master’.  ‘I am the Way, the Truth and the Life’.   ‘No longer remain far from Me’.  ‘Listen to My word, observe My commandments, observe My sabbaths, it is to say the Day of The Lord’.


As for the commandments of God, I knew that there were ten but no more than that.  So I took the Bible, I read about them and after getting to know them, I discovered that since the age of fifteen I had been living in the state of very grave sin and some of these were mortal sins.  Then Jesus told me:    « Defend My law ».  And it is what I have been doing since 1996.  In order to serve Him well, the Holy Spirit told me that He gave me the charism of Truth!


Then, I went back to the one to whom I was to be wed and explained to him that we had to live in chastity until the civil wedding.  A few months went by and we got married at the town hall. Two days after the wedding, I left the wedding chamber because Jesus came to remove me by telling me: « Obey Me ». « I ask for reparation; your sin offended Me ».  « Submit to Me My Daughter ».  and He showed me the demons to whom I was bonded because of my sin of adultery.


Imagine my despair!  It was impossible for me to think that I could live without a man.  I needed to be protected…  I had just married so as to begin a home and a family but God told me at that moment that it was forbidden to procreate because I did not receive the sacrament of marriage.


The following morning I looked for a priest confessor who received me charitably and I explained what God was asking of me.  The priest confirmed that we had to live as brother and sister and he added that I could receive communion only if I lived in chastity.  Then he explained that divorce does not dissolve Church marriage and that my husband remained married before God to  his lawful wife till death do them part, even if she had rebuilt her life (now living with another person).  What God has bound, man cannot separate!


I know very well that God will demand accounts from this woman.  God told me that He cries over unfaithful women.  This woman who left her husband will be told by God during her particular judgement: « Woman, what have you done with your husband? »  Had she prayed to God, He would have had them reconcile, but her heart was hardened.  You know that if a woman does not forgive her husband or leaves him, her soul is in the abyss.  The Church does not allow divorce, but allows bodily separation in very special cases. In case of bodily separation,spouses should remain faithful.


Brothers and sisters, who are we to not forgive while God forgave his executioners from the Cross?  How do you expect to be reunited with your enemies in heaven if, on earth, you do not love them?  You know, God told me:  « If you want Me to forgive you, forgive others, as He taught us in the prayer ‘Our Father’ ».   And I was truly liberated when I forgave everybody, when I had masses celebrated for my persecutors, when I prayed for those who injured me…


After leaving the priest, back at home, I began to feel much distress because I had to speak to my husband who had become  my brother in just a few hours and who accepted the situation with much difficulty, but he accepted it anyway because the salvation of his soul was at stake.


I then explained to him that I was going to leave the Rosicrucian Order AMORC.


Convinced that I was on a deep erroneous path, I began to tear up into small pieces all the books by Rosicrucian authors, all the books on numerology, palm reading, card reading, books on spiritism by Allan Kardec and Leon Denis and the New Age books such as those by H. Blavatsky or A. Bailey or still those about occult sciences.   I got rid of them because as long as they remained at my place, the demons lived there as well.


Once the Blessed Virgin was enthroned at home, calm returned to my household.  I replaced all my old books with books such as the Bible, the Catechism of the Catholic Church, the Lives of Saints, the Revelations of Souls in Purgatory,  the Saints of the Catholic Church and I was very moved.


I experienced great interior suffering because of my numerous sins.  I began, moved by the Holy Spirit, to have masses celebrated for my soul  in order to  regain peace.  During the celebration of  these masses, the Holy Spirit would again awaken my conscience to all the sins I committed since my childhood . When I decided to go and see a priest, the devil who was furious told me: « Go to hell ».  So I rushed to the church and the devil pursued me, saying: « You are forgiven, you are forgiven ».


But I knew very well that if I confessed directly to God without going through the priest, I could never enter heaven and I knew that if I did not enter the confessional, I would not be freed of my sins by the Church , the only one that has this power.  So I held firm.  The demon left me and the priest received me with great charity but he was lightly surprised to see that I had in my hand  sheets of paper on which I noted all my sins.  I had written them so as to not forget them.


Then I began to recite my sins without looking the priest in the eyes because I was very ashamed at that moment.  I did not yet know that Jesus was present in the priest so as to take me in His arms and wash me in His precious Blood.  So I buried my head in my papers and I read from my notes .


I confessed all about which I have spoken to you (civil marriage, common law, alcohol, drugs, tobacco, belief in reincarnation, New Age…) and I added, speaking softly:


« I committed many sins of the flesh: I took the pill, I wore mini-skirts and made men sin with their gazing, I had words and thoughts that were impure and uncharitable, I did not go to mass on Sunday, I led a friend to have an abortion in a clinic, I committed many sins of gluttony, I did not pray, I did not share with the poor, I had many idols who were artists and pop stars, I saw X-rated films, scary films, I read evil books, and I also added all the capital sins that I committed such as pride, greed, envy, anger, lust, gluttony,   sloth. »


The priest listened to me with patience and charity and since then, I have been going to confession regularly.


I then went before the tabernacle for my penance and there Jesus told me with all His Fatherly Love: « Your sin is erased ».  What a grace!


Yes, brothers and sisters, Jesus erased  my sins.  My troubles, He consumed them.  My weakness,  He sustained it as long as I remain very poor in my interior.


After the many receptions of  the sacrament of reconciliation, I met many priests who administered  prayers of exorcism over my esoteric studies and I often received the sacrament of healing as I was in a critical state due to my opening to chakras and the action of satan who had destroyed my interior.


The various sacraments helped me to heal and I was so much attracted to Jesus that I would spend my afternoons close to the tabernacle in a church.


During these times, I began to make the Stations of the Cross every day for the release of souls in purgatory.  God asked  me to continue this work of mercy and He explained that purgatory is His Mercy and hell His Justice and I understood that many souls were lost.  So I told God: « But it is You Lord who condemned these souls that are in hell? » and He answered: «The souls condemned themselves ».  As the apostle James said in his epistles: « It is our sin that tempts us, not God ».


God  does not condemn,  He leaves the soul free to love Him or to love satan!  God is Love!


So I told myself that I would consecrate my life to praying for the salvation of all the souls.  Jesus encouraged me to do so.  One day He told me at 15 hours (3.00 p.m.).  « Implore my mercy on the souls.  Pray to Me through my Passion ».  And as I suffered, knowing that many of my friends were far from the Church, Jesus told me: « Never cease praying to Me for them »  and I assure you that I will never cease praying because I love them and because I know the suffering of the souls in hell since I had lived that for a brief instant myself.


For two years, I spent all my afternoons near Jesus in that church close to my home and at night I would return home to the gentleman with whom I was living : we lived together as brother and sister and slept in two separate rooms.


Then one day, while listening to a tape on the life of Saint Francis of Assisi, I was deeply touched by his extreme poverty.


With my first spiritual father, a Dominican priest, we decided that I would leave home;  that I would divorce since my marriage was not one before God, so that I could proceed with the Catholic Church and so I entered the Clarist Order of Sisters; I was cloistered.  It was a time of grace.  At the end of fifteen months, I left the monastery and I answered God’s call who asked me to serve Him and to witness to His Mercy.


With great charity, Jesus asked me to offer my life to Him and before such great love I accepted as heaven was asking me to refuse  nothing to God.


For lodging, I returned to my parents’ and I began to work with many editors at recording conferences that I gave on the Holy Spirit, on the souls in purgatory, on the apparitions recognised by the Catholic Church, on the dangers of New Age, on the Eucharist, on the lives of saints, on the message of Merciful Jesus to Saint Faustina.


You surely know the words of Merciful Jesus :


I am offering people a vessel with which they are to keep coming for graces to the fountain of mercy.  That vessel is this image with the signature:           « Jesus, I trust in You. » (PD 327)


« By means of the Image I shall be granting many graces to souls; wo, let every soul have access to it »  (PD 570)


« I promise that the soul that will venerate this image will not perish.  I also promise victory over its enemies already here on earth, especially at the hour of death.  I Myself will defend it as My own glory. » (PD 48)


« The two rays denote Blood and Water.  The pale ray stands for the Water which makes souls rigtheous.  The red ray stands for the Blood which is the life of souls…  These two rays issued forth from the very depth of My Mercy when My agonized Heart was opened by a lance on the Cross .»  (PD 299)


Personally, I try to recite the Divine Mercy chaplet every day at 15 hours (3.00 p.m.) because Jesus promised this: « Even if there was a sinner most hardened, if he were to recite this chaplet only once, he would receive grace from my Infinite Mercy. »  (PD 687)


He also said: « It pleases Me to grant everything they ask of Me by saying the chaplet (PD 1541) if what you ask for is compatible with My Will (PD 1731) ».


During a conference  on the Divine Mercy, I met a man who had never married.


Quickly, we got engaged at the church and remained chaste but two months before the wedding, we separated because it was not the person that I needed.  God had told me beforehand, twice « I want you body and soul », but you know, I resisted Him a lot before surrendering to His Divine Will!


He also said to me: « Let Me decide your eternal salvation ».


So I let the Divine Mercy direct my soul so as to save it, but because of my own free will, I was once again heading  toward the eternal fires of hell.  I therefore submitted to God in agreement with my spiritual father.  The Blessed Virgin invited me to no longer leave a place for man in my heart and so I took a vow of chastity, heart to heart with Jesus of Love, before the  Blessed Sacrament exposed.


And here it is that God gave me another mystical experience !


My soul found itself in a deserted place.  I was on some kind of a platform and there was a path.


I advanced on that path and found myself before a sea of fire in which there were souls.  I saw a hole with a crackling fire inside.  There were a lot of flames.  And then I found myself in a dark place dangling on a wall while great streams of light beamed down from heaven.


The damned were angry and very threatening when I was looking at them and they told me: « We hate you. »  Their hate burned me and their disdain wounded my heart.


Upon his death, the guru who had opened the chakras descended  into this place of darkness.  His soul was lost for eternity, because he refused Jesus.  He freely wanted to remain in his pride and he did not regret his faults.  So God abandoned him to himself.  God flees proud souls.  He told me that He loves little souls, humble souls!


God showed me that the soul of the guru that was punished by God for having much offended Him without repenting, was working in my soul to tempt me every second.  I hear him and satan cry when they cannot get to make me yield to the temptations that they continually send me for the loss of my soul.  He does everything to damn me.  The Blessed Virgin told me that I had to resist the diabolical suggestions to which I have often yielded.  It is thanks to the sacrament of confession that I can still be in His mercy.


I have nothing against this damned soul for enticing me into temptations because I know very well that it is the duty of all the souls that are damned.  They want to know nothing, neither about us nor about God!  They would change neither their sufferings nor their pain in order to go to heaven!  Their mission is hatred, destruction, lack of love.  It is a torment that will never end.  It is a devouring fire that devours their entrails.  But they are punished by God because they did not want to love Him.  They drag all the souls that they can into this place where hatred, destruction are always present!  Everything is  bitterness and their mission is to destroy the souls.


You know, if God had allowed a thorn in my flesh as for Saint Paul, it is so that I will fight and become a saint.  His grace is sufficent to me!


I noticed that there are certain souls on this earth in the state of darkness,  I had warned them to repent but they did not. And while alive, some mocked what I told them.  So, God in a strong tone, told me: « No longer bother with them » and I understood how they will confront the Justice of God at the moment of their judgement.  And that is what went on!


Above me, there was purgatory, the flames were very high.  The souls that were in this state of purification are united  to the Divine Will.  Their greatest suffering is to not yet be able to see God face to face.  They saw Him during their particular judgement, in a light that is not yet that of heaven and so they kept a nostalgia for God, but they do not want to appear before Him with their stains.  They are being purified and repair what they did not repair when on earth and many of them learn to love.


I prayed for them and in turn, they prayed for the poor person  that I am and together, as a communion of saints, we helped each other to obtain more light so as to move closer to God without fear and without blemish.  And Jesus said to me: « I want you to be closer to Me », then He added: « Continue your work of mercy » (by praying for them).  The souls in purgatory have become my beloved sisters, but I do not speak to them because God does not allow it.  I simply pray for them to help me in my mission of evangelization.


I saw many white steps that I quickly climbed and when I arrived at the top of this big white staircase, a man dressed in red opened the door to me and then he withdrew.  I immediately entered an ocean of peace where I strongly felt the presence of God the Father.  He was the Source.  It was a benevolent Father, filled with love and peace.  His presence flooded this ocean of peace.  God the Father is very gentle and very loving and He told me without my being able to see Him: « I am a Father full of love for My      children ».


Myself, who believed that God was only a whipping father, I finally became conscious of His great holiness and even if God is Love, Mercy and Justice, His greatest attribute remains that of Mercy and He told me: « God is above all a Father ».  So I call Him           « Father Love » and I threw myself in His arms of love.  And then I followed the path of spiritual childhood.  God thinks only of healing us and binding our wounds.  God is Love as the apostle Saint John taught it.


I then saw Jesus in heaven surrounded with a golden light.  It was very beautiful.  My soul felt a great peace and a great desire to come close to Him.  I would have liked to remain near the Son of God, I felt so good.  Jesus asked me to cry with Him for the poor sinners.  He told me with great compassion:   « Cry My daughter for the salvation of the souls ».


In this spiritual experience, I carried within me all the sins that I had not yet confessed, which made me suffer a lot.  To mitigate  this, I confess every week so that I will not have to confront them at the particular judgement of my soul at the hour of my death.


God opened my interior and made me see that before I returned to Him, I was refusing His Mercy, my heart was hardened and He told me: « I cannot enter a heart that is hard and proud ».  He made me see all the thoughts that were not in His Love, all my participation in evil, all my evil feelings, my criticisms and judgements about others and He told me: « Keep yourself from judging somebody.  Do not accuse them. »  You know, I used to accuse everybody.  Then He told me: « Do not judge them ».  I  assure you that I was an expert in the field.


It was the wounds of life that had made me bitter toward my brothers and sisters and God made me see that I was not better than Judas!  So He told me: « You have to love », and it is only after sixteen years of continued suffering and persecutions that Jesus transformed my demoniac soul into an apostle for His glory and He asked me to imitate Him and to do like Saint Paul by travelling like him.


I was often afraid of persecutions.  So God told me: « Keep away from fear! »  It is true that all my enemies were crushed at the feet of Christ.  Every time I go to a different country, the Holy Spirit takes all my fears and all my anguish, so much so that I feel nothing but peace, the Peace of Christ !


When God opened my interior, I saw and relived all the evil I had done to my neighbour and I have  suffered much.


So I cried out to God and told Him: « Jesus, have mercy on me.  Have mercy on the great sinner that I am », and He answered me: « You are My Joy » and I told Him: « All the people that I caused to stumble in my life, from now on, I will pray for them and have masses celebrated so that one day we will be reunited in paradise ».  And so there, like Zaccheus, salvation entered my soul !


I then gave Jesus of love all my bad choices and their consequences and He Himself came to repair my own errors of the road of life with His graces and His love.  God is Love with a capital L.  You know, human love is but a pale reflection of Divine Love, just like human tenderness is but a pale reflection of Divine Tenderness.  And I again called to Him by telling Him: «Heal me Jesus,  heal me, Father of love ».


And to say that I was telling Jesus that He did not love me enough!  Immediately He answered: « You cannot imagine to what extent I love you.  I call you to Holiness, I call you to love Me!  Meditate on My Passion! »  And there, I finally understood all His Love and while reading the writings of Saint Bridgid, I learned that He had endured 5480 beatings during His painful Passion!  What love of the creator for His creature.


It is the Blessed Virgin who greatly helped me to get closer to God.  One of the first times that she spoke to me, she told me: « My Son died because of your sins » and then she told me: « You do not love the Cross enough ».  then she taught me to accept martyrdom, she taught me silence, surrender, and formed me for my spiritual life. I thank her also because she freed me from all the demons that oppressed  me while praying the rosary.


I made a covenant with the Blessed Virgin during a mass and that is why in Her honour I wear a ring on my finger and in addition to my consecration to the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I freely donned  the scapular of Our Lady of Mount Carmel, and through her grace the Blessed Virgin Mary protects me from many dangers.


I  who, through esoterism, have known a cosmic God and an energy God,  can testify that it is in the Catholic Church that I met a God of tenderness, a God whose heart melts with love for each one of us.


I who believed that the Church is an old institution with rigorous dogmas, I now believe that the Church is Holy and  is Love with a capital L  and that without the priests, I could not enter heaven.  So the Catholic Church has become like a benevolent mother to me and I understood all the Love of Jesus who placed its foundation on Peter, the first Pope, and when I looked at Pope Francis, I saw in him all the Love of Christ for his children.  I saw in him the Love of a Father and I began to love the Church very much and to pray for it and its consecrated ones.


Many times Jesus of Love made me learn the depth of His heart into which I had been transported in order to rest in His exquisite tenderness and His unequaled sweetness.


To thank Jesus for His goodness, I  recite the rosary daily because He promised me that through the prayer of the rosary, He would save me and He added: « I pray for your liberation » and I understood that God was in me to fight against the power of the serpent.  I also pray the chaplet of Saint Michael the Archangel to the 9 choirs of angels, and finish my day of prayers by reciting often this small fruitful prayer that is an act of love: « Jesus, Mary I love you, save souls ».  God promised Sister Consolata Bretone that each time we recite this prayer from the heart « JESUS, MARY,  I LOVE YOU,  SAVE SOULS » a soul is saved for eternity.


You know, I told Jesus: « I give you my ‘Yes’ because I would so much like  for all the souls to know Your burning heart with love.  I give You all my past choices and their consequences so that You, The Love, can burn them in Your Fire of tenderness and in the flames of Your Mercy ».


I have experienced the sweetness of the Heart of Jesus by receiving communion of the Body of Christ.


Since I know the importance of Holy Mass, I participate in it every day and I have great respect for the ministers of God to whom this greatest power has been given with the sacrament of Ordination…!  Their hands are purified by the Light of God even before transsubstantiation occurs.


Jesus, the Son of God, is really present in the Sacred Host, and it is only in Heaven that we will understand this miracle…


The Eucharist is the fastest way to come to Jesus…


No one in Heaven is as close to Jesus as we are, when we receive Him within us…


Brothers and sisters, we have Heaven before us, all of Heaven is contained in that small piece of Bread…


« …Whoever nourishes oneself with the Body and Blood  of Christ, is fed with the fullness of the Supreme Being and becomes a reflection of Him.  The beauty of such a soul ravishes the angels of Heaven who marvel at the Almighty Power of the Most High and of His Love for the souls… »


… The soul that receives Jesus radiates in itself His Love and His Light  (but  soul needs to go to confession before receiving the Lord, as communion without confession brings condemnation on the soul).


… The Eucharist is Supreme Magnificence, Grace of graces, Gift of the gifts of Heaven.  We can also contemplate this explanatory word of the Curate of Ars who tells us:


« The soul that receives communion regularly with the Body of Christ, upon its entry into Heaven, God  the Father cannot refuse to greet it because He sees in it the Face of His Son ».


« Jesus is the Whole One who offers Himself to the world.  He gives Himself fully so that we can receive Him fully… »


By receiving Him in oneself, we receive the Sacred One, the Son of God who died and resurrected.


As says Saint Francis of Assisi: « Keep for yourself nothing of yourself, so that you can receive in His entirety The One who gave Himself to you entirely »


Let us often desire to have Jesus; the Eucharist is a marvelous gift of Heaven, Jesus is the food for our soul.


We grow in perfection because Jesus is perfection itself.  Christ wants us to become a living icon of Himself.  That is what happens in a diligent soul; never has a creature on earth been so close to God as in the Holy Eucharist.


When we receive the Holy Eucharist, something happens in our body and in our soul, like a dazzlement of our entire being which little by little divinizes our human nature.


During this space of  time, we become perfect because God is in us and we are in Him.


After every Eucharist, let us pray that its effects will multiply and be prolonged in us eternally.  Thus, God can more rapidly establish His permanent home in our heart.


Here is, dear brothers and sisters, the testimony of a poor soul, very weak, very miserable, that God consecrated in order to serve Him, glorify Him and honour Him and to not serve and glorify myself.


I never learned theology, but the Spirit of God taught me and told me: « Awaken your brothers ».


So I witness in and out of season for many years in many countries and islands where I am invited, with the help of my guardian angel.


Since I have known what hell is and its tortures and since I have lived it in my soul, I wish the salvation of all the souls, without exception, for the good ones and evil ones for whom I have masses celebrated,and for whom I pray and fast.  God asked me to make many sacrifices for my brothers and sisters of love and to cry with Him for their salvation.


When I will appear before God for my particular judgement of my soul, I will have to answer for the conversion of the souls that I have encountered during my evangelization throughout the world.  These souls, by thousands, have been called by God, from country to country, to come and listen to my testimony and if you are there today, it is that we will be reunited in heaven some day.


Dear brothers and sisters, you will all, at the hour of your death, appear before God for your judgement.  That is why my testimony will help you to gain more light.


God’s Mercy can change all the hearts.  You know, my heart was sick and God healed it.  I told Him: « Lord Jesus, my Saviour and my God, I want to live my purgatory on earth so that, at my death, You will take me into Your Sacred Heart ».


So let us have faith and tell Jesus: « Jesus, I trust in You ».  If God healed the world’s greatest sinner that I am, then everybody can be saved.  No sin will exhaust the great Mercy of God and the more we draw from it, the more it swells.  The greater the sinner, the more he has the right to God’s Mercy!

I have written five booklets about my conversion that have been approved by the Catholic Church (imprimatur and nihil obstat).  You can read them on my website.


This, dear friends is the testimony of a miserable soul that knows it is loved by God and that has become the spouse of Christ through the total gift of her life.  I travel throughout the world for the greater glory of Jesus because He asked me to do so!  And even if I do not feel like travelling, I do it for love of Him who offered His life for me and who invited me to imitate Him and to travel through the world as did Saint Paul.


Do you know why Christ chose me to be a witness of His Mercy?  Because on earth, He did not find a greater and more miserable  sinner that me.  I was a hypocrite, liar, envious…  But Christ called me to go around the world for the salvation of souls!  That is why He healed me so as to glorify Him and He called me to make Him be loved, by me, so greatly wounded by life!


Praised  be Jesus-Christ and the Immaculate Heart of Mary.




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5 books (imprimatur and nihil obstat of French Catholic Church)


Astrology or Trust in God? 33


Merciful Jesus Released Me from Clairvoyance. 39


God Released Me from Belief in Reincarnation. 45


Merciful Jesus Released Me from Spiritism.. 55


I Quit the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC.. 64



Astrology or Trust in God ?




Fabienne consulted many astrologers since she was a teenager.  In this chapter she tells us about her own experiences and the consequences for her soul.


You will learn about astrology and karmic astrology.


Fabienne had confidence in the goodness and infinite tenderness of God – Who is love and mercy.  She wishes everbody had that confidence.

For years, from the age of 16, I consulted astrologers.  At this stage of my life, I wrote to an astrologer after I read an astrology advertisement in a newspaper.


When I received the documentation, I was requested to provide my date, and time, and place of birth… And some time later I received a letter with my personal astrological theme, which contained several pages. I read and reread thoroughly my theme for a while, and I discovered it contained predictions about my future and my private life, and it was clearly written that I would have an accident and many more terrible things would happen to me. This caused disorders for many years.


These predictions disturbed me a lot and I confess to having lived only according to these evil predictions. For a very long time, I suffered terrible anguish; and it’s only after making my first pilgrimage to Medjugorje that I was liberated by the Virgin Mary’s power.


About 10 years later, I met a lady whom I befriended later.  This person practiced karmic astrology and one day she proposed to create my karmic theme.


So since I use the word “karmic,” I deem necessary to give an explanation of the term “karma.”


“Karma: (from the Sanskrit root Kri = action, deed) a key notion in Hinduism, Jainism and Buddhism, but one whose meaning has not always been the same. In the ancient Vedic period it referred to the ritual action, especially sacrifice, by means of which a person gained access to the happiness or blessedness of the afterlife. When Jainism and Buddhism appeared (about six centuries before Christ), Karma lost its salvific meaning: the way to liberation was knowledge of the Atman or ‘self.’ In the doctrine of samsara, it was understood as the incessant cycle of human birth and death (Hinduism) or of rebirth (Buddhism) [Cf. C. Maccari,La ‘New Age’ di fronte alla fede cristiana, Leumann-Torino (LDC) 1994, 168]. In New Age contexts, the ‘law of karma’ is often seen as the moral equivalent of cosmic evolution. It is no longer to do with evil or suffering – illusions to be experienced as part of a ‘cosmic game’ – but is the universal law of cause and effect, part of the tendency of the interconnected universe towards moral balance [Cf. W.J. Hanegraaff, op. cit., 283-290].” – Source: Vatican document, “Jesus Christ, the Bearer of the Water of Life: A Christian reflection on the ‘New Age,’” section 7.2


I now come back to this stage of my life when I consulted this friend who proposed to create my karmic theme.


She therefore created my theme based on my so-called previous lives. As I now mention “previous lives,” I also have to give you an explanation of reincarnation.


“[…] in a New Age context, reincarnation is linked to the concept of ascendant evolution towards

becoming divine. As opposed to Indian religions or those derived from them, New Age views reincarnation as progression of the individual soul towards a more perfect state. What is reincarnated is essentially something immaterial or spiritual; more precisely, it is consciousness, that spark of energy in the person that shares in cosmic or ‘christic’ energy. Death is nothing but the passage of the soul from one body to another.” Source: Vatican document, “Jesus Christ, the Bearer of the Water of Life: A Christian reflection on the ‘New Age,’” section 7.2


Once the astrologer-friend had developed the theme, she gave it to me and I discovered I had number 14 as a result of totals based on my date of birth which indicated – according to her knowledge – a very heavy karmic debt arisen from my previous life.


At this point in time, I firmly believed in past lives, especially as I was not yet enlightened by the Holy Spirit, and the devil showed me in spirit past lives’ flashbacks.


After this friend gave me a very thorough explanation about this theme, I realized at this stage of my inner development, I had contracted a heavy karmic debt on the family. This made me completely unsettled and I was disturbed and confused for a very long time. The devil had me in his grip me through fear, anguish and a heavy weight of guilt.


To be liberated from all this, I had many Masses celebrated for my soul, and I had to pray many Rosaries to find peace and serenity; I also received peace through the sacrament of confession, and also after a priest prayed for me to free myself from any soul tie or spiritual bondage because I had sold my soul to the devil – not being fully conscious of what I was doing – while following astrology which is a total abomination to God.


In Deuteronomy it is written:


“There shall not be found among you any one who burns his son or his daughter as an offering, any one who practices divination, a soothsayer, or an augur, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or a medium, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to the LORD; and because of these abominable practices the LORD your God is driving them out before you. You shall be blameless before the LORD your God. For these nations, which you are about to dispossess, give heed to soothsayers and to diviners; but as for you, the LORD your God has not allowed you so to do” (Chapter 18:10-14).


When I was subscribing to these evil techniques, I was totally dependent on evil spirits, who completely alienated my inner freedom because I was caught in their nets, as is any astrologer, who has also made a pact with the devil.


Satan, whose number of his name is 666, is very cunning and always gives power and money to those who allow themselves to be possessed by his evil spirit.


God alone set me free and liberated me from the power of the enemy.  Only God knows our future. He has a loving plan for all of us. For God to accomplish His work of salvation in us, we need to let the Holy Spirit have His way in us and work in us.


Acts of the free will cannot be known by the demon. He can only suggest to the astrologer certain details of our behavior and at this point the astrologer is a medium.  The difference between a psychic and a mystic is great. A medium is always in direct relation with the powers of hell, and a mystic is always in direct relationship with God.


Many saints have told us about astrology : St. Thomas Aquinas says: “Accordingly if anyone take observation of the stars in order to foreknow casual or fortuitous future events, or to know with certitude future human actions, his conduct is based on a false and vain opinion; and so the operation of the demon introduces itself therein, wherefore it will be a superstitious and unlawful divination” (Summa Theologica, Volume 3 [Part II, Second Section], Question 95, Article 5).


And later in this section he recalls St. Augustine who “[…] says (Gen. ad lit. ii, 17): ‘When astrologers tell the truth, it must be allowed that this is due to an instinct that, unknown to man, lies hidden in his mind. And since this happens through the action of unclean and lying spirits who desire to deceive man for they are permitted to know certain things about temporal affairs.’ Wherefore he concludes: ‘Thus a good Christian should beware of astrologers, and of all impious diviners, especially of those who tell the truth, lest his soul become the dupe of the demons and by making a compact of partnership with them enmesh itself in their fellowship’” [Ibid.]


One day, I decided to know the position of the Church on all matters relating to divination.


The Catechism of the Catholic Church tells us that:

2115 God can reveal the future to his prophets or to other saints. Still, a sound Christian attitude consists in putting oneself confidently into the hands of Providence for whatever concerns the future, and giving up all unhealthy curiosity about it. Improvidence, however, can constitute a lack of responsibility.

2116 All forms of divination are to be rejected: recourse to Satan or demons, conjuring up the dead or other practices falsely supposed to “unveil” the future (Cf. Deuteronomy 18:10; Jeremiah 29:8). Consulting horoscopes, astrology, palm reading, interpretation of omens and lots, the phenomena of clairvoyance, and recourse to mediums all conceal a desire for power over time, history, and, in the last analysis, other human beings, as well as a wish to conciliate hidden powers. They contradict the honor, respect, and loving fear that we owe to God alone.

2117 All practices of magic or sorcery, by which one attempts to tame occult powers, so as to place them at one’s service and have a supernatural power over others – even if this were for the sake of restoring their health – are gravely contrary to the virtue of religion. These practices are even more to be condemned when accompanied by the intention of harming someone, or when they have recourse to the intervention of demons. […]

Besides the Catechism of the Catholic Church, Monsignor Tournyol Du Clos, in his book entitled Can You be Released from Evil Spirits? (Published by Editions Archistratège), wrote:


“If you’ve been in contact with the occult, esotericism, spiritualism [spiritism], astrology, witchcraft, magic, hypnosis, reiki, yoga, transcendental meditation, new age and all kinds of sects or with Prana Therapists, or so-called healers, magnetizers who cure by laying on of hands, or magnetic passes, dowsing, pendulum; or, if you have visited clairvoyants such as magicians, soothsayers, marabouts or gurus, fortune-tellers who read the cards, palmists who read the lines of the hand or necromancers who consult the spirits of the dead: know that you were in contact with individuals who work with the devil and you have given Satan a certain power over you. If you yourselves have sought to know the future, even for fun in tarot cards or horoscopes, if you wore good luck charms such as talismans, amulets, zodiac signs, and if you did – directly or through somebody – occult preparations, if you have spoken or repeated formulas or secret words like mantras for example, at last if you spent time in places poisoned by witchcraft, vice or depravity; all the more so if you yourself made a pact with Satan, make magic, called on the dead, casted spells or curses, uttered blasphemy, you first need to try to realize that you have deeply offended our Father in Heaven.”


Monsignor Tournyol Du Clos invites us to a thorough confession and ask God to forgive these diversions and sins which God sees as an abomination – even if these events happened a long time ago, and even if at that time we were not aware of offending Him.


We should absolutely be aware that by consulting astrologers, we break God’s commandment: “You shall not bear false witness,” and therefore lose our state of grace.


In Revelation, St. John says, “And I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband […] And he who sat upon the throne said, ‘Behold, I make all things new.’ […] And he said to me, […] ‘But […] all liars, their lot shall be in the lake that burns with fire and brimstone, which is the second death’” (Chapter 21:2-8).


Astrologers, with their lies, prevent the loving plan of God to be realized. They will, of course, be accountable to the Most High, on the Day of Judgment when they stand before Him for their souls to be judged. That is the reason why God calls all to repentance, confession and Holy Scripture reading and put them into practice in the one life they have to live on earth.


If I would still be in contact with my former astrologer-friend and had the opportunity to talk to her, I would simply say:  think of the years of despair I spent because of all your predictions. Of course I forgive you because Lord Jesus called me to testify of His mercy, but I invite you not to

draw other people to this path of anguish and lies, because some may even go as far as committing suicide, and how many more would fall into despair after reading such evil soothsaying?


I would also tell her that Merciful Jesus loves her extravagantly and has only been waiting for her yes to save her.


When the Lord Jesus came to wake me up from my lethargy, I realized that when I stand before Him, I will need to have my hands filled with acts of charity, mercy and prayer for my neighbor.


At that point in time, the Lord will not ask me how many astrological themes I had made for me, but, on the contrary, if I loved my neighbor without expecting any earthly reward in return but heavenly.


Everything which deals the future and is to be paid for with money always comes from the devil, because when God gives a charism it is always completely free.


When Lord Jesus in His great love came for me, He asked me, “Do you want to get out of it?” After answering yes, He started to heal me, and He asked me to testify to His mercy.


Before I started testifying to the infinite mercy of God Who took away my sin, I was asked to be humble and submit myself to the ordinances of the Catholic Church.


On my soul’s judgment day, how could I stand before the light of God if I would not be fully aware of my sin?


Personally, if I would not have repented, who could tell me that at the hour of my death, I could bear the fact that one day I had gone astray and departed from Him? My lie would prevent me from seeing God face-to-face.


So I allowed God to liberate me, cleanse me and sanctify me so as to learn how to truly love and burn with love for His Divine Heart. We need to understand what love is while on earth. Love means to take up your cross every single day, to pray to God, and to follow Him.


Jesus, Who loves us all extravagantly, will always propose to us to come back to Him wholeheartedly. In fact, Jesus in His infinite love and tenderness is constantly looking for more souls to surrender their lives to Him so that He can share with them His life and His light.



If you respond positively to His call for love, He will share with you His sacrifice of Love and His sorrowful passion through which we are saved – providing that we also make efforts to be saved and pray a lot because without sacrifice and without prayers, we will not be saved. Saints told us about this.


When I started to confess my sins to a priest, in private, I allowed God to cleanse me with His Precious Blood and lead me on the road to paradise.


Who does not want to end up in heaven one day with all his deceased ones, where there all is love, peace and joy, praise, and thanksgiving?


Do not forget that our guardian angels watch over us every day; we can live in union with him rather than submit to evil spirits in astrology.


Personally, I decided to come back to Jesus of Love with all my heart to join Him and His Blessed Mother one day in heaven.


In conclusion, I would simply say that the greater a sinner I was, the more I received God’s mercy because I left everything behind to follow the Lord Jesus in the Roman Catholic Church.

Now I accept with all my heart all the crosses which are given to me to carry together with Sweet Jesus and offer them with love to the Heavenly Father.

When I left everything and offered my life to Him, Sweet Jesus said, “I call you to holiness, I call you to love Me.”

Above all, never forget that those who trust in the mercy of God will not perish. God is love and mercy as soon as we come back to Him.

Dear reader, the Lord Jesus saved me through His Church, in which I often meet a priest to make a good confession.

Remember the words of Saint Thérèse of the Child Jesus: “(…) even though I had on my conscience all the sins that can be committed, I would go, my heart broken with sorrow, and throw myself into Jesus’ arms, for I know how much He loves the prodigal child who returns to Him. No, there is no one who could frighten me, for I know too well what to believe concerning His Mercy and His Love I know that this whole multitude of sins would be lost in the twinkling of an eye like a drop of water cast into a burning furnace” (Cf. Story of a Soul: The Autobiography of St. Thérèse of Lisieux, Chapter 11).

Praise be to Jesus Christ and to the Immaculate Heart of Mary.




“Merciful Jesus Released Me from Clairvoyance”



In her youth, Fabienne Guerrero threw herself into clairvoyance using cards – tarot cards – as a support which she bought in esoteric bookshops.


For years, she practiced clairvoyance for herself and for others. She was always anxious and she lived only according to predictions. She could not live otherwise. She constantly needed to know the future. She had no peace in her.  Years later she realised that “..only God knows our future” (see previous chapter).


In this chapter, Fabienne Guerrero tells you how “Clairvoyance brought me nothing but misfortune and much suffering in my life.”

 As she repented, God filled her with His tenderness.


Micah 3:5-8

“Thus says the LORD concerning the prophets who lead my people astray, who cry ‘Peace’ when they have something to eat, but declare war against him who puts nothing into their mouths. Therefore it shall be night to you, without vision, and darkness to you, without divination. The sun shall go down upon the prophets, and the day shall be black over them; the seers shall be disgraced, and the diviners put to shame; they shall all cover their lips, for there is no answer from God. But as for me, I am filled with power, with the Spirit of the LORD, and with justice and might, to declare to Jacob his transgression and to Israel his sin.”


In fact, I had not yet experienced Love with the Holy Trinity. While learning how to worship God, I found peace. God is so good. He only waits for our loving “Yes” when we took the wrong path, as I did.


Inner peace – I found it because I trust in the infinite mercy of God. God forgives us all once we recognize our fault. I made a confession because I had hurt God through my clairvoyance and I asked a priest to celebrate several Masses for my soul.


Since the Lord Jesus released me from my guilt, He has been filling me with His peace, His love and His tenderness.


After receiving all this love from God, I began witnessing around the world the goodness of the Lord Jesus for all those who adhered to clairvoyance and sincerely repent. Jesus has a loving plan for each soul He has created.


What I did not know when I was practicing clairvoyance is that I was taking away souls from God. In fact, I thought I was bringing them closer, but Satan’s will was in me. I was not doing God’s will.


When I realized that Satan had dominion over me with all his techniques, I turned to the Lord who is a Father full of love for all His children.


Thank to my predictions, I exercised for many years power over others and consequently over myself.  The Holy Spirit could not help me because I had grieved Him. The light of Satan had invaded me due to my disobedience.


God made His word known to me in Deuteronomy 18:10-13:


“There shall not be found among you any one who burns his son or his daughter as an offering, any one who practices divination, a soothsayer, or an augur, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or a medium, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to the LORD; and because of these abominable practices the LORD your God is driving them out before you. You shall be blameless before the LORD your God.”


Clairvoyance brought me nothing but misfortune and much suffering in my life. I had to make many Stations of the Cross and meet a few priests who prayed for my deliverance from these demons.


When I realized that these powers were not from God, I repented. I went on a pilgrimage to Medjugorje, a site of Marian apparitions in Bosnia-Herzegovina recognized in the Catholic Church as a place of prayer.


In this blessed place, I discovered the love of a Mother, the love of our Mother, the Blessed Virgin Mary. Then I cried to the Lord because I had hurt Him through my sin of clairvoyance.


Upon returning from Medjugorje, I consecrated myself to the Immaculate Heart of Mary. The Blessed Virgin is very good. She helped me to go out of this darkness.


Here is the consecration prayer of St. Faustina Kowalska, which I often recited:


“O Mary, my Mother and my Lady, I offer You my soul, by body, my life and my death, and all that will follow it. I place everything in Your hands. O my Mother, cover my soul with Your virginal mantle and grant me the grace of purity of heart, soul and body. Defend me with Your power against all enemies, and especially against those who hide their malice behind the mask of virtue. O lovely lily! You are for me a mirror, O my Mother!” (Diary, 79).


What are the risks incurred from consulting clairvoyants?


If you visit a psychic there are always some risks:

1. You can come across dishonest people who will take advantage of your money.

2. Some clairvoyants can exert a psychological pressure on your soul.

3. You will be asking for big trouble as far as your mental balance is concerned.


4. You will lose your freedom of choice, and be psychologically dependent on the clairvoyant you have consulted and who has power over your soul if you did not confess your sin to a priest.

5. You take the risk of being possessed by evil spirits.

6. You create bonds with Satan which can only be broken through confession and prayers of deliverance.

7. You attract the wrath of God upon you and your family.


Can we be released from unclean spirits?


Monsignor Tournyol Du Clos, in his book entitled Can You be Released from Evil Spirits? (Published by Editions Archistratège), wrote:


“If you’ve been in contact with the occult, esotericism, spiritualism [spiritism], astrology, witchcraft, magic, hypnosis, reiki, yoga, transcendental meditation, new age and all kinds of sects or with Prana Therapists, or so-called healers, magnetizers who cure by laying on of hands, or magnetic passes, dowsing, pendulum; or, if you have visited clairvoyants such as magicians, soothsayers, marabouts or gurus, fortune-tellers who read the cards, palmists who read the lines of the hand or necromancers who consult the spirits of the dead: know that you were in contact with individuals who work with the devil and you have given Satan a certain power over you. If you yourselves have sought to know the future, even for fun in tarot cards or horoscopes, if you wore good luck charms such as talismans, amulets, zodiac signs, and if you did – directly or through somebody – occult preparations, if you have spoken or repeated formulas or secret words like mantras for example, at last if you spent time in places poisoned by witchcraft, vice or depravity; all the more so if you yourself made a pact with Satan, make magic, called on the dead, casted spells or curses, uttered blasphemy, you first need to try to realize that you have deeply offended our Father in Heaven.”


Monsignor Tournyol Du Clos invites us into a thorough confession and ask God to forgive these diversions and sins which God sees as an abomination, even if these events are ancient and, even if at that time, we were not aware of offending Him.


What does the Catechism of the Catholic Church say ?


As for divination, the Catechism of the Catholic Church teaches us this:


“Divination and magic

2115 God can reveal the future to his prophets or to other saints. Still, a sound Christian attitude consists in putting oneself confidently into the hands of Providence for whatever concerns the future, and giving up all unhealthy curiosity about it. Improvidence, however, can constitute a lack of responsibility.

2116 All forms of divination are to be rejected: recourse to Satan or demons, conjuring up the dead or other practices falsely supposed to ‘unveil’ the future. (Cf. Deut 18:10; Jer 29:8) Consulting horoscopes, astrology, palm reading, interpretation of omens and lots, the phenomena of clairvoyance, and recourse to mediums all conceal a desire for power over time, history, and, in the last analysis, other human beings, as well as a wish to conciliate hidden powers. They contradict the honor, respect, and loving fear that we owe to God alone.

2117 All practices of magic or sorcery, by which one attempts to tame occult powers, so as to place them at one’s service and have a supernatural power over others – even if this were for the sake of restoring their health – are gravely contrary to the virtue of religion. These practices are even more to be condemned when accompanied by the intention of harming someone, or when they have recourse to the intervention of demons. Wearing charms is also reprehensible. Spiritism often implies divination or magical practices; the Church for her part warns the faithful against it. Recourse to so-called traditional cures does not justify either the invocation of evil powers or the exploitation of another’s credulity.”




In her youth, Fabienne needed to know her future.  She had developed anxiety and lived only according to predictions.  Like any other New Age activity, this did not solve any problem:  it created more.

 When she came back to Jesus, His Heart burned with love and affection for her. He released her from all that hurt my soul. His Precious Blood healed her.

 She now lives in the peace and joy of her deliverance, and she goes and evangelizes wherever God sends her in agreement with the Roman Catholic Church.

 God’s Mercy is His greatest attribute. The more she drew from it in her life, the more it increased.

 Her sin has not exhausted the unfathomable mercy of God for her soul.

 God is love.  If Jesus would speak to you right now, He might tell you simply: “PRAY THE ROSARY AND LOVE ME SINCERELY.”


Biblical references

 God through His revelation always taught us His will for our souls and what can defile it.


I noted the following:

 Leviticus 19:26

 “You shall not eat any flesh with the blood in it. You shall not practice augury or witchcraft.”


Leviticus 19:31


“Do not turn to mediums or wizards; do not seek them out, to be defiled by them: I am the LORD your God.”
Leviticus 20:6


“If a person turns to mediums and wizards, playing the harlot after them, I will set my face against that person, and will cut him off from among his people.”


Leviticus 20:27


“A man or a woman who is a medium or a wizard shall be put to death; they shall be stoned with stones, their blood shall be upon them.”
2 Kings 21:6


“And he burned his son as an offering, and practiced soothsaying and augury, and dealt with mediums and with wizards. He did much evil in the sight of the LORD, provoking him to anger.”
2 Kings 23:24


“Moreover Josi’ah put away the mediums and the wizards and the teraphim and the idols and all the abominations that were seen in the land of Judah and in Jerusalem, that he might establish the words of the law which were written in the book that Hilki’ah the priest found in the house of the LORD.”

Sirach 34:5


“Divinations and omens and dreams are folly, and like a woman with labor pains the mind has fancies.”


Isaiah 44:24-25

“Thus says the LORD, your Redeemer, who formed you from the womb: ‘I am the LORD, who made all things, who stretched out the heavens alone, who spread out the earth – Who was with me? – who frustrates the omens of liars, and makes fools of diviners; who turns wise men back, and makes their knowledge foolish […]’”


Jeremiah 29:8-9

“For thus says the LORD of hosts, the God of Israel: Do not let your prophets and your diviners who are among you deceive you, and do not listen to the dreams which they dream, for it is a lie which they are prophesying to you in my name; I did not send them, says the LORD.”


Micah 5:12

“[…] I will cut off sorceries from your hand, and you shall have no more soothsayers […]”


Malachi 3:5

“Then I will draw near to you for judgment; I will be a swift witness against the sorcerers, against the adulterers, against those who swear falsely, against those who oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow and the orphan, against those who thrust aside the sojourner, and do not fear me, says the LORD of hosts.”






« God Released Me from Belief in Reincarnation”



Fabian Guerrero, after gaining ground in esotericism and spiritism for years, explains in this chapter how reincarnation is totally incompatible with the Catholic Faith.


“Her thought is based on her experiences which she analyzed with the help of the teachings of the Catholic Church (especially as found in the Catechism of the Catholic Church and the Bible), whose public revelation was closed once and for all with the death of the last apostle.”


She warns us of this:  “If we believe in reincarnation, we are on the road to perdition….”


Dear reader, my searching for the true God did not stop during my spiritual adventure through spiritism, occultism, and esotericism. I fought with myself for years to come to understand that reincarnation was a complete heresy, and it is only through prayer of the Most Holy Rosary and study of the Word of God that I owe my present belief in the Holy Resurrection of the Lord Jesus Christ.


Throughout my esoteric studies, I clung tightly to belief in reincarnation and hereafter I will develop this topic.  Why have I decided to enlighten my brothers and sisters?


Quite simply, because now I am released from this heresy and I stick with all my heart to the Resurrected Lord Jesus Whom I feel alive in me after each Communion; I take to heart that those who believe in this heresy will turn to the true Catholic faith for the well-being of their souls.


Thanks to my various lectures around the world, I met many people who only believed in reincarnation, and after the Holy Spirit acted in their souls, abundant graces were granted to them in that they believed in the essential truths of the faith in the Holy Resurrection of the Lord Jesus.


To those who believe that reincarnation exists, I simply say what is taught by the Catechism of the Catholic Church on this subject:

Reincarnation vs resurrection

“Death is the end of man’s earthly pilgrimage, of the time of grace and mercy which God offers him so as to work out his earthly life in keeping with the divine plan, and to decide his ultimate destiny. When ‘the single course of our earthly life’ is completed (Lumen Gentium, 48 § 3), we shall not return to other earthly lives: ‘It is appointed for men to die once’ (Hebrews 9: 27). There is no ‘reincarnation’ after death” (1013)


I also explain to people I meet that all Christians believe in God Who is creator of the flesh; all believe in the Word Made Flesh to redeem flesh; and finally all believe in the completion of creation and the resurrection of the flesh.


By death the soul is separated from the body, but in the Resurrection, God will give incorruptible life to our body transformed by reunion with our soul.


Just as Christ is risen and lives forever and ever, the saved will be resurrected on the last day.


I personally believe in the true resurrection of this flesh that we now possess.


St. Paul tells us: “So is it with the resurrection of the dead. What is sown is perishable, what is raised is imperishable. It is sown in dishonor, it is raised in glory. It is sown in weakness, it is raised in power. It is sown a physical body, it is raised a spiritual body. If there is a physical body, there is also a spiritual body” (1 Corinthians 15: 42-44).


Prior to resuscitating, man, as a consequence of original sin, must undergo bodily death, which he would have escaped if he had not sinned.


Jesus, the Son of God, freely suffered death for us in a complete and free submission to the will of God, His Father.


By His death He conquered death, opening to all people the possibility of salvation.



From reincarnation belief to total faith in resurrection


For years I tried in vain to know my past lives because I firmly believed in reincarnation.


To do so, my chakras were opened in a spiritistic center in Marseille where the guru received me personally one day, just to proceed to what he called “a broad cleansing.” He started to open my third eye chakra, then my heart chakra and following this, a broad cleansing began which lasted two-and-a-half years.


During this period, I suffered agonies daily and the more the suffering intensified, the more I recalled my past lives. I could see myself living in a particular country, embodying this kind of character, or condition of life.


Gradually I understood the trick of the devil, because in fact he was creating these visions, and what I got a flash of them in me was pure Satanic illusion.


I took interest in reincarnation through esotericism and spiritism.


In esotericism, you should know that concepts such as reincarnation are borrowed from the Far East – karma for example.


I will try to define karma, since it is not a Christian term, but is nevertheless used by many Christian people.


We all live our life on earth as we wish and at the end of this very life – when we die – what we have done with it will be carried over from this incarnation to the next, in a new character.


We have the choice to do good or evil during our earthly life. This is our free will. This freedom which we exerted, we shall find it in our next incarnation, and we will have to deal with the consequences of our past actions.


This is what I learned about karma in my various esoteric studies.


In some esoteric orders, they teach about the ego transmigration from one incarnation to another, through different bodies. There would be seven subtle bodies.


According to certain esoteric teachings, our astral body can be transformed during one life-time based upon the spiritual progress we made. So we accumulate good or bad actions.


In spiritism, I read some books written by Allan Kardec (1804-1869), founder of the false religion of Spiritism.


According to him, man would be composed of three elements that dissociate at death: the soul is embedded in the physical body through an astral body (which is a kind of etheric envelope called Perispirit).


This Perispirit enables spirits to manifest themselves through the phenomena of ectoplasm (making themselves visible) or hearing or moving objects; it was again he who explained that even the spirits of dead people (which he called the disembodied but not extricated yet from the Perispirit) can seize somebody’s intelligence or man’s other faculties making himself a medium or a channel.


Allan Kardec has even dared to name a book, “The Gospel According to Spiritism,” and after having studied at length all the books on spiritism – and there are lots of them – I can certify that all teach reincarnation.


I personally threw away all those books to only keep Catholic ones.


In spiritism, man would consist of a body, and a Perispirit, and a Divine Spark within him.


So from now on, we can note that whether in esotericism or in spiritism, the inner being would be divine in nature and thus, he could save himself while coming back to earth so as to purify himself; this means he does not need to appeal to God to save him, nor to the various sacraments God gave to the Catholic Church for man to walk toward holiness. Therefore man could build himself up alone.


In a nutshell, we are right in the middle New Age; man is no longer God’s creature but man is God himself since he can save himself alone. Of course all this is total heresy.


Why a heresy? Well, simply because reincarnation is never mentioned throughout the Old Testament and it does not appear anywhere at the time Our Lord Jesus lived.


You will never find the word “reincarnation” in divine revelation, which has been closed once and for all.


What God has not revealed, necessarily cannot be.


Christ, when He was on earth, never spoke about reincarnation; on the contrary He announced His resurrection and in His great goodness, when He was on the cross to save us, in the three-hour long agony, He answered the good thief: “Truly, I say to you, today you will be with me in Paradise” (Luke 23:43).


It is easy to understand that if Christ promised Paradise, the good thief did not reincarnate. He believed in Jesus as his Savior.


The good thief, having suffered like Jesus on the cross, received the infinite mercy of the Lord – Who did not speak about purgatory or hell even though they are the dogmas of the Faith – but He simply opened the sky to him, and in my lectures, when speaking about the dangers of New Age, I often evoke this passage from the Gospel of Luke because it seems essential to me.



The Holy Bible speaks several times about the resurrection. The Bible has never considered the idea of several deaths: the Epistle to the Hebrews tells us this: “[…] But as it is, he has appeared once for all at the end of the age to put away sin by the sacrifice of himself. And just as it is appointed for men to die once, and after that comes judgment, so Christ, having been offered once to bear the sins of many, will appear a second time, not to deal with sin but to save those who are eagerly waiting for him” (Hebrews 9:26-28).


We see that man can die but once.  The Catechism tells us that we are one body and soul.


362 The human person, created in the image of God, is a being at once corporeal and spiritual. The biblical account expresses this reality in symbolic language when it affirms that “then the LORD God formed man of dust from the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living being” (Genesis 2:7). Man, whole and entire, is therefore willed by God.


363 In Sacred Scripture the term “soul” often refers to human life or the entire human person (Cf. Matthew 16:25-26; John 15:13; Acts 2:41). But “soul” also refers to the innermost aspect of man, that which is of greatest value in him (Cf. Matthew 10:28; 26:38; John 12:27; 2 Maccabees 6:30), that by which he is most especially in God’s image: “soul” signifies the spiritual principle in man.


364 The human body shares in the dignity of “the image of God”: it is a human body precisely because it is animated by a spiritual soul, and it is the whole human person that is intended to become, in the body of Christ, a temple of the Spirit (Cf. 1 Corinthians 6:19-20; 15:44-45):


Man, though made of body and soul, is a unity. Through his very bodily condition he sums up in himself the elements of the material world. Through him they are thus brought to their highest perfection and can raise their voice in praise freely given to the Creator. For this reason man may not despise his bodily life. Rather he is obliged to regard his body as good and to hold it in honor since God has created it and will raise it up on the last day (Gaudium et Spes 14 § 1; cf. Daniel 3:57-80).


 365 The unity of soul and body is so profound that one has to consider the soul to be the “form” of the body (Cf. Council of Vienne [1312]): i.e., it is because of its spiritual soul that the body made of matter becomes a living, human body; spirit and matter, in man, are not two natures united, but rather their union forms a single nature.


366 The Church teaches that every spiritual soul is created immediately by God – it is not

“produced” by the parents – and also that it is immortal: it does not perish when it separates from the body at death, and it will be reunited with the body at the final Resurrection (Cf. Pius XII, Humani Generis; Paul VI, CPG § 8; Lateran Council V [1513]).


367 Sometimes the soul is distinguished from the spirit: St. Paul for instance prays that God may sanctify his people “wholly,” with “spirit and soul and body” kept sound and blameless at the Lord’s coming (1 Thessalonians 5:23). The Church teaches that this distinction does not introduce a duality into the soul (Cf. Council of Constantinople IV [870]). “Spirit” signifies that from creation man is ordered to a supernatural end and that his soul can gratuitously be raised beyond all it deserves to communion with God (Cf. Vatican Council I, Dei Filius; Gaudium et Spes 22 § 5; Humani Generis).


368The spiritual tradition of the Church also emphasizes the heart, in the biblical sense of the depths of one’s being, where the person decides for or against God (Cf. Jeremiah 31:33; Deuteronomy 6:5; 29:3; Isaiah 29:13; Ezekiel 36:26; Matthew 6:21; Luke 8:15; Romans 5:5).


To understand the love of God and the unreality of reincarnation, I think it is important to know what exactly the mission of the Son is.


The Vatican Council II tells us:

The Son, therefore, came, sent by the Father. It was in Him, before the foundation of the world, that the Father chose us and predestined us to become adopted sons, for in Him it pleased the Father to re-establish all things (Cf. Ephesians 1:4-5 and 10). To carry out the will of the Father, Christ inaugurated the Kingdom of heaven on earth and revealed to us the mystery of that kingdom. By His obedience He brought about redemption. The Church, or, in other words, the kingdom of Christ now present in mystery, grows visibly through the power of God in the world. This inauguration and this growth are both symbolized by the blood and water which flowed from the open side of a crucified Jesus (Cf. John 19:34), and are foretold in the words of the Lord referring to His death on the Cross: “And I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all things to myself” (John 12:32). As often as the sacrifice of the cross in which Christ our Passover was sacrificed (1 Corinthians 5:7), is celebrated on the altar, the work of our redemption is carried on, and, in the sacrament of the eucharistic bread, the unity of all believers who form one body in Christ (Cf. 1 Corinthians 10:17) is both expressed and brought about. All men are called to this union with Christ, who is the light of the world, from whom we go forth, through whom we live, and toward whom our whole life strains (Lumen Gentium,3).

Dear reader, All Christ’s riches “are for every individual and are everybody’s property”(John Paul II, RH 11).Christ did not live his life for himself but for us, from his Incarnation “for us men and for our salvation” to his death “for our sins” and Resurrection “for our justification” (1 Corinthians 15:3; Romans 4:25). He is still “our advocate with the Father,” who “always lives to make intercession” for us (1 John 2:1, Hebrews 7:25).He remains ever “in the presence of God on our behalf, bringing before him all that he lived and suffered for us” (Hebrews 9:24)


[Catechism of the Catholic Church, 519]

 We note that it is written that Christ suffered for us, once and for all. So He will not return to save us again.  We are to be faithful in this one life on earth and do what He asked us to be saved: Feeding the poor, visiting the sick, the prisoners, pray for our salvation and all our brothers and sisters, and believing in Him…


We are to remain faithful to the Holy Catholic Church and accept the washing of our souls in the Blood of the Lamb so that one day we may appear holy and blameless before Him. It is easy for a Christian to go and take the sacraments and purify himself during his earthly life, so that at the time of his death he might be saved.


The Gospels contain several proofs of the resurrection of the Lord Jesus:


“But the angel said to the women, ‘Do not be afraid; for I know that you seek Jesus who was crucified. He is not here; for he has risen, as he said. Come, see the place where he lay. Then go quickly and tell his disciples that he has risen from the dead, and behold, he is going before you to Galilee; there you will see him […]’” (Matthew 28:5-7).

“for he was teaching his disciples, saying to them, ‘The Son of man will be delivered into the hands of men, and they will kill him; and when he is killed, after three days he will rise’” (Mark 9:31).


“Afterward he appeared to the Eleven themselves as they sat at table; and he upbraided them for their unbelief and hardness of heart, because they had not believed those who saw him after he had risen” (Mark 16:14).  So we are all invited to be believers, for the Lord Jesus saves all who believe in Him and no one will snatch us out of His hand if you come back to the Christian faith.


He loves us so much and suffered so much to save us, and is still suffering until we are all united in heaven with Him in His Mystical Body.


If we believe in reincarnation, we are on the road to perdition, as long as there is no true repentance.


The Lord Jesus told us that many are called but few are chosen.


Therefore we are invited to fight until the last moment of our lives to keep our faith intact, unblemished; so that we be considered worthy of the Kingdom.


Dear reader, there is more evidence of the resurrection of the Lord Jesus:


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 638: “We bring you the good news that what God promised to the fathers, this day he has fulfilled to us their children by raising Jesus” (Acts 13:32-33). The Resurrection of Jesus is the crowning truth of our faith in Christ, a faith believed and lived as the central truth by the first Christian community; handed on as fundamental by Tradition; established by the documents of the New Testament; and preached as an essential part of the Paschal mystery along with the cross: Christ is risen from the dead!

Dying, he conquered death; to the dead, he has given life. (Byzantine Liturgy, Troparion of Easter)


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 639: “The mystery of Christ’s resurrection is a real event, with manifestations that were historically verified, as the New Testament bears witness. In about a.d. 56 St. Paul could already write to the Corinthians: ‘I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received, that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the scriptures, and that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the scriptures, and that he appeared to Cephas, then to the Twelve. . .’ (1 Corinthians 15:3-4). The Apostle speaks here of the living tradition of the Resurrection which he had learned after his conversion at the gates of Damascus (Cf. Acts 9:3-18).”


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 643: “Given all these testimonies, Christ’s Resurrection cannot be interpreted as something outside the physical order, and it is impossible not to acknowledge it as an historical fact. It is clear from the facts that the disciples’ faith was drastically put to the test by their master’s Passion and death on the cross, which he had foretold (Cf. Luke 22:31-32). The shock provoked by the Passion was so great that at least some of the disciples did not at once believe in the news of the Resurrection. Far from showing us a community seized by a mystical exaltation, the Gospels present us with disciples demoralized (“looking sad” [Luke 24:17; cf. John 20:19]) and frightened. For they had not believed the holy women returning from the tomb and had regarded their words as an ‘idle tale’ (Luke 24:11; cf. Mark 16:11,13). When Jesus reveals himself to the Eleven on Easter evening, ‘he upbraided them for their unbelief and hardness of heart, because they had not believed those who saw him after he had risen’ (Mark 16:14).”


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 644: “Even when faced with the reality of the risen Jesus the disciples are still doubtful, so impossible did the thing seem: they thought they were seeing a ghost. ‘In their joy they were still disbelieving and still wondering’ (Luke 24:38-41). Thomas will also experience the test of doubt and St. Matthew relates that during the risen Lord’s last appearance in Galilee ‘some doubted’ (Cf. John 20:24-27; Matthew 28:17). Therefore the hypothesis that the Resurrection was produced by the apostles’ faith (or credulity) will not hold up. On the contrary their faith in the Resurrection was born, under the action of divine grace, from their direct experience of the reality of the risen Jesus.”


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 645: “By means of touch and the sharing of a meal, the risen

Jesus establishes direct contact with his disciples. He invites them in this way to recognize that he is not a ghost and above all to verify that the risen body in which he appears to them is the same body that had been tortured and crucified, for it still bears the traces of his Passion (Cf. Luke 24:30,39-40,41-43; John 20:20,27; 21:9,13-15). Yet at the same time this authentic, real body possesses the new properties of a glorious body: not limited by space and time but able to be present how and when he wills; for Christ’s humanity can no longer be confined to earth and belongs henceforth only to the Father’s divine realm (Cf. Matthew 28:9, 16-17; Luke 24:15,36; John 20:14,17,19,26; 21:4). For this reason too the risen Jesus enjoys the sovereign freedom of appearing as he wishes: in the guise of a gardener or in other forms familiar to his disciples, precisely to awaken their faith (Cf. Mark 16:12; John 20:14-16; 21:4,7).”


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 646: “Christ’s Resurrection was not a return to earthly life, as was the case with the raisings from the dead that he had performed before Easter: Jairus’ daughter, the young man of Naim, Lazarus. These actions were miraculous events, but the persons miraculously raised returned by Jesus’ power to ordinary earthly life. At some particular moment they would die again. Christ’s Resurrection is essentially different. In his risen body he passes from the state of death to another life beyond time and space. At Jesus’ Resurrection his body is filled with the power of the Holy Spirit: he shares the divine life in his glorious state, so that St. Paul can say that Christ is ‘the man of heaven’ (Cf. 1 Corinthians 15:35-50).”


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 648: “Christ’s Resurrection is an object of faith in that it is a transcendent intervention of God himself in creation and history. In it the three divine persons act together as one, and manifest their own proper characteristics. The Father’s power ‘raised up’ Christ his Son and by doing so perfectly introduced his Son’s humanity, including his body, into the Trinity. Jesus is conclusively revealed as ‘Son of God in power according to the Spirit of holiness by his Resurrection from the dead’ (Romans 1:3-4; cf. Acts 2:24). St. Paul insists on the manifestation of God’s power (Cf. Romans 6:4; 2 Corinthians 13:4; Philippians 3:10; Ephesians 1:19-22; Hebrews 7:16) through the working of the Spirit who gave life to Jesus’ dead humanity and called it to the glorious state of Lordship.”


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 649: “As for the Son, he effects his own Resurrection by virtue of his divine power. Jesus announces that the Son of man will have to suffer much, die, and then rise (Cf. Mark 8:31; 9:9-31; 10:34). Elsewhere he affirms explicitly: ‘I lay down my life, that I may take it again … I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again’ (John 10:17-18). ‘We believe that Jesus died and rose again’ (1 Thessalonians 4:14).”


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 653: “The truth of Jesus’ divinity is confirmed by his Resurrection. He had said: ‘When you have lifted up the Son of man, then you will know that I am he’ (John 8:28). The Resurrection of the crucified one shows that he was truly ‘I Am,’ the Son of God and God himself. So St. Paul could declare to the Jews: ‘What God promised to the


fathers, this he has fulfilled to us their children by raising Jesus; as also it is written in the second psalm, “You are my Son, today I have begotten you”’ (Acts 13:32-33; cf. Psalm 2:7). Christ’s

Resurrection is closely linked to the Incarnation of God’s Son, and is its fulfillment in accordance with God’s eternal plan.”

Catechism of the Catholic Church, 654: “The Paschal mystery has two aspects: by his death, Christ liberates us from sin; by his Resurrection, he opens for us the way to a new life. This new life is above all justification that reinstates us in God’s grace, ‘so that as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might walk in newness of life’ (Romans 6:4; cf. 4:25). Justification consists in both victory over the death caused by sin and a new participation in grace (Cf. Ephesians 2:4-5; 1 Peter 1:3). It brings about filial adoption so that men become Christ’s brethren, as Jesus himself called his disciples after his Resurrection: ‘Go and tell my brethren’ (Matthew 28:10; John 20:17). We are brethren not by nature, but by the gift of grace, because that adoptive filiation gains us a real share in the life of the only Son, which was fully revealed in his Resurrection.”

Catechism of the Catholic Church, 655: “Finally, Christ’s Resurrection – and the risen Christ himself – is the principle and source of our future resurrection: ‘Christ has been raised from the dead, the first fruits of those who have fallen asleep. . . For as in Adam all die, so also in Christ shall all be made alive’ (1 Corinthians 15:20-22). The risen Christ lives in the hearts of his faithful while they await that fulfillment. In Christ, Christians ‘have tasted. . . the powers of the age to come’ (Hebrews 6:5) and their lives are swept up by Christ into the heart of divine life, so that they may ‘live no longer for themselves but for him who for their sake died and was raised’ (2 Corinthians 5:15; cf. Colossians 3:1-3).”



The man in his life on earth – the conversion of his heart, being constantly renewed – must believe in the gospel and live it. A lifetime is given as a conversion time, and gives us time to choose between God and Satan, between the Christian faith and false doctrines.


We are to choose freely, but no conversion is possible after death.


Faith in Resurrection is to be an event both: 1) historically attested to by the disciples who have actually met the Risen One, and 2) mysteriously transcendent as put into to the humanity of Christ in the Glory of God.


If the Lord Jesus had not raised me personally, I would have never testified about what He did for me and in me. I was dead and He brought me back to life while giving me His Life.


“If the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, he who raised Christ Jesus from the dead will give life to your mortal bodies also through his Spirit who dwells in you” (Romans 8:11).


Dear reader, I can now say together with Saint Paul, “if Christ has not been raised, then our preaching is in vain and your faith is in vain” (1 Corinthians 15:14).


If, as a poor, unnecessary missionary of Lord Jesus, I would not believe in His resurrection and in mine, then I would not be in harmony with all my work of evangelization in parts of the world.


Jesus Christ raised me!

Long live Christ’s resurrection, Alleluia!


Thank You, Jesus, for giving us just this one life for us to decide between heaven and hell.








The primary reason Fabienne Guerrero has written this chapter is to tell you that everyone who has been involved in spiritism, even only once, may be affected inwardly by these experiences, but can find hope and be freed through the power of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.


In the first part of this chapter, she will approach spiritism in general and the dangers one can face when practicing it.


In the second, she will detail her own experiences especially what happens to those who like her (in Marseille, France) step into a spiritistic center.


Part one:  nature and danger of spiritism


Spiritism is currently widespread in the world and unfortunately more and more young people adhere to it, whether at home or at school, without really being aware of what they are dealing with, quite simply because nobody warned them about the dangers of these various demonic practices.


Many people told me about their own spiritistic experiences.  Most of them started spinning a glass on a table in order to get answers to various questions they were asking.


Then many of them had other experiences such as the practice of automatic writing, quite simply because they had lost a loved one and they wanted to get in touch with him or her through the mediumship.


Some others also consulted a spiritistic “medium” (i.e., a being who communicates with the powers of hell) so that they could get in touch with a departed parent through the mediumship.


Unfortunately these people who were sincere and honest in their heart (but also experiencing a great suffering in their soul) thought they could actually communicate with their departed ones.


Unfortunately there is no truth here.


Many people do not realize is that the hereafter, which we cannot see while still alive, can be very dangerous for those who have no real knowledge about it; for this world is populated with

angels on one hand, but also with demons on the other hand.


The Catechism of the Catholic Church teaches us about this.


329 St. Augustine says: “‘Angel’ is the name of their office, not of their nature. If you seek the name of their nature, it is ‘spirit’; if you seek the name of their office, it is ‘angel’: from what they are, ‘spirit,’ from what they do, ‘angel’” (En. in Ps. 103, 1, 15). With their whole beings the angels are servants and messengers of God. Because they “always behold the face of my Father who is in heaven” they are the “mighty ones who do his word, hearkening to the voice of his word” (Matthew 18:10; Psalm 103:20).


330 As purely spiritual creatures angels have intelligence and will: they are personal and immortal creatures, surpassing in perfection all visible creatures, as the splendor of their glory bears witness (Cf. Pius XII, Humani generis; Luke 20:36; Daniel 10:9-12).


331 Christ is the center of the angelic world. They are his angels: “When the Son of man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him….” (Matthew 25:31). They belong to him because they were created through and for him: “for in him all things were created in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or principalities or authorities – all things were created through him and for him” (Colossians 1:16). They belong to him still more because he has made them messengers of his saving plan: “Are they not all ministering spirits sent forth to serve, for the sake of those who are to obtain salvation?” (Hebrews 1:14)


332 Angels have been present since creation and throughout the history of salvation, announcing this salvation from afar or near and serving the accomplishment of the divine plan: they closed the earthly paradise; protected Lot; saved Hagar and her child; stayed Abraham’s hand; communicated the law by their ministry; led the People of God; announced births and callings; and assisted the prophets, just to cite a few examples (Cf. Job 38:7 [where angels are called “sons of God”]; Genesis 3:24; 19; 21: 17; 22:11; Acts 7:53; Exodus 23:20-23; Judges 13; 6:11-24; Isaiah 6:6; 1 Kings 19:5). Finally, the angel Gabriel announced the birth of the Precursor and that of Jesus himself (Luke 1:11, 26).


333 From the Incarnation to the Ascension, the life of the Word incarnate is surrounded by the adoration and service of angels. When God “brings the firstborn into the world, he says: ‘Let all God’s angels worship him’” (Hebrews 1:6). Their song of praise at the birth of Christ has not ceased resounding in the Church’s praise: “Glory to God in the highest!” (Luke 2:14). They protect Jesus in his infancy, serve him in the desert, strengthen him in his agony in the garden, when he could have been saved by them from the hands of his enemies as Israel had been (Cf. Matthew 1:20; 2:13, 19; 4:11; 26:53; Mark 1:13; Luke 22:43; 2 Maccabees 10:29-30; 11:8). Again, it is the angels who “evangelize” by proclaiming the Good News of Christ’s Incarnation and Resurrection (Cf. Luke 2:8-14; Mark 16:5-7). They will be present at Christ’s return, which they will announce, to serve at his judgment (Cf. Acts 1:10-11; Matthew 13:41; 24:31; Luke 12:8-9).  It is important to know that each of us has a guardian angel.


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 336: From its beginning until death human life is surrounded by their watchful care and intercession (Cf. Matthew 18:10; Luke 16:22; Psalms 34:7; 91:10-13; Job 33:23-24; Zechariah 1:12; Tobit 12:12). “Beside each believer stands an angel as protector and shepherd leading him to life” (St. Basil, Adv. Eunomium III, I). Already here on earth the Christian life shares by faith in the blessed company of angels and men united in God.


Dear reader, alongside our friends in heaven, the angels, there are the so-called fallen angels.


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 391: Behind the disobedient choice of our first parents lurks a seductive voice, opposed to God, which makes them fall into death out of envy (Cf. Genesis 3:1-5; Wisdom 2:24). Scripture and the Church’s Tradition see in this being a fallen angel, called “Satan” or the “devil” (John 8:44; Revelation 12:9). The Church teaches that Satan was at first a good angel, made by God: “The devil and the other demons were indeed created naturally good by God, but they became evil by their own doing” (Lateran Council IV [1215]).

Catechism of the Catholic Church, 392: Scripture speaks of a sin of these angels (Cf. 2 Peter 2:4). This “fall” consists in the free choice of these created spirits, who radically and irrevocably rejected God and his reign. We find a reflection of that rebellion in the tempter’s words to our first parents: “You will be like God” (Genesis 3:5). The devil “has sinned from the beginning”; he is “a liar and the father of lies” (1 John 3:8; John 8:44).


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 393: It is the irrevocable character of their choice, and not a defect in the infinite divine mercy, that makes the angels’ sin unforgivable. “There is no repentance for the angels after their fall, just as there is no repentance for men after death” (St. John Damascene, De Fide orth. 2, 4).


In all practices of spiritism, we can only be in contact with a demon (also called a fallen angel as we have seen above).


It is therefore necessary to know that spiritism will never allow us to be in contact with our loved ones who passed away.


Our departed ones are either in heaven, or in purgatory or in hell.


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 1023: Those who die in God’s grace and friendship and are perfectly purified live for ever with Christ. They are like God for ever, for they “see him as he is,” face to face (1 John 3:2; cf. 1 Corinthians 13:12; Revelation 22:4) […]


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 1030: All who die in God’s grace and friendship, but

still imperfectly purified, are indeed assured of their eternal salvation; but after death they undergo purification, so as to achieve the holiness necessary to enter the joy of heaven.


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 1031: The Church gives the name Purgatory to this final purification of the elect, which is entirely different from the punishment of the damned.



Catechism of the Catholic Church, 1033: We cannot be united with God unless we freely choose to love him. But we cannot love God if we sin gravely against him, against our neighbor or

against ourselves: “He who does not love remains in death. Anyone who hates his brother is a

murderer, and you know that no murderer has eternal life abiding in him” (1 John 3:14-15). Our Lord warns us that we shall be separated from him if we fail to meet the serious needs of the poor and the little ones who are his brethren (Cf. Matthew 25:31-46). To die in mortal sin without repenting and accepting God’s merciful love means remaining separated from him for ever by our own free choice. This state of definitive self-exclusion from communion with God and the blessed is called “hell.”


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 1034: Jesus often speaks of “Gehenna,” of “the unquenchable fire” reserved for those who to the end of their lives refuse to believe and be converted, where both soul and body can be lost (Cf. Matthew 5:22, 29; 10:28; 13:42, 50; Mark 9:43-48).


Now back to those who practiced table-turning, glass-spinning or had contact with demons through mediums, or who were engaged in various spiritistic experiences (whether at home or in spiritistic centers) or used to practice automatic writing, believing in all sincerity their departed ones were communicating with them.


In the above cases, it is important to quickly realize that the demon misled us because we did not obey God’s commandments.


Satan acts like God’s ape. He can take any appearance and imitate any voice. He can therefore take on the appearance of one of your departed parents or imitate his or her voice. You should know that the devil can give us any information about our loved ones, because he knows their past and it is easy to reveal parts of their lives for us to believe that a deceased member of our family is communicating with us.


It is also easy for him to give us some specific information about our lives today, because he knows this since he can see by himself and knows our lives. Nonetheless, he can never reveal the

future of a person because he cannot know what will happen to someone as God created each person with a totally free will.


However, he does whatever he can to make us believe in a so-called future which goes completely against the plan of love God has for us.


All those who have attended or who have taken part in spiritistic sessions should be aware that they have been in contact with evil spirits who came to join them to exploit their curiosity.


The Bible tells us that these evil spirits can be driven out of human bodies through prayer and fasting. It is also necessary to make an appointment with a priest in order to break those hellish links through the power of the sacrament of reconciliation and ask the Church for prayers of liberation.


You know that the Lord gave His Church authority over demons.


The exorcist of the diocese is officially commissioned by the bishop for this service in the Church, and, of course, if you are possessed or tied, it is then necessary to meet him.


Dear reader, spiritism, unfortunately, is widespread throughout the world.


A country like Brazil, where spiritism is widespread, had to open special psychiatric units to accommodate patients who have actually been destroyed by the devil through the practice of spiritism, and many of these patients were healed thanks to their consecration to the Immaculate Heart of Mary.


Personally, I consecrate myself often to the Heart of our dear heavenly Mother as follows:



























We should pray to Mary a lot because She can deliver us from any demon by praying the Rosary.


Prayer will be necessary for our deliverance because spiritism gradually removed confidence in God, because we looked elsewhere for what God could have given us, and, gradually, the devil took away prayer and union with God, as responses we received from the devil satisfied us.


We’ve gone astray from God’s divine help and we fell into a snare. Our soul is suffering because we have sinned. It is therefore urgent for us to find God through all the sacraments, through prayer and adoration so as to find peace and joy.


You should know that during confession, it is the Lord Jesus Himself Who is hiding behind the priest, and Who comes to forgive wholeheartedly, so that we may be completely free from

Satan and all demons who infested us because these techniques are not from God.


When one goes to a priest to receive the sacrament of reconciliation, the Lord Jesus will welcome us with His arms wide open, with all His love and His mercy in His divine Heart, and then God is happy because He can save our souls.


After receiving the sacrament of reconciliation, the Lord Jesus invites us then to come to the Eucharist which is truly a sacrament of healing, provided that we first confess our sins and therefore have been washed of every sin.


Only God, Jesus Christ, can completely restore your freedom as children of God.


But for this state of perfect reconciliation with God to be restored, it is necessary to renounce a few things:


First, abandon all spiritistic practices and in case you practiced at home, ask a priest to come and bless your own house; I also recommend that it be consecrates to the Sacred Hearts of Jesus and Mary.


Then you will have to tear up and throw away all the books and articles that have been used for these various practices, and search for the true light that can only found in the gospels, and live from this light.


When you meet the light of Christ, you want to get closer to Him so much because Jesus is good and merciful.


The Church teaches us that one can communicate with his deceased:


Catechism of the Catholic Church, 958: “Communion with the dead. ‘In full consciousness of this communion of the whole Mystical Body of Jesus Christ, the Church in its pilgrim members, from the very earliest days of the Christian religion, has honored with great respect the memory of the dead; and “because it is a holy and a wholesome thought to pray for the dead that they may be loosed from their sins” she offers her suffrages for them’ (Lumen Gentium 50; cf. 2 Maccabees 12:45). Our prayer for them is capable not only of helping them, but also of making their intercession for us effective.”


When we pray for our loved ones who are either in purgatory or in heaven, then our prayer is never unanswered.


This prayer goes straight to their heart and in turn they intercede with God for us to obtain special graces while we are on earth.


What affects them most is when we have Mass celebrated for their souls and/or when we pray the Rosary for their deliverance.



Part two:  my experiences in spiritism


I wish to share with you in this second part my own experience in spiritism.


A few years ago, I went one day to a spiritistic center in France, located in Marseille more precisely.  In this center, I met people who were mediums.


I remember that there is a difference between a medium and a mystic.  A medium is always connected with the powers of hell and a mystic is always in union with God and with all in heaven.


The center consisted of one single room where you could attend various spiritistic teachings. These lessons were given by the person in charge of the place, and this man was a guru who

talked a lot about the spiritist religion founded by Alan Kardec (1804-1869).


According to this enemy of the Catholic faith, the human being is composed of the soul, which is in the physical body through an astral body also called Perispirit through which heavenly spirits

can manifest themselves.


Some mediums perceive these spirits in the form of ectoplasm, whereas some others hear them. It is through the Perispirit that the “disembodied” spirits (i.e., the spirits of the dead) can possess man’s brain or intelligence. Thus, we become a channel, also called a medium.


In this false religion, reincarnation is taught. But the resurrection of the flesh is never mentioned although this is part of our Christian creed.


The Catechism of the Catholic Church teaches us that :


1013 Death is the end of man’s earthly pilgrimage, of the time of grace and mercy which God offers him so as to work out his earthly life in keeping with the divine plan, and to decide his ultimate destiny. When “the single course of our earthly life” is completed (Lumen Gentium 48 #3), we shall not return to other earthly lives: “It is appointed for men to die once” (Hebrews 9:27). There is no “reincarnation” after death.


For several months I attended various conferences about spiritism and various teachings dealing with occult subjects.


One day during a conversation, the guru of the spiritistic center proposed to those present to come and assist, once a week, at a private spiritistic session (a séance) each Wednesday evening.


I attended various spiritualist sessions then for a year.


The mediums present delivered us personal messages or messages for humanity, and we were even contacted by so-called extraterrestrials. These angelic creatures are only fallen angels because they have freely refused to serve God and his purpose. Their choice against God is permanent. They do their utmost to associate man in their rebellion against God.


These very evil fallen beings are careful not to say they are demons, and pretend to be saints like Saint John Vianney, Saint Pio of Pietrelcina, Saint Therese of the Child Jesus, or even for well-known figures.


For a whole year, on Wednesday evening, I listened to all the different messages which were delivered to us by demons of hell. However, at this point, I did not know that I was deceived by

the evil powers.


One day the guru personally offered to me to open my chakras to release myself completely from my so-called past lives.


He opened two of my chakras; respectively, the third eye chakra, which is between the eyebrows, and the heart chakra, which is in the middle of the chest.

Chakras are energy centers located within the spinal column; they are centers of perception and dynamos of Cosmic Energy; the root chakra sits at the bottom of the pelvic floor and

connects the earth energies with the so-called kundalini which needs to be awakened and rise up along the spine, through the Shushumna pathway; and on each side of the central canal – i.e. the Shushumna – the two energies of Ida and Pingala flow – one on the right and one on the left – coursing through the seven intersection points which precisely correspond to the seven main chakras. In fact, there are about 120 chakras.


After opening my energy centers, I fell into a great despair and I fell very ill physically.  I felt the devil was torturing me for everything.


Jesus and Mary gradually helped me to confess my sins and I asked five times to receive the sacrament of the Anointing of the Sick in the Catholic Church.


Through these sacraments and the Holy Eucharist, I was able to stand.


Then just before I left the spiritistic center, the Lord Jesus Himself came and gave me a vision of His infinite Mercy.


I saw Merciful Jesus coming to deliver me from eternal damnation, and shortly thereafter the


Lord brought me to the Catholic Church.


Dear reader, always remember what the Scripture tells us in Deuteronomy:


“There shall not be found among you any one who burns his son or his daughter as an offering, any one who practices divination, a soothsayer, or an augur, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or a medium, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to the LORD; and because of these abominable practices the LORD your God is driving them out before you. You shall be blameless before the LORD your God” (18:10-13).





The Church through her Catechism teaches us that:


2116 All forms of divination are to be rejected: recourse to Satan or demons, conjuring up the dead or other practices falsely supposed to “unveil” the future (Cf. Deuteronomy 18:10; Jeremiah 29:8). Consulting horoscopes, astrology, palm reading, interpretation of omens and lots, the phenomena of clairvoyance, and recourse to mediums all conceal a desire for power over time, history, and, in the last analysis, other human beings, as well as a wish to conciliate hidden powers. They contradict the honor, respect, and loving fear that we owe to God alone.


2117 All practices of magic or sorcery, by which one attempts to tame occult powers, so as to place them at one’s service and have a supernatural power over others – even if this were for the sake of restoring their health – are gravely contrary to the virtue of religion. These practices are even more to be condemned when accompanied by the intention of harming someone, or when they have recourse to the intervention of demons. Wearing charms is also reprehensible. Spiritism often implies divination or magical practices; the Church for her part warns the faithful

against it. Recourse to so-called traditional cures does not justify either the invocation of evil powers or the exploitation of another’s credulity.


Let me finish by thanking Jesus and Mary for saving my soul and releasing me from the clutches of demons.  I am now free in the Holy Spirit and I have been giving many lectures in several countries. So glory be to God Who resurrected me, and Who has been waiting for the return of all His children who were affected by spiritism, for God loves us all to madness and wants to give us His life in its fullness. The greater my sin, the greater God’s mercy for me.

Praise be to Jesus Christ and the Immaculate Heart of Mary.




The Rosicrucian Order


Fabian Guerrero, a former Rosicrucian, was delivered in 1996 by Jesus Divine Mercy from this esoteric order.

In this chapter, she talks about her experience in the Rosicrucian Order (AMORC,) and shows how God and the Blessed Virgin Mary took her out of it.


Dear reader, before finding the Way, the Truth and the Life, I studied esotericism for years, whether in the Ancient Mystical Order Rosae Crucis (AMORC), more commonly known as the Rosicrucian Order, or through the study of the founders of New Age and of false gods – study which was particularly painful, especially with regard to the teachings of Alice Bailey, Rudolph Steiner and Helena Petrovna Blavatsky.


The latter, by the complexity of her writings, confused me a lot, especially when I tried to study the “Secret Doctrine,” which I totally rejected later; first, because these writings are very difficult to understand, and, secondly, because they are totally irreconcilable with the Catholic faith.


A little further, I will explain my bad experience in the Rosicrucian Order, – a very disappointing experience, for it led me to a great despair and infinite inner emptiness.


As the years passed, I realized the futility of all these studies, which led me to know the God of my heart and not the true Christ Jesus, the one true God and Savior of all men.

One day, as I was visiting my cousin, I met a friend who was a member of the Rosicrucian Order.


We got to know each other quickly, and, after getting along well, she told me about the teachings she had studied for years in that esoteric order which she had to stop because she was no longer interested in them. She has started to meditate and pray.


As I was in a deep search for knowledge, I asked her the address of this Order in order to get a first contact with them.


Very quickly, I started to receive monographs at a rate of four per month, and I can attest to having studied the teachings for some time, and that the Lord Jesus is never recognized as Savior. And this is a perfect sign that the enemy has managed to ape a doctrine to drive away thousands of persons from the Holy Trinity.


After a pilgrimage to a Marian sanctuary, I received many graces from the Blessed Virgin Mary for quitting the Order.  Back home, I decided to write to the Imperator of the Rosicrucian Order.

The imperator is the grand master and when someone wants to leave very freely, he or she must notify him in writing.


Then I received a letter from him, asking me the reason why I had decided to leave and I answered that I wanted to return to the Catholic Church because I was baptized shortly after my birth.


For a long time, I kept on thanking God for releasing me from the chains that bound me to this esoteric order.


My brothers and sisters, the Rosicrucians respected my freedom to leave. With them I was part of a group called a “lodge”; this came in addition to the teachings I received at my home, in the form of small booklets, called “monographs.”  Some of my friends were disappointed, but, with great charity, I told them that I believed that only Jesus Christ was the savior and everything I could have learned in that order, as the years went by, was nothing but dust for me.



We continued to meet for some time, but pretty soon I followed the path that Jesus Christ had drawn. I felt like I was resurrected by Jesus of Love and I firmly believed He was my Lord and my God, and my only Savior.


I felt in my heart how much the Lord Jesus asked me to pray for their repentance, and, with the help of God and the Blessed Mother Mary, I managed to persuade a friend to leave the Rosicrucian Order.  As a Catholic Christian, my duty was to help her find the one true God of Life, Jesus Christ, especially as she had forgotten Him a long time ago and had been affiliated with the Rosicrucian Order for a very long time.


Since then, she started going back to Church, going to Confession, praying the Rosary; and now she is happy because she believes in her salvation and believes in the infinite Mercy of the Lord Jesus as soon as she repent. We both had become prodigal daughters.


During my various conferences throughout the world, I meet people who come to tell me that they, too, were part of this esoteric order; but after being enlightened by the Holy Spirit, they confessed they never had a doubt that these teachings might have been harmful, and they give thanks to God for releasing them from Satan. What I noticed with these people is that they were not really aware of their sin of infidelity towards the Holy Trinity, Who must be loved and worshiped in the first place.


As for my other brothers and sisters, called in the Order “fratres” and “sorores,” I will continue to pray to Merciful Jesus for them all my life, so that one day – and maybe even at the hour of their death – they shout with all their heart to the Lord Jesus, “My Lord and my God.”


I wish you knew how much the Lord Jesus loves them, and how much He suffers to see them far away from His divine Heart. As soon as those souls of love return to the unity of the Church, then the good and gentle Jesus does not suffer any more because the prodigal son is back on the road to paradise.


In the Rosicrucian Order, I stopped at the seventh degree and I passed some esoteric initiations since I was part of a lodge.


I can testify that these initiations filled me with anguish and spiritual pride. So to be delivered, I had to pray the rosary a lot. I also had masses celebrated for the salvation of my soul and find peace.


Apart from the initiations, we often met in the lodge to attend the rituals which gave me nothing; on the contrary, I remember that once I ran away and hid in another room as the experiments were too strong.


I knew a gentleman with whom I shared the roof like brother and sister and who was also part of that order.


He said he had largely achieved the twelfth degree. As he was leaving his monographs lying around at home, I was able to check easily at what stage he was.


Unfortunately he stayed there and I continue to pray for Divine Mercy to come one day and justify his poor soul.  I respect his inner freedom to serve God or serve Satan.


Personally, I prefer to follow the advice of the apostles of the Lord Jesus Who founded the Holy Catholic Church.


I was particularly touched by the Word of God. In his first letter of Saint John, he asks us to protect ourselves from antichrists:


Children, it is the last hour; and as you have heard that antichrist is coming, so now many antichrists have come; therefore we know that it is the last hour. They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would have continued with us; but they went out, that it might be plain that they all are not of us. But you have been anointed by the Holy One,and you all know. I write to you, not because you do not know the truth, but because you know it,and know that no lie is of the truth. Who is the liar but he who denies that Jesus is the Christ? Thisis the antichrist, he who denies the Father and the Son. Any one who denies the Son does not havethe Father. He who confesses the Son has the Father also. Let what you heard from the beginningabide in you. If what you heard from the beginning abides in you, then you will abide in the Sonand in the Father. And this is what he has promised us, eternal life. I write this to you about those who would deceive you; but the anointing which you received from him abides in you, and you have no need that any one should teach you; as his anointing teaches you about everything, and is true, and is no lie, just as it has taught you, abide in him. And now, little children, abide in him, so that when he appears we may have confidence and not shrink from him in shame at his coming (1 John 2:18-28).


Dear reader, I had time to realize that everything I learned in monographs or in the lodge was useless for my inner development, or for own my salvation, since when we are Catholic we understand that the only true initiation is a personal encounter the Holy Trinity who dwell at the bottom of our heart and the Holy Trinity alone can really make us grow and give us the true Life.


In this Order esoteric, I learned many useless things, for example, teachings on karma and reincarnation.  On those subjects, The Catechism of the Catholic Church teaches us that:


1013 Death is the end of man’s earthly pilgrimage, of the time of grace and mercy which God offers him so as to work out his earthly life in keeping with the divine plan, and to decide his ultimate destiny. When “the single course of our earthly life” is completed (Lumen Gentium 48 # 3), we shall not return to other earthly lives: “It is appointed for men to die once” (Hebrews 9:27). There is no “reincarnation” after death.


I realized that if the Church teaches that reincarnation does not exist, it was not necessary for me to remain in an order that taught me otherwise.


In the Gospel of Luke, we have the evidence that reincarnation does not exist: “And he [the good thief] said, ‘Jesus, remember me when you come in your kingly power.’ And he said to him, ‘Truly, I say to you, today you will be with me in Paradise’” (23:42-43).


And this how, we see all the mercy of God Who forgives the sinner and opens up the sky for him simply because he recognizes Him as his Lord and God.


We know that no sin will exhaust His infinite mercy, if only we acknowledge our guilt to a priest, behind whom Jesus hides, always ready to forgive us because Jesus is our only true friend, the only one to whom you can open your heart; He is there at the door and knocks on the door to enter.


If God has opened the doors of paradise to the good thief, this means reincarnation does not exist at all.


Through Rosicrucian monographs, I studied visualization, meditation and many things that I never used.


On the contrary, these techniques destroyed me because fallen angels came to me through my opened chakras and tried to remove the faith in my heart. For a time they succeeded, but, by the grace of God, the Blessed Virgin Mary was watching over me, as She watches over all Her children who love Her.


Through these studies I also chose freely to order many books written by Rosicrucian authors, and after reading them, I felt a great call to get rid of them.


After tearing them apart, I threw them away, for during a pilgrimage to Medjugorje we were asked to get rid of everything that was not Catholic.


A few years later, while making a comparison with the doctrine of the Catholic faith, I have found heresies upon heresies.


In the various books written by Rosicrucian authors which I read, I only found pride. It’s the perfect sign of a false prophet, for a real doctor always glorifies the Lord Jesus, and denies himself, placing himself behind Christ and considering himself a useless servant, not a master.


To be named Master is usurping the Lord Jesus’ headship or place which is rightfully His. He alone is the Master of our souls. Whoever stands against Him commits a sin of overweening pride.


The Lord Jesus, while being God, did not glorify Himself but glorified God the Father. I thank Jesus Christ for delivering me from illusion and being a knowledge-seeker who always wants to know the Lord more, and inviting me to be humble if I want to be saved; He invited me to littleness and real service.


It is not because we wear an apron when we go to a lodge that we are true servants. We think we serve but as a matter of fact we are a victim of the enemy who is playing with us. Satan has lost because of his great pride, now in his infinite hatred, he wants to lead all souls to hell after him. Therefore, he leads many souls to betray Jesus Christ and leave the Catholic religion.


You cannot put together the holy cross of Christ and a Rose.  Satan’s Rose is a sign of fusion of all the adversaries of God, especially the opponents of Jesus Christ, His cross, His Precious Blood; it is a sign of rebellion.


I can assure you that in this order I have never heard of the divinity of Christ, the Blessed Trinity, the Blessed Virgin Mary, purgatory and hell, papal infallibility, Church authority, and God’s commandments.  All this is hidden, and therefore it is easy to understand that it is Satan’s work.


On Judgment Day, God will only allow me in His Paradise if during my lifetime I have produced many acts of mercy.


What is certain is that I will account for the time I spent in the study of these false doctrines and the money I spent there, which I could have shared simply with those who were hungry.


As I said earlier, Satan, who is the father of lies, wants to lose all the souls that God has created out of pure love – to give His life in its fullness.


Yet how can we have this life in us if we are dominated inwardly by the Beast by adhering to false doctrine?


Let us be wary of all these teachings which are not from God, and let us run away from them in horror as long as we are in the time of great divine mercy, because there is coming a time for divine justice in which no apostate will be able to convert.


God calls us continually to repent, and when He called me, He delivered me totally from teachings and initiations; then He showed me how much Satan was the leader of these esoteric initiations and how much it was him who gave them.


By way of contrast, Jesus, in His extreme simplicity, suggests, through His Church, which is His heart, to take advantage of the sacraments to help us walk the road to paradise.


In the Rosicrucian Order, I had no hope to meet again those who were departed, and I never heard of the Rosary, the Stations of the Cross, or Mass which could have helped them to be released from the pains of purgatory.


Yet after this one earthly life, we shall all appear, without exception, before the Blessed Trinity for the trial of our own soul.


The Catechism of the Catholic Church teaches us that:

1021 Death puts an end to human life as the time open to either accepting or rejecting the divine grace manifested in Christ (Cf. 2 Timothy 1:9-10). The New Testament speaks of judgment primarily in its aspect of the final encounter with Christ in his second coming, but also repeatedly affirms that each will be rewarded immediately after death in accordance with his works and faith. The parable of the poor man Lazarus and the words of Christ on the cross to the good thief, as well as other New Testament texts speak of a final destiny of the soul – a destiny which can be different for some and for others (Cf. Luke 16:22; 23:43; Matthew 16:26; 2 Corinthians 5:8; Philippians 1:23; Hebrews 9:27; 12:23).

1022 Each man receives his eternal retribution in his immortal soul at the very moment of his death, in a particular judgment that refers his life to Christ: either entrance into the blessedness of heaven – through a purification [Cf. Council of Lyons II (1274); Council of Florence (1439); Council of Trent (1563)] or immediately [Cf. Benedict XII, Benedictus Deus (1336); John XXII, Ne super his (1334)],  – or immediate and everlasting damnation [Cf. Benedict XII, Benedictus Deus (1336)]. At the evening of life, we shall be judged on our love (St. John of the Cross, Dichos 64).


When I was a member of the Rosicrucian Order, I could have attended Mass if I had wanted to, but I could have never received Communion.  Why?

Quite simply, because you cannot be a Catholic and adhere to a doctrine which is incompatible with the teachings of the Church.


If we receive Communion while being a member of this order, the same if you are Freemason, then you must know that the words of St. Paul apply. Regarding Holy Communion, St. Paul says the following:


“Whoever, therefore, eats the bread or drinks the cup of the Lord in an unworthy manner will be guilty of profaning the body and blood of the Lord. Let a man examine himself, and so eat of the bread and drink of the cup. For any one who eats and drinks without discerning the body eats and drinks judgment upon himself. That is why many of you are weak and ill, and some have died” (1 Corinthians 11:27-30).


So if we know we are in a state of grave sin and that we did not confess, we should stay at our place and be content with a spiritual communion until the next Confession.


Dear reader, when the Lord Jesus came to save us, He never condemned someone when He preached on earth. Jesus desires the salvation of all souls, and that is why He wants us to confess and be reconciled with Him before receiving Communion so as not to bring condemnation on ourselves.


I thank from the bottom my heart Jesus and Mary who delivered me from eternal damnation by removing me from that order.


One day during a pilgrimage to Medjugorje, the Blessed Virgin Mary informed me that the Rosicrucian Order (AMORC), was a sect, and after following the advice to get out of it, I went to meet a priest of the Catholic Church who confirmed that it was all true.  This order is mentioned in the report on sects No. 1687 of June 10, 1999 (report ordered by the French government)[1].


Now that Jesus of love has erased my sin after I had admitted my sin to a priest, I often invoke Maria, the Rosa Mystica, who comes to crush the three roses of    Satan :


  • The White Rose, which is the expression of a true science without the true triune God, the Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit.


  • The Red Rose, which is sign of a fusion of all the adversaries of God, especially opponents of Christ, His passion, His cross, His very pure Blood; they are apostates of the latter days.


  • The Golden Rose of Satan represents the idolatry of the ego; “be like God.”


Dear reader, in these difficult times, I urge you to avoid all the wolves…

Praised be Jesus Christ and the Immaculate Heart of Mary.






I wish that my book will be read by as many people as possible and I hope it will be “used” to improve one’s life.


I wanted to share with you my experiences with New Age and inform you of the danger of “activities” such as astrology, clairvoyance, reincarnation, spiritism, etc.


All over this book I have proven their uselessness. They can only lead you to a painful dead-end.


On the other hand, talking and writing about spirituality is more and more difficult nowadays even though, curiously enough, more and more people are “lost” or “alone”.


Many people are fleeing their “present” and / or searching for “something” they define as happiness or comprehension.  And they believe drugs, alcohol, sex, games, New Age, are the solution.  They soon realize it is not so.  They persevere though.  The more they do, the more their life is a nightmare.  Other problems then arise:  violence, divorce, job loss, theft, etc. In the end, many of them ask for help to …. God!


If there is one thing you should remember after reading my book, it should be this:  First ask God to guide you, trust him and finally, pray him.  This is the only reliable way not to destroy your life and to improve it.


Let us say to Jesus : “Jesus I trust in you”.


God bless.







Raised as a Catholic, Fabienne, who is french,  began apprenticeship in New Age practices.
From 15 to 32 years old,  she was in New age and developed expertise in such areas as Past-Life regression, rosicrucians, magnetism, seances of mediumship, the ouija board, belief in karma and reincarnation, New Age healers, telepathy, positive thinking, pendulums, belief in UFO’s and extraterrestrials, white magic, astral projection, New Age breathing, reading auras, opening of chakras, meditation, kundalini,  New Age relaxation music,   rosicrucianism, martinism, astrology, numerology, reiki, yoga,  crystals, palm reading, fortune telling, spiritism, and other occult practices.

In 1996, after a series of powerful conversion experiences, she returned to the Catholic Church, and is now a speaker witnessing and evangelizing, and explaining the deeper meaning and influences of the New Age movement.

Fabienne has told her story via religious television and radio.  She gave talks in France, Spain, Italy,  Switzerland, Belgium, Luxemburg, Germany, Canada, Ecuador, islands such as Martinique, Guadeloupe, Mauritius…

She was interviewed by a  Prelate of the Pope. She wrote five booklets on her conversion. They have French Catholic Church’s imprimatur and nihil obstat.